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This weekend has been a whirlwind of insight, learning, and joy. I feel SO HAPPY. The people at the Elementals Gathering were phenomenal. Just top notch. Everyone. No exceptions. We came a...

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Means defined by everyone else who IS defined. That’s what the Human Design people say, at least. I’ve been mulling this over. The more I do, the more it makes sense. I have been told that ...

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Another. Mom’s thing is figured out. All good on that front. Then another family member reaches out. Inexplicably. I think the last time I got anything from her was in 2021. Sheesh! The timing...

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We live in a small town. Technically it is a city, and it’s the biggest population center in our county. Lol. But it’s a small town. We have stoplights and nice restaurants and a Wal-Mart. But...

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One coat of lime plaster; After one coat of limewash; The quarter wall; The quarter wall is almost done. It’s a smaller wall but it’s proving to be a bigger pain because it’s just a couple f...

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I’ve noticed that people are busy. Like, they plan things around other things. All the things are plans. And stuff friendships and family in between sports, extracurriculars, programs, etc. I...

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Something I never really had any words for, spelled out in a book written before I was born. Before my husband was born. And yet… Eerily resonant. I now sort of can glimpse that wrestling angs...

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The plaster was so much easier to mix and put on than I thought. Just a base layer. Might have to come back in a week to see how it did. Excited to see how it holds up.

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Who really really despises AI images? With how freakish they look. I feel something indescribably horrible when I look at them. It’s like a deformed creature putting on a human suit. And not a...

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Pretty stoked the whole north wall is completely covered. Working on the quarter west wall that is behind a shed still. A little bit intimidated by lime plaster as it needs a pozzalinic additive...

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Progress on the whole cob wall is nearing halfway. After that one is complete, I’ll start on the quarter wall that still needs to be covered. Probably won’t do any windows in that one because it...

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My dreams have been deep lately. I can tell because when I wake up in the night, I’m like, damn. And I stay awake for awhile just trying to integrate what insight or wisdom came through. And I...

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It’s free. It’s abundant. It can make stuff. Even buildings. Converting this old kennel/chicken coop into a greenhouse. And of course building the north wall with cob to test out the building ...

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My converted chicken kennel greenhouse is coming along Need to think of something for the door 🤔 either some way to attach the film and have buffers or put on a panel of plastic … Somethin...

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Today has been charmed. Just, all of it. Listening to Reality Transurfing has been a trip and a half- its like listening to the methodology recipe I didn’t know existed for the last 2 years ...

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Have really spoken to me, lately. Last night I was up about 5 times. I looked at the moon with my son who was up in the middle of the night a few times not feeling well. It was pretty hazy out...

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I have a fickle relationship to money. I used to believe it was evil and everyone who had it was evil and I didn’t have any. The. I Chang my mind and now I have money. It really messes with ...

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Yesterday, I worked all day until I knew it was time to go to the post office- an errand I do every Monday. Moments before we leave the house, I get a call form the sheriff’s office that my docu...

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There is a great deal of fear still to feel, It’s in my body. It warms me. I think of my children and wonder if they are to experience hardship that even I have not known. And it scares me … ...

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of my mom for telling me that my feelings aren’t okay. That I can’t have my feelings, whatever they may be. Most especially resentful around the feelings of how her own actions and decisions imp...

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And Faith Seem interwoven in a bedrock of meaning throughout my life. My mind races and tries to put 2 and 2 together; frantic to figure it out. Anxiety drives my mind to dwell, to ponder, to...

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I ve entered the strangest place I’ve been, so far. So funny how that’s always the case. Life only gets more strange. It gets more unexpected. It only goes in one direction. There’s never an...

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Be so. I am not the one who has it all together and “is okay” no matter what; I am receptive and open to receiving and giving support, challenges, love, judgements, and resources. I am not r...

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I don’t know what to do I get these instances of compelling urges to do things that don’t make sense. And, especially when I percieve that I’m making a decision that affects someone else, I he...

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9th of January and 2026 is a 1 year. There is a phenomenon which I dubbed the “911 rule”, in which events taking place between September 8th and 12th have a special resounding quality that car...

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