Lupo Solitario
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”
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The "guy thing" in A New Chapter
The other day I was reading about how most men stop socializing a lot once they reach their 30s and it’s true. But this has made me think a bit more about the relationships and friendships that I...
Time Warp- 2020 edition: a tale of e-love in A New Chapter
I don’t think I had a chance to write about this rather intense moment that took place during COVID. Background first, I met my wife through Instagram many years ago. We would talk about our hobb...
Time warp, 2001 edition in A New Chapter
As a parent, I think a train of new thoughts is part of the package. Thinking about different things I didn’t think about as much before..such as my health, financial responsibilities, mortality,...
The Unholy Union Part 3 in A New Chapter
The wedding day started pretty well. We walked over to get breakfast and things were back to “normal.” While we were eating this guy from Switzerland came over to say hi to my mom and introduce h...
The Unholy Union in A New Chapter
My sister got married and I dreaded it the entire time. Last summer my father told me that my sister was getting married. I just made a face. I have never been very close to my sister (well my y...
The Big Day in A New Chapter
So, I have been meaning to write a long entry to put together my thoughts about the arrival of my son. I don’t really think anyone reads this anymore outside of two people, and I’m sure they more...
tum tum tum in A New Chapter
After getting access to my old OpenDiary and feeling so cringy about the things I wrote before..I felt like not writing again really. But here we are. I would say that this is the happiest my lif...
2010s- a retrospective in A New Chapter
Its really hard to believe another decade has gone by. Flew by is more like it. I am not really sure of what to make of it other than a lot went right, a lot went wrong..but i sure as hell learne...
Ghosts in A New Chapter
You know, its weird how much can change in just a year. My life is at a completely different place right now. I mean that in a good way also. This is the happiest I have been in quite some time. ...
Future in A New Chapter
Well, it finally happened. I ended the relationship with Jessica. There really wasn’t much that could be done. There were a couple of factors that came into play that really turned everything aro...
ugh in A New Chapter
My life is a fucking mess right now. I suppose the only exciting part about this year is that I am going to be forced to make some big ass decisions..that really, have been coming for a long time...
not x-mas in A New Chapter
This year Christmas does not feel like Christmas. I have to work through most of December. I could have really thrown a fit about it but work is offering to pay any unused vacation time for the f...
hum.. in A New Chapter
Wanted to write but now that I am here..I kinda don’t want to..haha I had to drive east of Orlando this Friday. This is an unpopular taste but I actually enjoy driving. There is something that p...
Moving forward in A New Chapter
So I haven’t really written much about it but my life has changed pretty drastically. It’s only been about 3 months since I made my switch to daytime hours. I no longer have to take naps all the ...
And the correct response is.. in A New Chapter
So I ended up getting the job. Some nerve wrecking moments until I got that acceptance email. The last 2 weeks have been pretty intense with lots of big changes, mostly positive. I got on here t...
That time of the year in A New Chapter
So the interview went well. Surprisingly well. I ended up having two. The first time I showed up I clocked into the computer as I always do. I find an e-mail saying that the woman who was suppose...
hmm.. in A New Chapter
So things have been decent lately. After my last entry, I got to spend a nice night with the lady. In a curious moment, the tables kind of turned. We went from me struggling to her. Ever since sh...
The motions in A New Chapter
Things have been ok lately. Which is good..but it’s also bad I guess? I wish they could be a little bit more fun. As I have been talking fro a million years, I currently feel kind of trapped. Rig...
A reflection in A New Chapter
It is complicated and I will take the time to explain it during a different occasion because I don’t feel like digging it all up. I feel that I have hit a dead end career wise. I am trying to m...
insert title here in A New Chapter
I couldn’t think of one really. Things have gotten better since that last entry I wrote. However, I suppose I am growing tired of the cycle. We do well for a while and then she has a major meltd...
It is what it is in A New Chapter
I am not really sure what to think anymore. Am I wasting my time trying to rescue a relationship that is doomed? the last year and a half has been a disaster. Lately, or rather in recent months, ...
The Real Disaster Artist in A New Chapter
Things have been going a little better. My father, I have gone from respecting him a lot a a man to losing complete faith in him in a few years. I am not really sure where to begin but the way he...
The euology of AIM in A New Chapter
A few days ago I heard the news that AOL would be discontinuing their AIM service (AOL Instant Messenger.) It is a strange feeling, for me and so many people of this generation, AIM was such a co...
T. Errible or a sad entry in A New Chapter
It has been quite some time since I have written here. In fact, it has been a little bit over a year but I am back for the time being. I guess I have reserved myself from writing here in a long ...
Hole in A New Chapter
So.. An ongoing theme of my diary is this weird hole that I feel in my life. I don’t really know what it is. Sometimes I sit down and think of what really makes it go away. Now, I am not going to...
