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Long Survey
Are the shows you watch embarrassing? I don’t think so.... I’m a big fan of SUV, Criminal Minds, Nashville, Gotham, Supernatural, Bones, etc… Would you ever get plastic surgery? I think a boob li...
Brownie...
I found a new baby goat yesterday. It’s a girl and I’m naming her Brownie. Her mom is Chocolate. Chocolate’s first kid is named Cocoa, and her twin kids are named Oreo and Diva (as in Godiva), so...
Not As Painful...
Been a little bit since I wrote. First off…I bought a new vehicle on Monday. It was not a need, but a want. I currently have a really old pickup that I use for hauling trash and straw, as well as...
Maybe later...
I really just want to say “fuck” a lot right now and leave it at that. No particular reason. Just sick of everything. And most everyone. Like I’m sick of being lonely but I also kinda just want t...
Motivation...
I really suck at it. Like I’ve accomplished very little today. I woke up with a headache this morning but like 4 Excedrin fixed that. Last night was fun, but I feel like I spent more time at the ...
Welts...
I had started this entry and then somehow dozed off and hit the back button and fucked it up… let’s see if I can remember where I was. JM is just an issue. Despite me clearly saying that this was...
The Girl Who Loves To Love...
That’s what another writer calls me. She’s pretty right. Only problem… I really suck at it. I read an article earlier about 10 things that alpha women need in a relationship. In the preface they ...
Massage...
I have a massage scheduled for today. K bought me a groupon for Christmas. I need the relaxation. I’m currently just tired and sore. My period is in full force and I need to do pt exercises for ...
Boys are dumb...
So dumb… So today F comes up to me and kinda mumbles that he was confused and would be kewl with hanging out… So I guess he thought I was propositioning him for sex? Or can’t read? Not sure which...
I feel dumb...
Like extremely dumb… I was messaging with F on fb earlier. Just chatting. This is basically how the conversation went: Me: I was going to say earlier that we could hang out sometime but figured t...
Fucked up...
Work has been fucked up lately. Meeting on Friday almost seemed like it was going to end in a fight. My boss’s boss is too big for his britches and tries to micromanage everything. I think he’s f...
Animals > People...
Most definitely. Today wholeheartedly reaffirmed that belief. When I want to talk to someone or need to, there’s no one there, but if I’m busy, you better believe everyone is texting me. I have...
Better...
Monday was just a really bad day. Tuesday K and my ex hubby came over as usual. C was texting me but when I told him he was welcome to come over, he was too busy cleaning or something. I haven’t...
Lonely...
I’m not sure what my problem is. I feel extremely lonely. I hate being home alone. I’m entirely unmotivated. I want to talk to someone, but at the same time, I feel like a complete bother. I thi...
Sick of Everything...
I’m incredibly stressed out. A lot of it is work related, but the more I stress, the less I seem to accomplish. My dating life is also a source of stress. I need to give up. On everything. Curre...
Catch Up...
It’s been just a bit since I’ve written. Lots of stuff has happened. First… I went on a date with C. I honestly expected it to be awkward and just not go all that well. I mean, at that point I’d...
Just embarrassing...
So yeah… I was feeling stressed most of the weekend. Between still being sick and mother nature and not wanting to deal with work and not being able to just have sex for stress relief it was pret...
Cough... cough...
I’m so sick of coughing. Asthmatic bronchitis can go to hell. I’m finally feeling better, except the whole not being able to breathe thing. Then of course mother nature decided to make an appeara...
Survey...
Be honest; name of the last person to text you? V… that’s all you’re getting. This time last year what was your relationship status? I was attached, for over 2 years actually. What is the 15th te...
Sick again...
I’ve been in bed sick since Friday afternoon. I felt off on Thursday, then woke up Friday with awful chest congestion but went to work anyways. By the time I got home on Friday I was done and I b...
Goals...
● Get my butt in gear and restart doing my physical therapy exercises. Also need to focus on eating a lot less carbs. I lost almost 25 lbs in the past 6 months. I would like to lose about 25 more...
New guy...
So I really thought that V understood that I wasn’t looking for anything tangible… however, come Tuesday morning I was getting good morning texts. And that kinda became a daily thing. So we made ...
Break up...
Well… I called things off with JM. I felt terrible about it bc I knew I was breaking his heart. I went the nice route. I was originally intending to be brutally honest, but after I said the dread...
Needs...
I need to catch up… it’s ridiculous. Nothing much has changed with JM. Sex still isn’t really happening. I’m still trying and still getting no results. It’s frustrating. I did sorta make him cry...
New Guy...
I have continued to see JM. He’s a nice guy. We get along well. We enjoy each other’s company. He is super into kissing and making out which is nice. However, sex has still not really happened in...
