Think I'm Gonna Make It in 2020 Vision

Things are going much better than my last entry in which I was pretty sure I was falling off the psychotic deep end. So since things are going better now, I do not wish to elaborate on that episode lol for self dignity preservation purposes.

Things with The Young Buck are still going well. Probably better than ever. I finally got his deployment date out of him. It is super soon. Like last night might be the last night we have/had together for the next three months. There might be a possibility for one more time, but it really depends.

I have managed to not fuck this relationship up with my awkwardness and I’m really proud of that. Granted we’ve only been seeing each out for like a little over 3 weeks, so I’m not sure how proud I should really be. But this is my longest and most meaningful relationship I’ve had since the marriage and I just want it to continue on and on.