Time in Meditations

Linear Time
Stacked Time
Perception of the Effects
of the Past on the Future,
and
of the Future on the Past.

In the present, these are all perceived.

My perceptions have changed radically.
I posted before that I realized that I can see through Time.
I can… it’s… a result… or a gift… or a prize
for committing totally and fully to the plan. God’s plan. Spirit. Christ. The Cosmos. Whatever you want to call it, or them, or Him.

I have a sense of austerity.
of giving up some of the physical material things in exchange for something else. Perhaps giving up is the wrong term. I am still here. I still experience and can enjoy fully- or feel the pain fully- of this physical material place. Yet it’s not the place where I want to build. It’s not the place where I am storing my treasures. My gifts, that I am collecting, I feel most poignantly, and I feel indeed the costs and I feel greed still for the things I want, materially. I just find it way easier to say “no”. I can see what the cost is. I feel the quality of energy around choosing in this way. Even though the wants are still there- I have far more ability to see ahead, and to experience the effects of that choice before I ever make it.
It’s like… the time in which my Will forces have to act has been expanded… expanded almost as far as I can think. It’s been brought… into my Thinking sphere. My Will forces are becoming more conscious.

Amazing.