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FAFO in Current Events

We took our kids north to go tubing down a river. It was beautiful there. The kids were complete kids about it. They had a blast. Last night, I dreamt that I walked out on it and quit my job. In...


I thought I was about to witness a miracle. Last week, my roommate was so close to producing an original thought. Do normies have two aluminum-free brain cells to rub together? Question of the...


6 days ago

Discontext in Current Events

Last night I dreamt that I was back to working at the home hardware store. I was not happy about it. The dream actually woke me up. This time last year, I was working there and I was strugglin...


July 11, 2025

TGIF in Current Events

I don’t get to say this often, but thank god it’s Friday. I’ve been so disconnected from myself. Detached. I’m very aware that I have surrendered to my dopamine loops. A little suffering is goo...


July 10, 2025

1 2 3 in Current Events

Things happen in threes I kept telling myself on Monday. A participant in a youth program at my office died by suicide over the weekend. A participant in my own program was hospitalized becaus...


July 08, 2025

Spirit Journey in Current Events

Yesterday was a heavy one. We learned that a participant in one of our youth programs died by suicide over the weekend. He was in the program I interviewed for. It is for youth transitioning ou...


July 06, 2025

Chillax in Current Events

I really am a monster, sometimes. I don’t know why my mind needs to create an enemy construct. My roommate is not a bad person. She is not a good person; she is a whole person. I really have i...


July 05, 2025

Bad Guy in Current Events

I can tell that my roommate is going through it, and I’m like… maybe she should be depressed. If I were her, I wouldn’t want to wake up and be happy with myself. If I start living my life the wa...


July 03, 2025

Plot Twister in Current Events

It was explained to me that I am going to run my coordinator out of a job. He wasn’t in again today to answer questions that topside had about our program. He wouldn’t have been able to answer...


June 28, 2025

JOMO in Current Events

I feel inspired to paint. I can feel that itch stirring. I was admiring the artwork in the hotel lobby yesterday. I am going to have to check on my inventory. I stopped painting the moment it d...


June 26, 2025

Manifest in Current Events

I can’t sleep. My mind is racing about work. I feel like my brain is trying to manifest another promotion offer. We haven’t had a Programs Director since January. If that position opens up, I wi...


June 25, 2025

Plot Twist in Current Events

There was a meeting with the new Youth Manager and all the top executives about our programs. He was filling us in a bit, but then told us that the Assistant Director went on and on about me. Sh...


June 22, 2025

Dysregulated in Current Events

I’m failing to regulate It’s hot as balls out. I’m on the tail end of a cold. I have been up since 3:30 this morning. Things are getting to me today. I had it under control until I didn’t. This...


June 21, 2025

Shoot My Shot in Current Events

We were the flag carriers for the opening ceremony. There were 1000 people in the room, and I wasn’t nervous until I saw that my +1 made it to my table. My organization held a huge event to ho...


June 19, 2025

Autopilot in Current Events

Well, I booked my flight to BC for the end of August. I am going for 10 days. I’m visiting my brother and my nephews. I have zero interest in sightseeing. I’ve never cared about BC in my life. T...


June 17, 2025

Fork Balls in Current Events

Holy fork balls I might have secured my program 600k from another funder to fund my program for four years. We are the most underfunded program at my organization. I don’t think we are underfun...


June 16, 2025

Monday Poisoning in Current Events

The best-case scenario for my car fell through. When I called on Saturday, the woman didn’t understand my perfectly good English. This is Canada now. I knew this was going to go well after that....


June 16, 2025

Battles in Current Events

Tomorrow is the battle with my car. Today, I decided to take on my ribbon shirt. I spent a few hours trying to figure out that damn sewing machine. You know mansplaining? Shelaborates. I felt li...


June 14, 2025

Well... shit in Current Events

Car trouble was not on my bingo card for today. Yesterday I had a moment when I couldn’t turn my car on. Today, I couldn’t get it to turn off. I pulled up to my gym, and it wouldn’t turn off. ...


June 14, 2025

This and That in Current Events

Yesterday, we had a mini-event at work that I put together. I was so nervous that everything would fall apart, but it didn’t. I watched Wilfred Buck’s documentary on Crave and then reached out t...


June 11, 2025

Soulless in Current Events

The saga continues. Our office lost another employee—a coordinator. The one from the program I look up to. He led with soul. There was nobody better at what he did. He had a strong relationship ...


June 10, 2025

Boring in Current Events

I was worried that insomnia was going to be a mini-series for me. It wasn’t a problem last night. I got more than two hours of sleep. I could feel that I was running on adrenaline the whole day....


I’m tossing and tortured till dawn. The honeymoon phase is over. I’m starting to have animosity toward work. I cannot sleep because my brain decided that I needed to be upset at my boss. Rage i...


June 08, 2025

Emotional Damage in Current Events

All I need is time. A moment that is mine. I can be intense. I try to edit myself for world peace, but my face acts like subtitles. I don’t want to be toxic, but I want to be toxic. I’m not a...


I woke up in the middle of the night feeling like I was being carved out from the inside. The pain was crippling. Literally, I could not move. This is what happens when I eat bread, but even tha...


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