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As I pushed my little girl on the swing in the morning I saw the light of the trees. The big spruce from which the swing is suspended, glowed in a most interesting way. I saw both the smaller ha...

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I’m stunned I feel sheepish For being part of the folly and I feel elated For seeing it Those on both sides-the doers and the condemners- they are in a never ending dance. Back and forth...

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I don’t often get to do mirror gazing But I love it. Yesterday I was digging out the basement and having a merry time. Lately, I have felt this inexplicable joy and deep satisfaction doing sim...

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we went back to the same part of the river. Part of me wanted to verify that the river there actually was, or felt, the same as it had the day before. Part of me had no doubt whatsoever; was mor...

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I feel like I’m tripping. This little walk we did down the river path has me just… Reeling. The openness to my own sensitivity is astonishing. This is the river we walked next to As I was ...

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I noticed a dense population of these tiny dancing lights at the Elementals Gathering in Missouri. Now, I am seeing them in density here, too. They’re over our house. In the woods. over the rive...

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There’s something coming through Which has to do with the beauty of the Mother She is all accepting; no “crime”, nor “sin”, exists for her. She is the Nothing At All which contains the Anyt...

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is such a mindfuck. This new revelation that I had in relation to my dad has given me another great insight. That I can have an objective (to me) value. That my value is not dictated moment-by...

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Transformative. I have Scorpio ascendant. Scorpio the sign of transmutation, transformation; death, and rebirth. Ascendant being the outward projected personality people experience. I really p...

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I feel the push-pull of fear and duty pulling me forward. Pulling me inexorably into the future. As I go, I feel emotions, feelings, relationships pass through me as they are finally purified,...

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This morning I felt such a loudness in my heart. It was overwhelming; literally all I could hear, all I could focus on, all I could feel. When I sat to meditate, I felt my heart like a huge vibr...

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Came and went quietly in our home. It was the Last Holy Day of Christmastide, and the last day of presents, decorations, Christmas music, and it seems like, a certain mood of subtle power and di...

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Is so lovely. I rarely have the chance, other than getting up very early before everyone else. When I get a chance during the day, though, it seems to charge my energy like nothing else. I sat...

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I have been pondering this conundrum for some time. The last I wrote about my perceptions in to the Feminine-Masculine dynamic was quite some time ago. I haven’t looked. Might’ve been spring o...

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20 minutes but it had been 2 hours. 2 hours that I spent dreaming in the bathtub. And writing that dream down. I’m staring at the page right now. It seems surreal. Somehow more than real. Li...

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I don’t know how I know this. But I feel it. It’s in my bones. It’s in the way heart is melting and shivering with the intensity. I recognize in some indescribable way my peers. They appear to...

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In knowing I spoke to Joel today and it was refreshing. Reassuring. A nice way to hash out with someone who has experienced these things and know that I’m not crazy. Or particularly in dire str...

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Last night I dreamt of this general theme. I woke seeing a figure of a man sitting in lotus position backlit by a divine golden light. I woke to this image several times. I have a sense that tha...

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Is it possible to dream ourselves into a new reality? Right out of the division and vampirism. And into a universal type of peace. I don’t mean anything so idealistic that I, or any one pers...

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Yesterday, I awoke with something that I hadn’t bad conscious access to for 17 years. I got up and showered in the dark. I didn’t turn on my lights. The night before, we had gone out into the ...

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The quality of this word has grown for me over the weekend. As I recapitulate the experience of seeing my eyes in the mirror as silver alien saucers, I feel an undeniable surge of pleasant ene...

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In the mirror appeared too big for my face. I blinked. They were mine. I studied them. Silvery fog, ringed by lighter color and darker towards the center. They grew slightly or contracted sligh...

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I feel like I been hit over the head - right into Oz. Or somewhere similarly magical. I woke up with incredible insights into my life. My childhoods. Consciousnesses. Perception. And energy. ...

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It’s so difficult to remember what day something happened anymore. I constantly check the calendar. My sense of time has gone completely. Uuhg. Duh. I just remembered I started that mushroom s...

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was a post that I saw, yesterday. From an old acquaintance who, recently, has been taking on the mantle of anti-patriarchal pagan witch champion. Of course it is, I thought. Of course it is. ...

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