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My dreams last night inspired me to start my novel first thing this morning. In the first dream, I visited Mae’s house. She was my childhood friend that passed away in our final year of high scho...

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If I had to be completely honest with myself, I’m tired. It’s not a physical tired it’s in the soul. I’m just fucking tired. I’m tired of going through this shit. I’m tired of things not working ...

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After my previous entry, I grabbed a yoga mat and streamed a yoga routine for beginners. It wasn’t as challenging as I thought it would be. However, it definitely worked out the inside of my hips...

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My day didn’t stand a chance. I woke up feeling crushed under my own dead weight. My first real thought of the day was about how I am at least being creative instead of destructive during this sa...

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I feel like that fire in me is starting to go out. Perhaps I am just becoming numb to it. I’m not letting myself lose my momentum in being productive and proactive. Intention Deficit Disorder is ...

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I have been trying to read to break my phone addiction and I finally grabbed one off my shelf that manages to hold my attention. I started my day sitting on the balcony with my mushroom coffee wh...

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I started working on my website. It’s so easy. Back in 2005, I had to use HTML. I feel like I’m back on OpenDiary making layouts for free. I don’t even remember what I called that page…Dear Diary...

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I’m struggling to organize my thoughts today. Mind you, it is first thing in the morning and I’ve only had one sip of my mushroom coffee. I seem to be very concerned about whether or not my roomm...

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You know how I’m in denial that I have ADHD? Me neither I’m that good. I heard ADHD described as Intention Deficit Disorder and it blew my mind. You can know all you want and even be the most br...

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I bit the bullet and swallowed my pride and I applied to a few workplaces that I have been overlooking on purpose. Beggers can’t be choosers, I have to remind myself. One of them is at a thrift s...

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I’ve come to realize that I am still experiencing what is known as the Dark Night of the Soul. It’s not a term I like to use because the New Agers ruin everything. It is a term they use to descri...

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I spent the last few hours fully immersed in my problems. It’s sink or swim time. You’re a woman with a brain and reasonable ability. Stop whining and find something to do. I have been picking u...

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My roommate is experiencing an allergic reaction to eggs. She’s adopted my vegan diet while living together, for the most part. After a few weeks of eating my way, she noticed a huge difference w...

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It’s been a lot of whining on here. I miss writing about the things I am witnessing in the world and trying to make sense of it all. Wonder Lust, I think that will be the name of my brand when I ...

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I’m not feeling as shook as I was in my previous entry. Nothing changed… which sums up my life story as of late. I haven’t been able to create the big changes. Big things have small beginnings an...

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I feel like I am finally buckling under that crushing weight I have been experiencing. Oh, how people used to love to watch me fall. I am learning that all I’ve done was suppress the pain. What p...

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Hi Prosebox. It’s me again. I’m here to bitch and moan as always. First world problems. On my way to my sisters yesterday I stopped at a few stores and the disappointment of not finding anything ...

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Since I’ve been turning my latest entries to private I might as well be real and raw with myself here. Today I woke up feeling somewhat ambitious. I was thrown for a loop when I realized that my...

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I took my grandmother grocery shopping yesterday. It was not that eventful except I did see someone I found jaw-dropping gorgeous. It is rare with my impossibly high standards. He was giving an o...

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My car made it to Brandon with no problem. You would have thought we were flying in a beat-up plane because my sister, Melissa, was a nervous wreck the entire time. It was very menacing. It didn’...

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I’ve filled my coffee mug with delusion this morning. Convince Yourself. I’m about to do that thing where I write down all of my plans for next week on my weekly planner. Below that I write a lis...

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I reached out to my uncle about collecting the reparations from that residential school on my fathers behalf. He told me which level to apply for because my father was abused. That information ma...

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Melodrama: aTom Production Depression attack hit me out of nowhere. I woke up from my nap and before I knew it I could feel its crushing weight. There is nothing weighing on my mind or weighing o...

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I don’t have a shift today and that is rare for a Monday. I’ll use this new week new me energy that I like so much and work for myself. Today, I am going to contact the institution that is denyin...

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Dear Log: It’s been one week since my talk with my roommate. So far she has been cleaning up after herself, taking out the trash and cooking for herself. She’s also been hiding in her room from m...

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