I miss Mom so much today in My life....I can't make this shit up!

Halloween has always been one of Mom’s favorite holidays. Today I’ve been trying hard to make it like any other Halloween. We all got dressed up, we’ve got tons of candy and I went crazy with the decorations. Now as I sit outside waiting for kids as she used to I miss her so much more. This was our thing. We’d sit, have a drink or tea, talk about whatever bull shit came to mind and give out candy. I know she’s watching and I know she’d like the decorations. I just really miss my mom.