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I have been thinking about Dave Rubin’s journey leaving the left. About Candace Owens also. Their wake up calls. The first time I really started to outright doubt something the media was reportin...

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My anxiety spiked yesterday. However, in the second chapter of Jordan Peterson’s book 12 Rules for Life he made me understand how I am creating it through positive feedback loops. Every time that...

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I have knots in my stomach. I put a lot of pressure on myself for today. I really don’t want to let myself down. I have to learn to keep the promises that I make to myself. I already failed by sl...

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I went on an intellectual binge and finished Dave Rubins Don’t Burn This Book yesterday. I then started Jordan Petersons 12 Steps For Life. It was nice having the house to myself but I’m glad tha...

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I’m starting to feel the BLM burnout. I almost went on a moral ultimatum on Facebook yesterday calling out all the virtue signallers because I saw the picture of the three-year-old that was shot ...

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Hetal called me yesterday. She’s back from being stuck in India and she is so confused about why people are rioting. I filled her in and then I wanted to hear about what is going on in India with...

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Last night I dreamt about all of my insecurities. About all of the things I try and avoid facing. The setting was my childhood home. It’s always my childhood home whenever I dream about my relati...

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I got fact checked on Facebook. I must be full conservative now. (Except I’m not) I posted a list of statistics that showed how men are equally if not more disproportionately affected by sexual a...

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I refused to commit to feeling flustered the whole day for no good reason. So did I go out and find a reason? Yes because I am a fuck face like that. Kidding! In this mood, I will cleave to anyth...

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I woke up feeling a little empty this morning. How can emptiness weigh so much? It’s going to be heavy and hard to carry around all day. I’ll be okay. My first thought this morning was a fantasy ...

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I am not connecting to the things the same again. I don’t know if it is a bad thing or not. I have been keeping myself radically distracted with politics because it was new and exciting and frigh...

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I’m going to be tossing and tortured ‘til dawn if I don’t write this down and air this out. I was watching Ben Shapiro struggle with the US Supreme Court’s decision to extend protection to LGBTet...

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I’m reporting live from my basement in quarantine. It is Saturday, June 20 and the weather outside is glorious. It’s another fine day to be unproductive. I don’t know what to do with my day. Matt...

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I feel like I am a political opinion surrogate for some of my friends and family. They feel afraid to say what I say because of cancel culture. I’m also a mini terrorist to my friends on the left...

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I’m watching the 2020 leadership debate for the Conservative party here in Chinada, I mean Canada. I always forget, okay I always choose to forget about how much Christianity is represented. That...

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Yesterday I met up with Toni and Ashley at the Forks for a bite. People really are returning to the world. Well, in my city at least. It’s a food court situation there and I settled for The Taste...

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You know that scene in Mean Girls when Gretchen Weiners, during the trust fall exercise, apologizes for people being so jealous of her because she can’t help it that she’s so popular? To me, as a...

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I don’t feel right. My head has been feeling heavy the last few days and that has been knocking me off my ass. It’s like every cell in my body is just done. I don’t know how to fix it. I am real...

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I suspect that I might be coming down with something. I can’t shake this headache today. My legs are also killing me from my workout yesterday. I went Canadian bacon on my legs and glutes. I am a...

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Something has been bothering me from my talk with Jenson that I had on the weekend. We debated about systemic racism in the west. We’re both on the side but we have different viewpoints. I told h...

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I had a panic attack the other day. Usually, they don’t hit me while I’m awake but hi bitch, how are you? I couldn’t tell you what triggered it but gosh, what fun. Maybe I need to admit to myself...

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I managed to disconnect from politics and world events. From social media as well. Skyrim was my escape. My anxiety is still a little high as I had shrunk my surroundings and now I have to push t...

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Here is where I think the disconnect is. I might get a little esoteric here but I am turning to my spirit guides to receive their messages right now. I am watching them also try to make sense of ...

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I just got off the phone with my friend Jenson. He’s my old penpal from Trinidad. He’s teaching at Cambridge in the UK. He’s currently doing research about the discrimination in the Caribbean. I ...

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The communist uprising down south is keeping me up at night. I’m privileged to be an outsider and observer but it is just hard to look away. Especially during this free trial of socialism, I mean...

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