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~Started online journaling before it was cool. (ha) ~I use sarcasm freely~Doomtree obsessed~Even more Felicity obsessed~Deep thinker who sucks at articulating points~"Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can pretty much change your life forever."
The hadest part about moving forward is not looking back.
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Marked. in A new beginnging.
Yesterday, Mark and I found out our offer was accepted on the house. This is the beginning of a new and amazing chapter for us. First for both of us and I am so excited and happy I could freakin...
omg!!! in A new beginnging.
So like many here, I was a long time Open Diary user. Periodically I like to type that address in just for funsies, hoping one day it may again exist. I urge all of you to go to https://www.op...
The man. in A new beginnging.
i grow tired of my fingers hitting the key board but yet nothing coming together from it. I aways feel so full when I drag the laptop out and go on here, but it’s almost like I get stage fright. ...
Just a check up in A new beginnging.
I find myself almost breaking out into tears a lot of as of late. For example, Mark was hanging shelf in our bathroom to make room for my stuff, and I almost lost it. I was getting things read...
SOLD in A new beginnging.
Wednesday will be the 4 week mark of my brother telling me he’s putting the house on the market. So much has happened since then. I moved into Mark’s, the house was cleaned, painted, staged and ...
Pulling Petals. in A new beginnging.
It took me months to work up the guts to tell Mark I wanted to give us a shot. Naturally, it took me months to work up the guts to tell him I was in love with him. There were so SO many perfect ...
The break up kit. in A new beginnging.
Well, it’s official. After 5 years of living together, my brother and I are going our separate ways. Yes, I did write previously that Mark and I had made the decision to move in together. The nex...
___ reasons why in A new beginnging.
I have actually written. However they just make no sense to anyone but me, so I always just end up saving them in the private folder I started for such nonsense. Well, Mark and I are moving in t...
Black Balloon in A new beginnging.
I was seriously ready to write like a normal update, but yeah. You know what term I hate? “Honeymoon period” Oh I remember that. Oh yeah I remember when I used to be happy to see so and so. It...
Always comes back to Felicity in A new beginnging.
I was on my way up to his parents this past weekend. 2.5 hours by myself driving. Of course I saved the latest Felicity podcast for the drive. It was the season finale of season 2- Ben says I lo...
Because I said so. in A new beginnging.
You guys. I have had the same sentence of this draft saved for SO long. But lets just skip all that. Mark and I are officially dating. Which seems super weird to type. Yes, my best friend of 15...
Walls. in A new beginnging.
I told him. I couldn’t take the hundred opportunities I had, even the ones earlier in the day. Nope, I had to call him when I got home. “Hey..so I have to tell you something, are you sitting dow...
Timing. in A new beginnging.
I don’t really believe in the whole “timing is everything” shit. But to add to that, I feel like I am usually pretty late to the party. I texted Ady last night and finally let her in a little bi...
I thought I saw you yesterday in A new beginnging.
I always find the most awkward ways to tell people about you. I laugh and smile so the can’t see the pain on my face. I laugh so they won’t think I am a minute away from falling apart. I have to ...
I'm feeling 22 in A new beginnging.
At what age will I stop have days where I legit think my dad is actually going to walk through the door? I mean, unless it is a ghost, probably not going to happen BriAnna. I had a weird day on...
New version of me. in A new beginnging.
I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting as of late. It probably has to do with the fact that I am a little over a week a way from the big 3-0. Don’t worry, I am not one of those people who freak out ...
I don't even know if I believe in A new beginnging.
2 weeks. I feel like I’ve been trying to do the mental snap shot thing so I don’t forget these moments. I want to badly to write about it in great detail, but I am just too tired right now. I’...
Fate. in A new beginnging.
I am genuinely curious as to what you think about it. “don’t you think it’s funny, that if the event wouldn’t have been on Friday, and you weren’t at HH…“
Release it. I am not one for making resolutions…but I have decided to finally put an end to emotional bad behavior. Social media makes it so easy to look people up, certain people you only look ...
You just know. You just do. in A new beginnging.
I have tried to write a few times, but as soon as I type out more than a sentence or 2, I quit. I have found that listening to awesome music really helps. Have you heard the song “first” by Col...
I can't decide if it's a choice in A new beginnging.
getting swept away. YOU guys. I got promoted! I am got the full time pastry chef position!!!! Oh yes, this is what it feels like to be an adult. I have never had a full time job in this indust...
Trust it. in A new beginnging.
I have this guy. Jason and I are finally having another date on Tuesday. Even though there was like 2 week gap in-between these dates, he kept in contact. We will text several times a day-we wi...
You'll just know. (?) in A new beginnging.
Oh, don’t worry about it, you’ll just know. OBVIOUSLY I am getting way ahead of myself. But when/if the time comes, how am I supposed to be able to choose? I had to try SO hard not to have sex w...
Time Machine. in A new beginnging.
This entry already shouldn’t count, mainly because I am a little under the influence. I have a file in my computer that holds about 10 years of crap. Duh, it is my OD file. Who in mostly in thos...
I shouldn't be surprised in A new beginnging.
My compuer got a virus a couple weeks back, and as much as I have wanted to write, I have been unable to. It is now in Mark’s care and hopefully he can fix it. until then I luckily found a blueto...
