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It’s not that I don’t lack empathy. I used to have the disease to please but after I did my own inner work I can see now that people really do just suck at life and health. They have weak charact...


2 days ago

Funk in Current Events

I went to bed in a bad mood. I had a headache and I am waking up with the same headache. I got about nine hours of sleep at least. The headache is due to me hitting my head at work again. I recei...


3 days ago

Airing Out in Current Events

I received a written verbal warning at work today. I hit my head too many times within a short span of time. We were recently told to report every little incident, which I wouldn’t have if I knew...


4 days ago

Boring in Current Events

I picked up extra shifts this week. I could use the money. I wanted the extra time off, after all, but I will be okay. My avoidance and procrastination saga continues. These will not be my proble...


July 30, 2022

Grip in Current Events

For dinner last night Toni and I went out to eat. She officially asked that we find a new place when our lease expires. I am not feeling it. I already came to that conclusion just a couple of wee...


July 28, 2022

Broken Record in Current Events

I’m self-aware that I sound like a broken record. This is because I am in a rut. Sure, there is rare conjunction with Mars, Uranus and the North Node in Taurus which can wreak havoc and disrupt o...


I ended my day with crippling lethargy and a headache, again. I was like goodbye cruel world by 8 pm. I got a solid 9-hour sleep. I think these are signs that I need to detox. I’m going to fast t...


My mind is all over the place, my emotions are all over the place while I am just always in the same place, I feel stuck. I cannot connect to anything esoteric. I am indentured in what the annoy...


July 18, 2022

Moon Day in Current Events

My mother was in a little car accident over the weekend. She waited a whole day before she told any of us. It’s so her to put that off to not ruin our weekend. She is okay, she will need some phy...


July 16, 2022

And I Oop in Current Events

I haven’t been the most productive in regards to advancing my goals. I am working with a life coach, I am rumbling with my procrastination issues. My issues with avoidance. I label it My Negative...


I went to a couple of thrift stores yesterday. I felt compelled to look at books and I managed to score some that piques my interests. Encyclopedias about various religions, astrology, healing, r...


July 10, 2022

Mood Poisoning in Current Events

I’m pretty sure that I have a slight concussion from hitting my head on something at work. I have a permanent headache but I also get hit hard with fatigue throughout the day. It knocks me out. I...


July 09, 2022

Mood Poisoning in Current Events

I had to go full Karen the other day. I purchased a patio set for my balcony and when I went to build it there was no hardware in it. No instructions either. I called the store, and the dumb twat...


July 06, 2022

Air in Current Events

I’m really fighting with my mind today. It’s 4 in the morning! I get up this early for work. Anyway, I found a 5 piece patio set that is perfect for our balcony. I couldn’t get Toni to support me...


July 02, 2022

Shifting in Current Events

My life coaching session was awful. I was talking about things that I do not like to talk about. I was thinking about things that I do not like to think about. It wasn’t a bad thing, just an unco...


June 29, 2022

Blah in Current Events

The saga at work is not over, apparently. Linda broke her non-disclosure agreement, again, and ran her big mouth about our drama. Now the whole team believes that I called our aware line on our b...


June 26, 2022

Boring in Current Events

My hours have been cut and that is okay. I didn’t want full-time shifts, I just got comfortable with the checks. However, with gas prices and the cost of groceries, I should be prepared. I am goi...


June 23, 2022

Selfish in Current Events

The cat that Toni was catsitting was put down yesterday. His name was Scally. He was special. I felt a little bummed out about it while I was at work. Toni did not take it well. She is inconsolab...


June 18, 2022

Unpack in Current Events

Diana, a supervisor at work, told me that it was a sign that I am meant for bigger things when I didn’t get the position I applied for. That stuck with me because I had a plan before the world de...


June 18, 2022

High Road in Current Events

On my drive home with Linda, from work, I ranted a bit about our boss. The blatant double standards that she has. There is one set of rules for some and a completely different set for others. Lin...


I wasn’t the selected candidate for that full-time position. I’m only gagged because Linda got it. She is literally the worst employee on our team. My boss had an ASM sit with us when she gave me...


June 13, 2022

Vent in Current Events

It no longer makes sense to live in the area that Toni and I live in because she is starting a new job closer to my workplace. We started looking for a new apartment or house to rent in that area...


June 12, 2022

Business in Current Events

I had to talk some sense into Toni, my roommate. She is not a very evolved person, to be frank. She has the emotional development of a child. This is why she has toxic codependence. She was about...


June 07, 2022

Drama part 2 in Current Events

I approached the store manager first thing this morning about what was going on within my team. Linda, the coworker I drive to work, is claiming that the full-time position we both applied for wa...


June 06, 2022

Philosophy in Current Events

There is truth. There is no my truth or a truth there is only the truth. Everything is subjected to it. You cannot have anything sustainable without it. No love, wealth, health, power, etc. Every...


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