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Brisbane, Queensland, Australia. Ex country kid, on the outskirts of Outback. 6'3, gay, introvert, spontaneous Sagittarius (Orpheus actually). I need an outlet for my life, and this is it :) If you'd like to be added to Friends Only, a) don't be a prude, and b) please let me know :) Insta : pfefz Snap: luvncraze Facebook: Matt Pfeffer
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Creeping in in Stuff
Ugh, the anxiety is creeping up more and more as my surgical procedure day gets closer. It didn’t help when I saw a missed call on my phone and they’d left a voicemail asking for confirmation, w...
Only murders in the building in Stuff
Someone was murdered in the shopping complex that houses my gym over the weekend, so that’s a bit of a shock, and sad. Apparently there is video going around of the murder happening not just on ...
Had my follow-up appointment this morning (for the leg veins) and I’m all booked in for the 18th! So ten days time. I’m excited and nervous. He showed me the (massive length) fibre cable that ...
I almost tainted in Vulnerability
Mole is removed! Can’t believe I didn’t get that done years ago. I just about died when I saw the needle, and realised where it was going. Anyone had a needle in their taint before? I can now ...
Medical, not cosmetic in Vulnerability
Oh getting old is fun, not. I did a bit of researching around and settled on a medical centre not too far away I guess. I caught a ferry there after work and gym. It was free as it was an ini...
Sticky in Adventures in paradise
I’m half considering opening an OnlyFans with the way the cost of living is in Australia at the moment. We were already an expensive country, but now it’s noticably out of control, especially fo...
Comedy festival in Adventures in paradise
I managed to get through my weekend shifts on light duties, so that’s good. My back seems to gradually be feeling better by the end of each day after moving a lot, but man it still hurts in the ...
Don't judge a book by it's cover in Stuff
I haven’t gone to work today. It probably doesn’t look good after having just had my three days off, but my back is literally too fucked. I woke up on time to get to work and realised that I wo...
I’ve done my back in, somehow. MAN it has been painful. Happened sometime on Monday, I think, but it’s hard to pinpoint when exactly. I guess I’m just getting old and falling apart haha. I wi...
Socials in Adventures in paradise
Ergh, just wrote most of an entry and lost it all, so not sure what’s doing on with that whole ‘save automatic draft thing’ Prosebox usually has, but oh well. Start again. I was hoping the socia...
We have a major weather event occuring here at the moment. Not a cyclone or a typhoon but a low that got trapped by a high out east over the Pacific, which meant the constant rain was stalled ov...
Sense of normality? in Stuff
I haven’t written in a little while again, but I’ve been out of quarantine for a week and it’s been nice getting back to my routine I guess. The first day felt weird even walking around in the f...
Iso Day 3 in Adventures in paradise
I realised I should be titled the entries ‘Iso’ instead of ‘Qurantine’, since I’m not the one with Miss Rona. At least I hope not. As I’ve already broken-record mentioned, RAT’s just aren’t in ...
Quarantine in Stuff
So the new housemate has tested positive. Great! He’s doing the right thing and isolating to his room, disinfecting everything he touches and letting me know when he’s leaving his room whilst ...
New Year in Adventures in paradise
It’s a new year! I would say “Happy” but let’s face it, the last few have been pretty much write-off’s. Hopefully we can get some sense of normality back to life soon. I’m well and truly over ...
Tent? What tent? in Stuff
I’m feeling pretty good today. Went and ran a few errands. Got some steel caps and new work pants for work (since I literally felt and HEARD mine split at work on Sunday LOL). The steel caps a...
I’m doing alright now that I’ve gotten through another work-week. It’s just been a case of over-worked. One of my workmates said to the store manager that he just needs a week of doing his cont...
Thanks in Vulnerability
I should probably write again. That last entry was fucking tough but I’m glad I wrote it down. This diary really has been like my form of therapy since 2004 when I started writing on OpenDiary,...
Off myself in Vulnerability
(this entry is a bit dark FYI) Today the mental health was beyond shocking. Easily the hardest day of 2021 for me so far. For some reason, my brain decided to want to tell me I was worthless, ...
Fixed up in Vulnerability
I’m back from the dentist. Yesterday wasn’t even fucking mentioned. Probably a good thing, as I had my receipts and the appointment card ready to throw at them and yell, “WHAT WAS THE POINT OF ...
Ghost booking in Vulnerability
I spent all day being anxious about my dentist appointment (as I always do) and went to gym early so I could try and calm myself down a little, and went to my appointment. There was a girl alrea...
I’m just going to start writing and see where this goes. My mental health isn’t the greatest at the moment. The anxiety is more through the proof than the depression is though, so I suppose it...
Scum in Holy Shit!
Today was one of those horrid days at work. There was a dodgy group outside the store as I arrived and when we opened. Sure enough they tried to steal $100 of stock. Not long later, a customer w...
Moe's b'day in Adventures in paradise
Another work-week over with and again it was busy as fuck, this time due to the Grand Final being played a few suburbs over. It got moved here due to the Covid outbreaks down south. I saw my si...
Double-jabbed in Adventures in paradise
I’m double-vaxxed. Finally. Man, that was an effort. I ended up walking in for my second one. Fuck awaiting another email from QLDHealth. Now that my state finally has enough Pfizer supply, ...
