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February 04, 2024

My Astrology Forecast in Current Events

I was doom-scrolling on TikTok and somebody mentioned the end of a karmic cycle for those with prominent Scorpio placements. The cycle started on November 4th, 2021, so we were told to remember t...

February 03, 2024

RIP Jolly Dodger in Current Events

The plan was to take a month’s hiatus from Prosebox but the cosmos continues to test my nerve. The reason for the hiatus has nothing to do with anything profound. I just wanted to hide the shame ...

January 31, 2024

Breakthrough Era? in Current Events

Every inch of me wants to shrink my surroundings to feel safe. At the same time, I want to be anywhere but here. I don’t even know where here is. I just feel like I need to be somewhere else. Doi...

January 30, 2024

Tune Up in Current Events

Hi Tom, you big bloated bitch on Prosebox, how are ya? I need to tune in. I need to stop and reflect. I’ve been numbed out. Talk about ghosting, I feel like I am a phantom. Just sleepwalking thro...

January 30, 2024

Some Type of Way in Current Events

I had a slight scare with my grandmother yesterday. I wasn’t able to get a hold of her. I told her that I would call before I left to take her shopping and because of her stroke, it was hard not ...

Some guy was giving me the creeps at the gym this morning. I was using the cable machine and he was just off in the corner starring at me. Maybe he’s zoned out and doesn’t realize. I figured. I g...

January 27, 2024

Wild World in Current Events

Lenstar brought up something that happened in my city on Christmas day that I wasn’t following and it has been haunting me ever since. A woman was arrested at a hotel for wielding a knife. A drun...

You don’t need a pronoun to tell you who you are. I was half dreaming when that thought came to me. I’m just waking up from my nap. I can make that even deeper if I had the energy. Bottom line, ...

January 23, 2024

Currents in Surveys

Current Books: Dispelling Weitiko Breaking the Curse of Evil by Paul Levy. The Light of Egypt The Science of The Soul and The Stars by Thomas H. Burgoyne. The Hearthbook by Divine Being Being Div...

January 23, 2024

Blurb in Current Events

I feel dirty. Absolutely filthy. I called in sick today so that I can study for my exam this evening. I’ll get over it. I just hate being dishonest. I am still on the fence about taking a second ...

January 22, 2024

Up and Down in Current Events

Well split my d!€# and call me Caitlyn I was in such a good mood today, I didn’t even think that was possible. Why is this happening? How can I do this again? Why can’t I just feel like this all...

January 21, 2024

Stuff and Things in Current Events

I offered to take my grandmother to her church today but she wanted nothing to do with it. They have a new pastor and she just isn’t interested. She is doing fine. I called my mother yesterday to...

January 20, 2024

Dumb Ages Blues in Current Events

I didn’t want to put the thought out into the universe that it felt like a bad omen when the picture fell off of my wall but something bad happened anyway. My grandmother had a stroke. She’s fine...

January 18, 2024

Randomings in Current Events

My nerves are shot. My anxiety is hit or miss, I am noticing. At least it is just triggered by normal circumstances, like a test. It barely took me ten minutes to write the test today. This unit ...

January 17, 2024

Crash and Burn in Current Events

I don’t think I’ve experienced burnout like this before. I am no longer just tired of being tired. I am tired of being tired of being tired. I did not sleep well the last couple of nights. I keep...

January 16, 2024

Crash and Burn in Current Events

I don’t think I’ve experienced burnout like this before. I am no longer just tired of being tired. I am tired of being tired of being tired. I did not sleep well the last couple of nights. I keep...

I am in a weird headspace. I feel lost but on track. I could be going the wrong way on this oneway track for all I know. I was consciously trying to create new habits but I relapsed a bit. Nothin...

January 13, 2024

Thinspiration in Current Events

Frank made an appearance at work the other day. He is a customer who is there almost every day. I noticed his absence over the holidays. He has a very strong presence when he is in the store. He ...

January 09, 2024

Stuff and Things in Current Events

I have the metacognitive skills to recognize when my mindset is shifting to the one I am trying to restructure. I know that I can be weak when it comes to my vices but I’ve let go of more vices t...

January 07, 2024

Inching Forward in Current Events

I have been restructuring my priorities this week. I have been letting go of habits that no longer serve. No more porn, no more doom scrolling, no more reporting every thought to Prosebox, etc. S...

January 02, 2024

Coccon in Current Events

One of my responses to stress is to shrink my surroundings. It looks exactly how one would picture it—hiding under a blanket. In my case, I lock myself into mindless routines. I let my conscious ...

Is Mercury in the microwave again? I know that the answer is yes. Astrology or not, things have been a little menacing all month. Today, I had a jug of cleaning chemicals spill onto my face at ...

December 27, 2023

in Current Events

I’ve been bummed out all day, thus far. I made the mistake of watching The Sound of Freedom last night. I can’t unsee it.

December 26, 2023

Called In Sickening in Current Events

I feel a little guilty about calling in sick today. Everybody has done it. I wasn’t able to book it off so I used a sick day. I was up really late so I slept in today. All the way to 8:30. I had...

December 26, 2023

Dreamstride in Current Events

I had myself a Merry Little Christmas. It was a depressing day. A depressing weekend, really. I wasn’t depressed, I just did fuck all. Nothing to do, no people to see. It’s a dream come true but ...

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