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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.
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Evidentiary Observations in Meditations
I had been experiencing thoughts of doubts- first, a doubt about my decision to internalize and redeem Black Beauty. This thought was subtle but persistent so that it came up and interrupted my...
Melancholy and Sentimentality in Journal
Such a wave overtook me, today. It was poignant. Colors seemed to pop out; a surreal almost too real quality descended upon my perception as I drove through town to get my kids and a treat from ...
I AM - Light in Dreams
At first I thought these 2 dreams were separate, but, now Im not so sure. I woke withe the clear voice-thought “I AM the one that observes and experiences in my I AM" I had the dream in a ver...
A Remarkable Transformation in Journal
Has occurred within me I often find myself verbalizing things that seem incongruous with what I am thinking. I often have the experience of verbalizing, and then saying/thinking- where did that...
What is our relationship in Journal
To the sky? Mine, anyway, has grown considerably even just in the last month. As I learned more about the nature elemental beings, I realized that I have a distinct connection to the ones in th...
Dream or Reality? in Dreams
Entirely the wrong question. I woke from a dream again last night. My experience was that my daughter was wriggling to the edge of the bed and I moved my self in order to catch her. As I woke...
Recognition in Journal
Jumps out at me from a page, a word or phrase mentioned in passing, the sight of a new face that is somehow familiar. I feel a remembering. Not that I actually recall anything in my mind, concr...
I have a story. It’s about Blackberry. She is a year old Satin doe (rabbit). I got Blackberry last year. I had taken up a very generous offer to acquire a Satin in order to improve the Satin A...
Knock- Knock in Dreams
Editing to add. Today is 3-6-9. I had found that out the day before through unrelated happenings. Or at least, as unrelated as events in one person’s lifetime can be. This was on my mind all nig...
Time in Meditations
Linear Time Stacked Time Perception of the Effects of the Past on the Future, and of the Future on the Past. In the present, these are all perceived. My perceptions have changed radically....
Slipping Away in Journal
I sense a sliding slipping slithering away I wager it had to at some point. Hahah… It’s June, now! I guess my premonition was right. I am left with something. Many things, perhaps. They are l...
Self Worth, Pt 2 in Journal
It’s funny how Some things are SO simple it makes you scream on the other side of clarity. Talking to DH today, I felt my self worth. It was palpable. I notice it because it is so different f...
Processing Fear, Pt 2 in Journal
I spoke on this a bit ago, and it is still the case that I cannot access my Terror. I reflected that perhaps the Terror was not mine, but perhaps a thing from outside. And maybe that was why I...
Something Above in Meditations
Last night I became aware a feeling. I hadn’t taken care of the rabbits, yet. I considered not doing it. It was late. I was already in bed. I was very sleepy. There was a feeling that was fam...
Self Worth in Journal
and Resentment. I am learning about myself anew, it feels like. No longer is my self-worth tied to the opinions or the treatment of others. Formatively, my parents. Amazingly, my resentment o...
Tension of in Meditations
Conflict It’s in my neck. Coming out. More and more each day. I encourage it to come. It is release. Last night, I prayed meditatively for Christ and the Angels to heal my inheritance. First ...
52925 in Meditations
Today, I discovered my Purpose in this life. It’s interesting because, I never questioned the thought that one’s purpose was pre-ordained; in the stars or whatever. You’ll fulfill it whether y...
Too Beautiful in Journal
Not to share Exercise 19: Become aware of your own little spiritual deaths. Overcoming Fear By Thomas Mayer
In the Morning After Waking in Meditations
I found it very easy to connect to my energy. There was a blockage, or a darkening of the energy quality in-between my heart and throat. I felt into this and, discovered an upside-down pyramid ...
This was so interesting There was something going on, societal collapse I guess. Wherein, we (my family of creation and I) we’re roaming about. We did not really have a home, but that seemed t...
I'm Losing It in Journal
and it’s beautiful Do ya’ll know The Crucible? Ever have a British Literature teacher like mine? Mine was great, don’t get me wrong, but he made everything so personal. Anyways. I’m finding i...
The Holy Grail Vortex Prayer in Journal
[url=https://postimg.cc/Wd9sg07c][/url] [Visualize and empower a clockwise rotating spiral at the center of the space to be prayed over- its the opposite than one would think, the direction move...
Lately hasn't in Journal
Actually been noteworthy So here’s pics [url=https://postimg.cc/v4pS8thD][/url] Bunnies, because obviously. [url=https://postimg.cc/mcCpP1pj][/url] My sexy man [url=https://postimg.cc/SnXvpv...
Clarity in Meditations
Selfless clarity and transmission of consciousness. That is the feeling impression I receive from the sky on such a night as this - when after today the sun shone hotly from the deep azure blue ...
Joy in Meditations
The light is joy and the sun is bringing it ever anew in each moment The first light touches my deepest soul and outermost limbs warmly The plants are dancing leaping shouting - for joy The gr...
