Lupo Solitario

“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”

PHilip K. Dick

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Things have been going a little better. My father, I have gone from respecting him a lot a a man to losing complete faith in him in a few years. I am not really sure where to begin but the way he...


November 26, 2017

The euology of AIM in A New Chapter

A few days ago I heard the news that AOL would be discontinuing their AIM service (AOL Instant Messenger.) It is a strange feeling, for me and so many people of this generation, AIM was such a co...


It has been quite some time since I have written here. In fact, it has been a little bit over a year but I am back for the time being. I guess I have reserved myself from writing here in a long ...


October 15, 2016

Hole in A New Chapter

So.. An ongoing theme of my diary is this weird hole that I feel in my life. I don’t really know what it is. Sometimes I sit down and think of what really makes it go away. Now, I am not going to...


September 24, 2016

Centuries in A New Chapter

It has been such a long time since I sat down and took the time to spill my thoughts. I also feel kind of guilty..i think I have not written here in almost a year. The other day it popped into m...


October 18, 2015

That face in A New Chapter

I have always had a serious look. It is just part of my genetics I suppose. Lombroso would have a riot with me I imagine. My grandfather always looked serious and so did my father. I don’t really...


October 12, 2015

Spoiled in A New Chapter

The other day I was talking with Jessica about what excites me. She was bummed because lately nothing seems exciting. Holidays don’t mean shit anymore because everyone is always working, everythi...


October 07, 2015

A farewell to Frida in A New Chapter

Today we had to make a very difficult family decision. One of our dogs, Frida, had to be put to sleep. She had been dealing with health issues in recent months. It all started out when her stomac...


August 22, 2015

Old friend in A New Chapter

It has certainly been some time since I came here to vent out. Life has just been too busy. I suppose I always get caught up on wanting to write a ton to catch up the world on what I have been up...


January 13, 2015

The Emperor's Return in A New Chapter

Life has taken some interesting turns. Some good and some bad. It is a lot to explain and it will take time. I am mostly concerned of growing professionally at the moment. I have finally reached ...


It is funny how the mind sees something and reacts to it..creating links to previous occurrences from our life time. The other day, I was watching footage from the new Mortal Kombat game showed a...


May 22, 2014

Going about it in A New Chapter

Sometimes I can't believe the shit I write in here. I guess I freak out at times..just like everyone else. The main difference is that I typically don't discuss it with anyone and keep it to myse...


May 19, 2014

Change in A New Chapter

Sitting in my living room. My TV is blasting house music from Holland. I am drinking a glass of water. Before water, I was drinking Jameson Irish Whiskey. I have been very thoughtful this pa...


The other day I was talking to a friend about disappointments in life. Various topics came up, ranging from college, family relations, music to much more. I really looked deep to answer this one...


April 28, 2014

Finally back in A New Chapter

A lot has happened since my last entry. I think it has been about 2 months. Jeez. I did start writing up the entries for the Italian trip but I never got around to finish them. I think I got bog...


So when it rains, it pours. So far 2014..I am only 2 months in and you are already throwing some serious fucking curve balls. My roommate just vanished today. I think I need to rewind a bit to pr...


February 10, 2014

The Art Projects in A New Chapter

With my new diary here I want to cover other aspects of my life..that I didn't particularly speak much of before. For example, I never really wrote much about my art work at my previous diary. I...


February 04, 2014

Hitting The Fan in A New Chapter

So, yesterday things finally tipped over. Backtrack about 2 years ago, I was living at home and things were getting miserable. For a young male in his 20's, living at home in the modern age can b...


February 02, 2014

Tribute to Opendiary in A New Chapter

It is very bittersweet to have to write this entry..but also..exciting. like hundreds, maybe thousands of others, I am coming in from Opendiary. I was a member for over 10 years. It is funny, but...


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