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For all those who don’t read my journal Lol Life’s been Grand. We’re buying property. Yes- we close tomorrow. And we’re moving. Not immediately, but soon. I’ve been reflecting on the quite ...

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LOL- I laugh because that is the exact phrase that drove my dad so crazy with anger- His older sister would listen to him for a time and with a slow, measured sort of exasperated sigh say “Oh, D...

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I remember a particular exchange. As always with me-a strange thing to remember as seemingly nothing interesting happened. I stood in line on some convenience store gas station to buy my signatu...

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There is a spaciousness that I sense around my head, extending down into my throat and neck. It comes down and down increasingly. It is expansive. The space is filled with presence. Simple groun...

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I feel as if I’m being initiated against my will. Although, not against My will. as i stood in the shower, I was aware of the man who had come in my dreams last summer. He is tall, powerfull...

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I’ve had a scathing respect for my mother’s capacity for premonitions. Scathing, because, she is paranoid, controlling, neurotic, etc Respect, because in spite of her flaws and blatant misuse o...

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Is all there is Left of my little self I see her and love her But my perspective is widening To cosmic heights. Or at least, nearer Than it was. I’m learning Morse Code. I never before ...

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Yesterday I had a first coaching call with T. He isn’t very good, and I probably won’t schedule another one. I remember the first time I saw him (on a recording). My heart sank. I had that sam...

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If you find yourself experiencing hate for people you’ve never met in real life, and who haven’t harmed you, or who you assert “harm” a concept like a community (an idea- there can be no phys...

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How many people’s days, let alone their current lives, are unhinged by what some orange guy does in his corporate office. I pray for y’all. Upon reflection,I think government, or U.S. Corp o...

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Descriptions of the Mysitic and the path of the Mystic, by Christof Melchizedek “Neptune and Aries ask you to reclaim any projection of the divine even on Jesus or Buddha or Krishna right they ...

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I was just empty? No thoughts, no feelings, no emotions of my own? No internal dialogue, as they say. Just a shell. Just a body. All the workings… But no content. Except for one thing. A ...

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There is some vague resistance. A sense of withdrawal. A keeping in. It is unpleasant. I do not wish to be in a closed off energy I feel as if war goes on inside me. A deep one. At what level i...

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Are things moving fast. I hadn’t really realized just how fast until I looked at my entries just now. Just a few hours apart, some of them. It feels like weeks have elapsed. And yes I absolut...

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Is very nice from time to time And I had thought that maybe I would be slowing down with the writing, but I’m really really not. I feel so good writing. I’m reading, and writing, and reading, ...

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Harmony Non-Comativeness Equity Natural Law Equanimity Humility Wholeness Loving kindness Do they mean something different? I don’t know. They all contain some facet of the feeling of ch...

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Last night I could not sleep as I was lying in bed. It occurred to me that something was amiss. Something internal. Psychological, even. I then asked my Angel, could you please reveal to me wh...

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People come and people go They flit around the edges for awhile, and then they’re gone. More often than not. And that’s okay. I’m not really built for fitting in. To be a companion. To stay s...

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Such a wave overtook me, today. It was poignant. Colors seemed to pop out; a surreal almost too real quality descended upon my perception as I drove through town to get my kids and a treat from ...

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Has occurred within me I often find myself verbalizing things that seem incongruous with what I am thinking. I often have the experience of verbalizing, and then saying/thinking- where did that...

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To the sky? Mine, anyway, has grown considerably even just in the last month. As I learned more about the nature elemental beings, I realized that I have a distinct connection to the ones in th...

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Jumps out at me from a page, a word or phrase mentioned in passing, the sight of a new face that is somehow familiar. I feel a remembering. Not that I actually recall anything in my mind, concr...

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I have a story. It’s about Blackberry. She is a year old Satin doe (rabbit). I got Blackberry last year. I had taken up a very generous offer to acquire a Satin in order to improve the Satin A...

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I sense a sliding slipping slithering away I wager it had to at some point. Hahah… It’s June, now! I guess my premonition was right. I am left with something. Many things, perhaps. They are l...

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