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Last week was long and full of terrors. It was long because I got addicted to gaming. I found an old PS3 game that my brother in law lent me called Resonance of Fate and I’ve put in maybe, 40 hou...

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ATM in Current Events

A visual representation of me the last few days

Operation: Boss Up & Change Your Life Phase 1 Complete When the going gets tough the tough reinvent themselves I know that a heavily filtered Snapchat selfie isn’t going to do my new hair an...

September 08, 2019

Origins¿ in Current Events

I am a little flustered. Hetal sent me a snap last night of the Dwarka Temple. I wanted to cry because that made my day. That temple is at the top of my bucket list to visit. When I met Hetal and...

September 07, 2019

Tomplex in Current Events

I don’t have the energy to produce any receipts but I did just get that trim after all. I don’t know why I felt so nervous. Anyways, it’s alright but it’s not enough. I know that now. I took Jen’...

I want to be in a good mood today. I saved all of my self-care routines for today. Trimmed my facial hair, manscaped, I manicured (paws & claws), exfoliated head to toe, cleaned up my eyebrow...

I think that I am about to break a world record for the most amount of selfies in one Prosebox entry I have a fantasy about me becoming a writer. I have a lot of great stories that I want to tell...

September 02, 2019

Masterpiece in Current Events

Music doesn’t stir up my insides the way that it used to. I used to have a playlist for every occasion. I was so passionate about it. I couldn’t do anything without my music playing. I heard tha...

September 01, 2019

Desires in Current Events

I realized something the other day. I miss making people laugh. I miss being around people. I need to get out and socialize but not with my current group of lame friends. If I was brave enough I ...

August 30, 2019

Cersei Lannister in Current Events

My brother in law comes home today. That usually generates some self-induced anxiety about my life. I don’t know what it is about him that makes me feel so pressed about my situation. I need that...

You know how I talk about Grindr like I am better than the people who use it? Then how I always come off as a slut-shaming queen? Well, I am going to try really really hard not to do that today. ...

August 27, 2019

Regrets in Current Events

It actually takes a lot of work for me to be cool, calm and collected because my default setting for so long was cross, crass and chaotic. I experienced everything so intensely and I was very rea...

August 26, 2019

4 months unemployed in Current Events

Today is my four-month anniversary of when I was let go from my previous place of employment. I had that job for thirteen years. That job was almost my whole life for thirteen years. I spent a lo...

August 26, 2019

I've Seen It All in Current Events

I woke up to a text from my mother. It was a screenshot of a post my brother wrote about me on Facebook. I deactivated my account 11 months ago so I suppose that this is the only way that I will ...

August 24, 2019

Sister Update in Current Events

The US Department of Agriculture is reviewing their US Dietary Guidelines for 2020 and they just had an open forum in which 72 people were selected to speak to the USDA committee. Last night I st...

August 22, 2019

Poppycock in Current Events

K you guys, this is the third night now that I need to sleep with a light on because I was a fool and I watched a little video about a little twitter story called Dear David. Why did I do that? I...

August 21, 2019

Vandal in Current Events

Something peculiar happened this morning. My sister Melissa texted our sister Miranda, her twin, about if she would be coming over for a visit this upcoming weekend. Melissa’s phone began to ring...

August 21, 2019

August Currents in Surveys

Current Book: I just started the His Dark Materials series. I want to read them before HBO releases their TV adaptation. The trailer looked amazing. Also, Children of Blood and Bone is going to b...

August 20, 2019

Scarlet in Current Events

I am thinking about finding me a nice new shade of lipstick. Scarlet? I want to at least look pretty when my anxiety and depression gang bang me. I haven’t had anything to say the last few days....

August 17, 2019

My Ancient Herstory in Current Events

“Nostalgia is a time when you knew your place.” I’ve been wanting to walk around the neighbourhood that I grew up in all summer. The one that we moved to when I was eight. Everywhere that I lived...

August 15, 2019

Angels on the Moon in Current Events

It became obvious what my problem is, it hit me yesterday while I was getting ready to head out. Anxiety. My mind is not experiencing anxiety, my body is. I like to take the edge off of life with...

August 13, 2019

Hunger Games in Current Events

It’s almost 1am and I can’t sleep. This happened last night too. I don’t understand what is going on with my body. My appetite is insatiable and not in the oh it’s so cute that I’m always hungry ...

August 13, 2019

Eye Candy in Current Events

I feel like a dirty old pervert because I’ve enjoyed this performance a little too much. It’s at 2:55 when I got flustred lol It’s NSFW

August 12, 2019

Tongue pop in Current Events

After my little meltdown in my previous entry, I started to wonder about the levels of bacteria in my body. Do I have candida? A lot of people live with it without even knowing so I was aiming to...

August 10, 2019

Power Down in Current Events

Lately, I have been getting so frustrated with my body. My knee started to hurt when I went for a run earlier… joint pain? Like, really?! I really am 49 in gay years. I don’t think I can keep up ...

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