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19 hours ago

Dreaming in Current Events

At the beginning of last year, I decided that I wanted to create a new Instagram account. I wanted to take it a little more seriously than it ever needed to be. I had a rough idea about what I wa...


2 days ago

Lucky in Current Events

My doctor said something about my thyroid yesterday and I should have asked him about it. All he said was that it was pretty full, I don’t know what that means but he is going to keep an eye on i...


I don’t know what happened to my mood yesterday. I was feeling my oats and I decided to have an old fashioned selfie sesh but I could not get what I wanted out of it. I only had the house to myse...


5 days ago

Dilly-dally in Current Events

I overheard my name while my sister was FaceTiming her husband last night. He asked her if I got a job yet. I don’t know why that stressed me out. Probably because it should stress me out!? I got...


6 days ago

Project in Current Events

I uploaded a few photos to my Grindr profile. I’m 33 and unemployed so I figured that I am finally boyfriend material for those thotties lol. Literally, I ignore all the attention that I get. It’...


7 days ago

Simulation in Current Events

Do you know how I say that my thoughts keep manifesting? Well, girl let me tell you. Yesterday I randomly I had a thought about YouTube having tutorials about how to enlarge a man’s junk and then...


Toni pulled a little something together last minute to celebrate her birthday. Her, Ashley and I went to the casino for a couple of drinks and to push our luck with the slots. None of us left wit...


May 17, 2019

Big Decisions in Current Events

Yesterday I finally bit the bullet and I looked at my bank account. I will have to admit that I am still in a state of denial. I received my last cheque a week ago. I can go 9-10 more weeks of un...


Yesterday morning was a bit rough for me. I woke up feeling down and I could feel a depression attack coming for me. It was very hard to shake. A depression attack, for me, is when my mind attack...


Sometimes I just need to tune into one of these to help me shake it off.


Once upon a time in a multiverse far far away, there was a hot mess named Tom that used to live most of his through Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat. He experienced almost all of his relationship...


I don’t know why I am so enthralled by this James Charles vs Gage Gomez and the James Charles vs Tati drama. Maybe I just like watching narcissists fall from grace? I am hoping that you guys have...


May 11, 2019

Decent in Current Events

Yesterday I woke up feeling pretty decent. Kind of like the way one feels after a good cry. It’s been years since I cried but after how low I felt on Thursday… Anyways, my prayers were answered a...


May 10, 2019

The Old Me in Current Events

I had told my therapist before he ended his practice that I wanted to be like the old me. That’s a complicated thing to get into on Prosebox but after my last entry, I am asking myself what would...


May 10, 2019

Sever in Current Events

I am really feeling it today. I’ve been inconsolably flustered all day. The day started with our toilet acting up. A lid the size of a Pringles container landed in there when I emptied a mop pail...


May 09, 2019

Menace in Current Events

Today I moped the floors. I was going to go for a run but there are menacing turkeys in the neighbourhood so I decided to stay indoors ALL day and watch Netflix. As you can see, my life is very o...


May 08, 2019

Human in Current Events

It has now been two weeks since I was fired from my job. A job that I had for the last thirteen years. I’ll be honest with myself and admit that I feel hurt. I know how my managers used to work a...


May 04, 2019

Flash Forward in Current Events

My nerves hit me so hard while I was browsing for job postings online. I narrowed it down to almost 20 places that I can apply for. The ones that I am the most qualified for and that pay the mos...


I went an entire day without assaulting Prosebox with an entry. You’re welcome. I woke up yesterday in such a good mood. Somebody left a comment explaining to me how they have a moment of anxiety...


May 02, 2019

Balance in Current Events

It all hit me last night. I am unemployed and I have done nothing about it yet. I was fired last Wednesday and that feels like it was weeks ago. I do not feel strong enough to fight for my future...


April 30, 2019

Contingency in Current Events

Today is the day that I said I would start mapping out my next move. I want to be intentional and precise about what I do next. Preserving my mental health is still my top priority and that has b...


April 28, 2019

Backlash in Current Events

It would appear that my former employers were ready for a backlash when they fired me. My friend Hetal called me crying, they sat down with her and told her what they told everybody. “We understa...


So you know how causing pain is easier than feeling pain? And the stories that we tell ourselves is that we are, usually, the victim? I am still hurt and confused about how I was terminated so I ...


April 26, 2019

Day 2 in Current Events

Day 2 of Unemployment I had a long entry written but I decided to delete it because of something my favourite Guru said. I even tried to write about it and remembered that I could just post it lo...


Day one of unemployment: I did lose some sleep over it. I keep playing that moment in my head over and over. I also had Demi Lovato’s sorry not sorry stuck in my head at the same time. I woke up ...


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