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I figured that there would be a physiotherapist or two on YouTube that would be giving away free exercises for my shoulder. That was my epiphany last night. I remembered the exercises I learned w...

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I’m feeling some type of way about something. When I have plans with Bev I always let her know whenever I’ve been around somebody sick. My roommate, for example. She usually postpones whenever I ...

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It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me. I’m in my self-sabotage era, it would seem. I am keeping myself too busy and too radically distracted. An act of desperation to make the internal restlessne...

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Turns out that I couldn’t wait for my bed-day after all. I called in sick at work this morning. I didn’t leave my bed for most of the morning. I was up late studying for my test that is today. I...

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I feel wrecked from my nap. I knew that I would because I ate right before. I will be extra groggy in the morning if I eat late as well. I knew better but I had to eat. I barely touched the food ...

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I’m finally not tired and miserable today. Just miserable. I went to bed at 6:30 PM yesterday. It was just one of those days that needed to end early. I just don’t have any patience today. I hav...

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Have yourself a merry little crisis… I knew that it was going to be bad when I took my vehicle in today. They found next to no issues the last few times that I took it in for an oil change and tu...

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My supervisor was frustrating me today. She doesn’t understand when we don’t understand something. That’s very Gemini of her. She’s all over the place with what she expects from us. Sometimes I j...

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I suppose I have time for a Prosebox break. The roads are shit today. The side roads, mostly. The drivers are even worse. Everybody wants to be an idiot. Myself included. I took my grandmother ...

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I really had to fight with myself to go to the gym this morning. It just felt so dreadful. It snowed and I didn’t want to have to brush off my car and deal with shitty drivers. I forced myself to...

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I am hoping that this is the end of my weird week. I had a bit of a struggle to get the manager on duty at work to check on the guy who had been in a bathroom stall all day. I suspected that he w...

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Did I just manifest something right? I woke up from my nap and saw that I got a text from my school explaining that my class was cancelled tonight. I really didn’t want to go. However, now I’m wo...

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Seriously, what is going on this week? I was almost in a car accident but somebody else was not so lucky. Tomorrow I will call the insurance company to report what I witnessed just in case I am n...

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What is going on with me this week? Yesterday was a disaster, just first-world problems at least. Today my phone got spoofed. I’m old and out of touch and didn’t even know that was a thing. Basic...

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The day got a little worse. I didn’t get the position I interviewed for. I wouldn’t have hired me with the poor interview I did. They really don’t want me to leave the store so they’re training m...

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I am so pissed off right now. I’m just snapping at everyone at work because it’s so hard to calm down. The shift started off rough, to say the least. It started with my supervisor giving me a lit...

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Is it just me or is everybody depressed? Yesterday, I was reading other PB entries and it seemed like everybody got hit with depression. It came out of nowhere for me. I was lying on the couch wo...

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I’ve been a hoe on the go, as we know. Yesterday while I was getting ready to visit Bev and her kids, I saw how filthy my apartment was. My bedroom, my bathroom, the appliances in the kitchen. I ...

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My test went alright. I had to guess on three of the multiple-choice questions but the bulk of the test was using gas laws and I think I rocked it. After class, I made it to the gym. It felt lik...

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I woke up feeling pretty jaded today. Yesterday as well. I have 99 problems but I got to study. That’s the vibe. What goes around comes around. As the old saying goes. In real life I have a lot ...

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I was feeling some type of way at work today. Marcello told me about how he was treated by our supervisor last week when he last worked. I’ve heard horror stories about her but I haven’t witnesse...

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I had my first experience with acupuncture today. We also did cupping. It wasn’t painful but it wasn’t pleasant either. I’m not sure what I was expecting, to be honest. We worked on my shoulder w...

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It was too early for sad music but I was feeling emotionally masochistic this morning and put on my playlist that tugs at my heartstrings. I suppose I wanted to see if I could still feel. I also ...

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I can’t tell if I’m stunned or just experiencing grogginess from my nap. I don’t know how to sum up this week. It was a rollercoaster for my psyche, that’s for sure. I think I had spared Prosebo...

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I don’t feel in control. That is the source of my anxiety. I create a fake sense of control through various habits. Some can be productive but some can be destructive. This is where attachment is...

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