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I don’t know what to make of it. My mind seems clearer, calmer, and the world totally serene. More than ever I see things that aren’t there, physically. I’m surprised by their consistency. The...

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I described my kid this morning as dreamy. I woke up and started dreaming about everything- the sky, the weather, the flight of birds, bugs and plants and the river and just everything. In wist...

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When I work up it was storming. We sat on the porch and watched it rain and the wind blew in. It was a dark, cloudy, the sky opaque. I began the day in rage. It was anger like I haven’t felt in...

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I’ve always been kind of weird Now I can sense it, cognize it, know it on a level that is not mind, but a full-body recognition. It is about being empty. It does become somewhat lonely when I...

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have I come? When I look back, it is a world away. Today, I caught myself in them midst of the process of some kind of scheme. Once I realized that my mind was going through this motion-the ...

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Seeing the Pride in the Park people set up their stuff, unexpectedly, because I hadn’t realized it was already the end of May. Where has the time gone? Anyway, I am finding that stalking the...

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With Mercury (mind) conjunct the sun (Sun = son/ Son of GOD/ CHRIST), I cannot help but feel elated. My mind with the Christ so close, is how I EXPERIENCE the world; including thoughts, but also...

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And I’ve made the most amazing breakthroughs Without blame, Shane, or judgements. Just complete openness, honesty, and acceptance. I heard today from a coach that most people avoid feeling th...

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That should be my handle. I might claim that actually. It’s pretty good. Do I did this healing questions app today. It was really good. Nothing I hadn’t uncovered, before, except for that last...

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I feel this peace and well being deepening. I feel so much joy, both in awareness of the everyday mundane and also in the feelings of confronting fears and anxiety. Like it has become something ...

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And yet not. Ecstatic. But a little more grounded. Right after I wrote about my woes of embodiment, I feel so here that it’s almost surreal. It’s the level of surrealism I felt during the fi...

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This weekend has been a whirlwind of insight, learning, and joy. I feel SO HAPPY. The people at the Elementals Gathering were phenomenal. Just top notch. Everyone. No exceptions. We came a...

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Means defined by everyone else who IS defined. That’s what the Human Design people say, at least. I’ve been mulling this over. The more I do, the more it makes sense. I have been told that ...

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Another. Mom’s thing is figured out. All good on that front. Then another family member reaches out. Inexplicably. I think the last time I got anything from her was in 2021. Sheesh! The timing...

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We live in a small town. Technically it is a city, and it’s the biggest population center in our county. Lol. But it’s a small town. We have stoplights and nice restaurants and a Wal-Mart. But...

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One coat of lime plaster; After one coat of limewash; The quarter wall; The quarter wall is almost done. It’s a smaller wall but it’s proving to be a bigger pain because it’s just a couple f...

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I’ve noticed that people are busy. Like, they plan things around other things. All the things are plans. And stuff friendships and family in between sports, extracurriculars, programs, etc. I...

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Something I never really had any words for, spelled out in a book written before I was born. Before my husband was born. And yet… Eerily resonant. I now sort of can glimpse that wrestling angs...

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The plaster was so much easier to mix and put on than I thought. Just a base layer. Might have to come back in a week to see how it did. Excited to see how it holds up.

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Who really really despises AI images? With how freakish they look. I feel something indescribably horrible when I look at them. It’s like a deformed creature putting on a human suit. And not a...

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Pretty stoked the whole north wall is completely covered. Working on the quarter west wall that is behind a shed still. A little bit intimidated by lime plaster as it needs a pozzalinic additive...

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Progress on the whole cob wall is nearing halfway. After that one is complete, I’ll start on the quarter wall that still needs to be covered. Probably won’t do any windows in that one because it...

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My dreams have been deep lately. I can tell because when I wake up in the night, I’m like, damn. And I stay awake for awhile just trying to integrate what insight or wisdom came through. And I...

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It’s free. It’s abundant. It can make stuff. Even buildings. Converting this old kennel/chicken coop into a greenhouse. And of course building the north wall with cob to test out the building ...

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My converted chicken kennel greenhouse is coming along Need to think of something for the door 🤔 either some way to attach the film and have buffers or put on a panel of plastic … Somethin...

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