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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.
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So it’s been a long weird day. This morning I was trying to force feed my cat. He hasn’t been eating enough. Well, he opened his mouth when I wasn’t expecting it and my finger went further into ...
Warning: I'm being really dumb... in 2018
Seriously… I’m 100% aware of how dumb this is going to sound. And I can’t help it. Yesterday I was leaving work. I realized as I was getting in my car that I had forgotten my 6 pack of coke that...
Ok… so I guess I’ll explain from the beginning so that it’s remotely understandable. One of my cats has issues. Last August he had a stroke and I took him to the emergency vet and spent a small ...
I’ve been in a funk all weekend thus far. I’ve accomplished nothing. I had geek girl brunch today, but I only went because I knew K would be mad if I flaked. It was ok, but I would have preferred...
All Clear... in 2018
So I had my test today. Basically they flush dye through your fallopian tubes to make sure they’re not blocked by anything. Didn’t take very long. It wasn’t as uncomfortable as I anticipated. And...
I have a weird thing for hands. I like strong hands. Today… F was standing right next to me and I caught myself staring at his hand and wishing I could hold it. He got his hair cut the other da...
Flirting... in 2018
So I’ve been flirting with a new guy lately. I haven’t actually met him yet. We’ve only messaged each other. My bff has known him for years and honestly used to have the biggest crush on him, so ...
Fuck People... in 2018
I really have to stop trusting people. Some of them just gave no sense of right and wrong. Last night I let a guy who I thought was a friend come over. He brought his baby and I wanted to see th...
Birthday... in 2018
So yesterday was my birthday. Had to get up at 6 something in the morning to get to the spa appointments my sister made. I had a massage and a facial. It was really nice, but I’m bruised today f...
Weird Thing... in 2018
So this guy that I talk to sometimes. We’ve never actually met, but we’ve talked and texted and messaged etc. I’ve been friends with him since the OD days I wanna say, so a while. So he dropped o...
No Idea... in 2018
My birthday is next week. I have no idea what I want to do. Other than curl up in a ball by myself and cry. My sister and K keep asking me what I want to do, but I don’t really care. It doesn’t ...
Yesterday was a year. A year since I started feeling happier, but it didn’t last long. And I’m still fairly miserable. I just don’t think I’m really meant to be happy or find someone. On top of...
So I basically spent the past week in Boston. My friend K had won accommodations at the Boston Plaza for the Boston Fantasy Fest so we decided to go up a few days before and stay a few days after...
Last Week Blew... in 2018
Yeah… so last week I either got food poisoning or a weird stomach bug. Like I never threw up, but I had a terrible headache and felt super nauseous and was just so sick. I started feeling bad Mon...
An Hour... in 2018
It’s been a weird week. On Tuesday, right after shift change, I was sitting in the breakroom talking to J while he ate. Then B came in there and yelled at F to come in there. B then told me “Thi...
I Dunno... in 2018
I have done absolutely nothing today. I know its bc I’m semi depressed from yesterday. M has been flirting with me all week and yesterday was terrible. He stayed late and I was fixing to leave b...
Yeah so M has been flirting with me again today and randomly groping me and letting me hug on him etc. And like 20 minutes ago he may have had my nipple in his mouth… and he just came to say bye ...
Today was unexpected. M basically spent all day flirting with me and let me hug on and touch him way more than usual. Like he groped me multiple times today. He even walked into my office and stu...
Wednesday... in 2018
I slept so hard last night. I don’t even remember falling asleep. And I definitely didn’t want to get up this morning. I had this stupid long meeting today. Yesterday I had to go meet with a th...
I just feel lonely… for something or someone I can’t have or see. I dunno… I’m just not really excited about anything. I miss having someone here. I miss having him here. I miss that feeling of ...
Vacation... in 2018
So I’m on a mini vacation currently. My sister and her hubby rented a cabin in Gatlinburg and they invited me to come along. It’s been nice so far. A few days off work and away from everything. ...
Friday Night... in 2018
Ok so drunk me makes bad life choices ya’ll. On Tuesday night I was drunk and I told JM we would hang out on Friday bc drunk me is nice. However, sober me realized on Friday morning that it was ...
Weirdness continues... in 2018
So Friday afternoon J and I went to Sonic to get slushes. On our way back J got a text saying that my boss’s boss was there… fun… so we get back and go upstairs. F is on the desk and asshat and t...
Almost Friday... in 2018
I’m still sore from all the walking on Monday. I should probably take a hot bath at some point… maybe tomorrow. On Tuesday I went to my fertility appt. K went with me… I’m sure the nurse practit...
I’m so far behind… I have to finish at least this book by Wednesday and I want to read the second one too but I don’t think I’m going to be able to find the time. I have work tomorrow… and then ...
