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I’ve been a little tongue-tied lately. I’m just in awe. I’ve just about hit the bottom of the rabbit hole and I don’t know where to go from here. My mind had to be wide open to receive the truths...

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Once you learn that everything is a lie I suppose you go on a quest for the truth. Who is telling the lie? What is the truth? I’m so close to the answers. I’m just trying to understand them. They...

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You either figured out that the news is fake or you didn’t in 2020. This woman pretty much sums up what the cable news cultists refuse to know. They’re high on the look-aid. They think they are s...

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2020 was a mostly good year. We had a mostly deadly virus, we had a mostly successful pandemic response, we had mostly peaceful protests, we had mostly fair elections and a mostly effective exper...

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I could not get my car to start today. I borrowed my sister’s car to get to my interview and I goofed and I ended up at the wrong location. I made it to the correct location 5 minutes late and no...

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My dreams have been… cohesive? Lucid lite. Last night my dream was hilarious. It had a serious tone to it as an anti-hero blockbuster staring Shangela from Rupaul’s Drag Race. Not in drag though....

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Over the last few days, old unprocessed energies, emotions, have been coming to the surface. This is forcing me to rumble with them but I am dragging that out. I had them all buried for a reason....

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I’m having myself a commie little Christmas. It’s a Pagan holiday to Bev, she tore my head off when I texted her Merry Christmas. When it comes to Christianity I lean a lot more toward Gnosticism...

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It doesn’t feel good having ill feelings toward my mother. I hate it. I don’t understand why she came at me this morning to try and gaslight me into believing I have an eating disorder. I refuse ...

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My patience is low today. I did complete the tasks that I was fighting with yesterday. This house is full and crowded and my sister went into strung out housewife mode. Her mood is manipulative, ...

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My patience is about as thin as my new hairline. It’s always been my toxic trait. Zen and I are not friends. Nothing wants to cooperate with me today and it is driving me crazy because I literall...

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I’m shook. There is a woman named Bibi Bacchus who was charged with a crime she was not guilty of and she spent eight years in prison where she studied the law books. She discovered something cal...

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I’m so flustered. Bloc Quebecois, The Conservative Party, The Green Party, The Liberal Party and The NDP are all on board with these UN eco-fascists to give away Indigenous lands and rights to th...

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Karly made me feel less alone in my situation but I can’t say that it makes me any happier. She opened up to me that she too was forced into unemployment because of con-19. Freedom is selfish and...

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I want to know what can be known. I don’t want to be afraid of the dark, so to speak. I absolutely do not want to participate in that cable news cult. They are so brainwashed by the television pr...

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It happened again. If there are no coincidences I need to pay attention and work on my spiritual growth. Spiritual being the world of the unseen, the unrealized, the unprocessed emotions that I h...

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I woke up on the wrong side of the… couch. On the wrong side of life, to be dramatic. Evil is winning in the world and nobody is stopping it. The truth is right in front of everybody’s polyester ...

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Are you ignoring your spirit guides? You’ve been letting the chaos in the world distract you. You need to listen to your guides. Felicity DM’d me out of the blue. She basically then gave me a psy...

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For better or for worse there has been a shift in my consciousness that has me unable to connect to things again. This is an opportunity to attach to things that give me health. It is a spiritual...

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My anxiety was high almost the entire day. I am probably going to have a panic attack tonight. Those only hit me when I’m asleep. They’re a rude awakening. My province is the most oppressed durin...

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I do not want to become hijacked by stress. My sister and her husband do not want to reduce what they were charging me for rent. I am renting a couch, essentially. I’m still counting my blessings...

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I am experiencing a little bit of mood poisoning today. I know that I don’t have to commit to feeling this way. The house is full with Matt home. He started cracking beers before nine this mornin...

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The mistake I made in my previous entry was combining two separate entries. In the first entry, I was just presenting the real-life Microsoft patent and the real-life Great Reset Agenda and I exp...

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Change my pronouns and call me Elliot Page, I was just looking at Microsoft’s patent for the future use of those nanoparticles that come with these COVID-1984 vaccines and it really is the mark o...

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I just don’t have the extra chromosomes I need to be able to believe anything the Liberal Party of Chinada has to say. I don’t trust many of the Conservative MPs either, don’t get me wrong. So fa...

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