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It’s going to be a late night. I have a test tomorrow so I am cramming in as much study time as I can tonight. Class yesterday was a big review of the unit and I struggled in a few areas. If I di...

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On my way home from picking up my car from the shop, the VJs on the radio were talking about the most looked-up term this year. Gaslighting. Gaslighting is one of the most utilized tools that a n...

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I can feel the tension between Toni and me, my roommate. I can tell that she feels my judgement. That is why she is hiding in her room, I suspect. She’s committed to being absolutely useless arou...

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My sister gave me some good news on the weekend. She is pregnant with her first. All of my siblings will have children now. I’m so happy for her! She’s wanted this her whole life. My brother live...

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Well well well, I figured out why my roommate was hiding in her room all day avoiding life. She bin drinking, she bin drinking… watermelon. She’s an adult she can drink if she wants to. We recent...

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Am I on Prosebox again because I am avoiding something that I need to do? Yes. I had Bev over yesterday for dinner and a movie. I made gnocchi soup and we watched Interview With a Vampire. I fi...

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I did not get the best sleep last night. I woke up to a coughing fit. It feels like something is stuck deep down in my throat. The fit didn’t last long and I was able to fall back asleep but I wo...

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The opportunity to apply for a full-time position on my team has come again. It was unexpected. It wasn’t supposed to be posted internally until next week but our HR posted it early. According to...

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I want to take the low road. I want to commit to being vindictive and spiteful over petty things. Those feelings are what I am wrestling with currently. Not a good use of my energy. Toni, my roo...

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I spent most of my day in bed. What a waste. I finally filed my taxes for last year. I’m caught up. I had to call the Canada Revenue Agency because of my culsterfuck situation. I needed something...

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The mood poisoning continues. I was kept up all night with a dry cough so I called in sick at work. I am trying to not think about the loss of pay because it just makes me more frustrated. Yester...

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Oops… I’m doing it again. I’m going to bitch and moan in another PB entry. I’m a little more miserable than usual because I am frustrated with this cough. So far so good though. I am hoping that ...

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I woke up bitter and jaded. What else is new? I’m just over this cough. It’s not bad, I’m just over it. I went to work the last couple of days which didn’t help that situation but it did help my ...

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Bloody hell. I passed out and wasted my day and my opportunity to study. Not that it would have been productive. The function of brain = 0. I have a slight fever so it’s not my fault. It feels l...

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I called in sick today. I have a slight cough and I don’t need the germ puritans making things weird. Toni, my roommate, it sounds like her body went into a detox also. That’s all the flu is. Our...

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My weekend was long and full of terrors. My body went into detox over the weekend, the flu. On days 1 & 2 I had a headache, sore throat, a fever, and a neverending runny nose. Days 2 & 4 ...

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My brother called me on Friday and I managed to convince him to go to rehab for his alcoholism. I stayed on the phone with him yesterday while he waited in the hospital to see if he could detox f...

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I got to enjoy an anxiety attack throughout my entire class yesterday evening. It did not have anything to do with the class. I had an intense day at work. I started some drama at work again. Th...

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I barely made it to my optometrist appointment yesterday. Damn, my eye doctor had quite the makeover—Mohawk, piercings, and tattoos up to his throat. Neck tattoos are so sexy. He had a picture of...

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Every night, the same dream, and every morning, the same nightmare. At this moment I feel like I can relate to Wanda Maximoff from the recent Dr. Strange movie. I just dreamt that I was tucking m...

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I managed to get myself a little flustered. I said the quiet part out loud. Well, I texted the quiet part out loud. I know that my procrastination is a response to fear. Fear boils down to contro...

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What an atrocious day. It was a rough start at work. The work wasn’t rough at all it was just my coworkers. I mentioned that my hand was breaking out into eczema and Kim decided to complain that ...

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Oops, I did it again. I am procrastinating pretty hard. I had a week to study all the material I learned to prepare for our first test next week and I saved it all for today. I did everything exc...

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Oops! I did it again. I spent how many entries complaining about how I need a break from being social? Class was cancelled yesterday, I was looking forward to having a lot of time to study before...

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I’m burned out and it caught up with me today. I left work early so I could spend the rest of the day in bed. It’s out of character but I had to admit defeat. My mind and body need rest. Last nig...

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