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What else could I do if I just didn’t give a fuck? I can’t escape the consequences of missing yesterday’s class but it doesn’t feel like a big deal. Everything always feels like a big deal. Every...

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I’m on the tail end of a head cold. It was pretty quick, thank gods. Yesterday I managed to not give a fuck. It was an interesting state of mind that I would like to visit more often. All the wei...

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I just had my first class. I’m overwhelmed, as per usual. Why? Math! I need a strong understanding of what I’m doing. I need to see it in my head. Luckily, I took Applied Math this time last year...

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I had my physical today. My thyroid was a concern again. It is very prominent. I mentioned that we did an ultrasound on it a few years ago. I assumed that no news was good news. We went over thos...

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Plot twist. I think I’m coming down with the flu. Did I microwave my brain with my new wireless headphones? lol. This will be over quickly. I think I might be the only person who enjoys it. The ...

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In Newton’s Law of Physics, I am not allowed to get my way. I am being melodramatic, I know. After I wrote my previous entry, my body decided that it needed to do something. I could not stop urin...

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After I wrote my entry yesterday, my anxiety hit me pretty hard again. I don’t experience that fear and panic anymore so it took me a while to clue in. I was just feeling flustered at the grocery...

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My anxiety flared up yesterday while I was at work. I haven’t experienced anxiety in almost two months. Following that high is always a low. My depression usually follows it. That also happened a...

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I haven’t been sleeping too well the last few nights. I keep having vivid dreams that wake me up. One after another. I wrote some of them down the moment I woke up because they felt cinematic. I...

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My new computer speakers arrived yesterday evening. I had missed the Amazon driver while I was out with my grandmother. I didn’t want to wait an extra day so it was a pleasant surprise that they ...

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I need an intervention. I keep abusing my credit card. I just made my last purchase for the week so help me god. So help me GoDaddy, I should say. GoDaddy is the site that is going to host my web...

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I am trying to prioritize my journals and other projects today. I am actually winning with the journals, finally. I managed to figure out how to get the cover to fit within the parameters for dir...

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Things don’t usually happen in three’s for me. At least I never notice. This morning, somebody reached out to me about doing a podcast with her. The topic is healing from sexual trauma. My friend...

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I actually made it to the gym this morning. My social anxiety made me freeze up the moment I turned off my car. I sat there for several minutes before I bit the bullet. Just as I thought, there w...

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I was feeling fun and confident and decided to play around with my new microphone and get myself comfortable in front of the camera. In no time I became miserable and insecure. I was face to face...

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This week was a busy one at work. We have a long weekend so I am kicking it off with some whiskey and Jakub Józef Orliński. It is a one-minute drive to my work so I keep getting there early. I d...

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My mood changed shortly after the entry I wrote yesterday. My headphones arrived and I fell in love with them. They fit over my ears and the sound was great. I’ve never owned a pair like this bef...

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Today was going well until con-19 propaganda started popping up in my feeds while I was doom scrolling. They’re manufacturing consent up here in Iranada for masks. Last time it was just two weeks...

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I officially registered for my course today. They offered me physics again which brought up some PTSD. I am contemplating it though. I wanted to take chemistry in January but they only had 40S (g...

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Well, I knew that my interactions with this certain character that added me on FB was going to end with him blocking me. I responded to one of his posts. It was a public display of attention. He...

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I’m in too deep and have to see this project through. The side quest is to create blank journals to sell through Kindle Direct Publishing. I can’t seem to get the measurements to work out for me....

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I slipped back into one habit that I am trying to break. Just one little habit comes with a lot of baggage. It’s like I become somebody else. I have a different mindset, a different set of emotio...

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I liked today. I decided to throw everyone’s caution advice to the wind and just do what I do. Report hazards and report everything wrong that I find. I got a lot of praise and positive feedback ...

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My part of the city got wrecked by a big hailstorm. I had just started to lift some weights, while I was at home, when it started to sound really bad outside. I grabbed by phone once I saw it hai...

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If I am going to be addicted to my phone I might as well stick to content that is a little more useful. I looked into Chat GBT and I am sold. I will pay for the premium. It’ll be like my little r...

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