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October 15, 2023

Connect in Current Events

I managed to reconnect to what I’m passionate about. It’s been work and school and I am losing myself in the shuffle. I need to get happiness from the source. What is the source? God. I am fast...

October 14, 2023

The Boy 'round Here in Current Events

I spotted an old childhood friend at the gym this morning, Dustin. I wasn’t sure if it was him at first. It’s been a couple of decades. It would have been 30 years ago when I first met him. I won...

October 13, 2023

Apostrophe in Current Events

Yesterday, I was in a good mood and rocking out to my favourite song on repeat. Just vibin’. Today, I’m wondering how long the pain of an impact will last if I jump off a building. The first thin...

Mars just entered Scorpio. Why does everything make sense now? I’ve been feeling aggressive and combative to the point of scaring myself. Scorpio is in my 7th house, the house of relationships. I...

Yesterday I ran on fumes with just an hour of sleep. Today I had a full nights rest and I’m irrevocably exhausted. I had mood poisoning the entire day. My supervisor gave me an assignment that w...

The saga, or should I just say faga at this point, continues. After dinner, I needed to meal prep for the rest of the work week and I did not have falafels. I ended up going to three different st...

October 10, 2023

On My Comma in Current Events

This problematic entry is brought to you in part by: Sleep Deprivation. It’s a good thing I’m pretty is what I would be saying if I was indeed pretty. I can’t be ugly and dumb. I need to pick a ...

October 10, 2023

Toss and Torture in Current Events

I didn’t make it to my bed time and I passed out way too early. It wasn’t even 6 PM. I only needed to hold on for two more hours. My roommate, who is inconsiderate, woke me up with her racket. Sh...

October 09, 2023

Derpina in Current Events

I knew that my sister was in town for Thanksgiving but I did not know it was for the whole weekend. Once I learned that she was here for the whole weekend I invited myself over to my mother’s to ...

October 07, 2023

Faded in Current Events

Well split my d!@# and call me Caitlyn I left my hair appointment fully satisfied for the first time in history. In the history of history! I knew Victor was going to come through! I didn’t get w...

October 06, 2023

Nothing To Say Here in Current Events

We finally have autumn weather and I cannot find my favourite coat. I was looking forward to it but I must have thrown it out by mistake. So I did what any homosexual man would do in this situati...

I think physics is broken. Today was our first test and I didn’t sweat it for a second today. How many entries now have I complained about anxiety and depression over my class? The day I should b...

I spent a few hours studying last night. I trained to failure. I studied until I couldn’t study anymore. I had to sleep. I wrote a list of everything from the unit and then made a flashcard for e...

October 03, 2023

Edge in Current Events

To no one’s surprise, my depression bubbled up again. I was fine yesterday evening when I did some light studying. My heart drops and my hands begin to tremble whenever I think about it today. I ...

‘Tis the season for seasonal depression, apparently. Everybody seems to be struggling with their mental health at the moment. They’re aware that it is seasonal depression. I’ll just call it an em...

October 01, 2023

Dollhouse in Current Events

My mood poisoning continued to get worse after I wrote my previous entry. Depression bubbled up to the surface for me to rumble with. What a treat! My mind needs to grieve the loss of something. ...

I woke up from a bad dream and my mood is still lingering. In one part of the dream, I had my mother over and some other guests and then my roommate crashed it with her friends. Her friends were ...

September 30, 2023

Spilt Tea in Current Events

The T was exceptionally hot yesterday when I met up with the girls. Leanne, my Scorpio ride or die, who stalks everybody we hate, told us that our old friend, who was a toxic narcissist in my lif...

September 28, 2023

Days and Confused in Current Events

I felt like a dirty cheat when our teacher gave us our assignments back that she marked. I got a perfect mark but that is because I stayed behind to get help. She didn’t feed me the answers, she ...

September 27, 2023

Rewired in Current Events

I am aiming to unfriend my Intention Deficit Disorder once and for all. There is no silver bullet so I have to undermine my undermining. I started by downloading an App that will block selected s...

September 26, 2023

Shadows in Current Events

My depression did not make an appearance today. I think it is behind me now. School was my trigger and even though I was dreading my class for this evening, my depression did not bubble up to the...

September 25, 2023

Talking Sh!t in Current Events

I am tired of being a big bloated bitch. Claudia pointed it out again at work today. It didn’t make me insecure, I’m still a skinny legend, but it is an issue I keep putting off. This is a known ...

September 24, 2023

Soonday in Current Events

I took that rest day, sort of. The deep rest I have been needing. That I probably still need. When I got home from my sister’s I meal prepped and then spent most of the day in bed listening to mu...

September 23, 2023

Mundane Morning in Current Events

Fuck the world and goodnight! I went to bed at 7:30 last night. Can we even call that night? I must have needed the sleep because I woke up at 4:30 a.m. I made my way to the gym. I still had jit...

September 21, 2023

Pattern Recognition in Current Events

I see a pattern here. My metacognition is strong, thank god. My depression hit me again today. It hit on Monday and then again on Tuesday. Yesterday I was fine but it crept up on me again today. ...

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