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Sex all weekend! I'm really glad I pushed myself to wake up my libido. We were like a new relationship again, pinching each others butts in between aisles and stealing kisses around corners. I'm ...


November 29, 2013

: D

Well no improvement on the diet front, esp. With thanksgiving and leftovers Me & will went to separate thanksgivings this year. I was fine to be separate and of course the food & desser...


November 27, 2013

bleh

Lots of unpleasant things in my head basically my weight and my lack of sex drive - the 2 are most definitely tied. I deserve to be cheated on. If there wasn't free online porn Will would pro...


November 23, 2013

why do I wait so long?

To write an entry - then I forget everything that's happened! Well I woke up Monday morning without my wedding ring. Que PANIC at 6am and even though Will had only come home at 2am I threw on ...


November 13, 2013

frustrated

Since Will got a new job, our health insurance is up in the air - and of course that's the time his asthma acts up. SO I called our old insurance. They said even though he's left the company he...


November 10, 2013

quickie

Gotta make this quick Yesterday was a lazy day. Will was out early for a car club meet and so I was home with phone and the phone. I talked on the phone- caught up with some peeps and ate way to...


November 09, 2013

we made up

Of course - like always I dunno... After a night of sleeping apart I had planned to talk to him in the morning but he wore his clothes from the night before just so he didn't have to enter the ...


Over fighting over his asthma / shortness of breath / heart beating out of his chest / relying on his inhaler for the last 3 days. He's fine he says Shut the fuck up he says So I did and he le...


November 03, 2013

Will's home

I thought it would be everything I wanted but he's having bad asthma issues and when I mention going to the doctor we fight So I listen to him wheeze I have a cold, which when he gets, will only...


October 29, 2013

better

The weekend went better than my entry from before. So me & Teach didn't go to the paint-your-own ceramics place but we did go to a food truck festival in south Jersey. It was pretty cool bu...


October 26, 2013

annoyed

Teach has been wanting to go to this paint your own cermaics thing for a while and Will is gone this weekend so I ask her if she wants to go and now she says no cause she's broke. So I'm annoye...


October 24, 2013

hello

I'm back - we'll see for how long. I dunno why I fell off writing. I've been in a weird mood. I almost have to keep my mind off my own life to not be depressed about it. Which is stupid, you ...


October 12, 2013

Ugh

Work cut my hours. Not cause of me. Boss feels like his business is in the red. Could change if enrollment picks up. When I got this apartment I was making $ 20 an hour. Maybe more. Full time. ...


September 24, 2013

smashing a lot into a little

I haven't written in a while and now I feel like I have a lot to say but I don't feel like dragging it all out. SATURDAY We helped one of Will's friends move into their new apartment. It wasn'...


September 19, 2013

tired

Today I felt like I was running late ALL DAY. It's not a good feeling. I wasn't REALLY late for anything except my bed time which is not a hard and fast rule but still - just felt off today. ...


I kept on track with my eating and went to the gym after work. Yipee for me, I feel great. I mean I feel sore and crap but great that I'm getting my ass to the gym, which I'm paying for, I hope...


September 17, 2013

success

Work was work AFTER work was the success story cause I FINALLY got my ass to the gym I always talk myself out of the gym. And then beat myself up for not going. And then plan to go to the gym a...


September 17, 2013

Teach quit

She put in her 2 weeks notice Monday morning. I almost don't mind her doing it - I know she was unhappy but I don't love WHY she's doing it. Basically she said she feels like she got screwed b...


September 16, 2013

I changed my icon

The icon is so small you can barely see anything I put. ANYWAY So Sunday was a good day. It actually felt like it lasted a really long time - usually weekends fly by. Sunday Will went to wor...


September 15, 2013

eh

My life is so blah. Friday after work I went riding with Will. It was cool, I was over what happened Friday morn. Saturday was the same, plus some food shopping. I have a 'diet' prosebox al...


September 13, 2013

I'm so over this

I wake up today at 5:45 am to Will palming my ass. I get ANNOYED that he woke me up 15 minutes before my alarm. I go "what time is it?" He says "5:45" I'm like "uuugh" [or some guttural annoy...


September 11, 2013

ordinary day

not much to even say. Went to work, I love my job but someone screwed up the computer so I couldn't really do all I do - which sucked. I feel kinda disappointed in myself also cause my boss or...


September 11, 2013

poetry jam

I thought I was going to one yesterday LOL I had lunch with Teach and she told me that her and some girls she met at different singles 'meetups' were going to a 'poetry jam' after work and asked...


September 09, 2013

too long

I hate when I go too long without writing cause I forget everything! Well Saturday was Will's car meet. I usually don't go but he had a friend coming from LI to go to the car meet and then sleep...


September 07, 2013

venting

Not me exactly, but Teach. Monday is Teach's birthday. Monday, since it's a workday will be pretty uneventful so we hung out yesterday [Friday]. Yesterday was 'in service day' at the school wh...


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