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Reminding Me in 2017
7:06pm New things to report…hmmm…let’s see: Well, it’s only been a few days so maybe there isn’t all that much to report today. ha. I just finished my big test about 20 minutes ago. We’ve been at...
inhibitors in 2017
8:47pm I was sitting at work this morning at a way too early business meeting [a lot of them are on the East Coast so they try to make the time work for everyone]. It’s hard because there are a l...
I plead the fifth in 2017
10:50pm I really should stay off of social media at night. Especially these days. I always end up doing stupid things like looking up profiles of people who don’t give a damn about me. You know i...
knowing it is all it would be in 2017
6:13pm I just realized that I might actually hit a new entry count record this year. Crazy! I’m only 10 entries away from my all time high, which I’m pretty sure I can manage over the next few mo...
tainted control in 2017
Sept 15, 2017 9:47pm Sometimes I feel like I lie in here. “Lie” as in, don’t tell the truth. One of my very last lines in the previous entry was about how at least I had more control over how I r...
out of mind in 2017
1:31pm Well, I’m at work and I’ve been very productive [I think] so I’m going to take a break to type words. Why not right? JR invited me to his stepdaughter’s birthday party tonight. It’s at a l...
9:42pm I feel like I’m probably giving this way too much attention, but oh well. Y’all know I love to document everything. I always talk about how helpful it is in the future. Some times I forget...
borderline in 2017
3:03pm Does anyone actually feel like that was sixteen years ago? I certainly don’t. I can still so clearly picture the entire morning unfolding before my eyes. Watching that plane. Seeing those ...
haven't lost all hope yet in 2017
3:17pm I totally just started writing “August” as the date. Slow down Universe! I haven’t caught up yet! This off-season has been weird for me. The fact that it’s going by quickly is nothing new,...
I get it already in 2017
5:19pm It was been crazy busy today at work! So I’m taking a self-imposed rest break. It’ll help to get words out of my head anyway. I only have like a handful of clients that I work with during ...
where you lead, I will follow in 2017
So on Tuesday we were supposed to go to a dinner at someone’s house with my aunt [It was her birthday] but that was cancelled the day before. Which is totally fine because I was trying to find a ...
painting neighbors in 2017
6:19pm I’m in one of those funks where I want to write, and I sit down and try to type, but I never actually say anything [until now of course..]. I started an entry on Wednesday but other than a...
clear the air in 2017
10:50pm I’m not going to finish this tonight so I’m not going to bother getting real technical. There are just words in this overactive head of mine and I need to get them out. I finally responde...
plot twist in 2017
9:30pm Well, this isn’t good. I’m suddenly stuck in one of those situations in life that I absolutely dread. Damn it. Damn. Damn. Damn. I just found this message on fb: That’s alright I’m glad we...
come in closer in 2017
9:27pm I guess I’m going to work on keeping up my word count this year. Maybe I’ll set a new record? Probably not, but maybe. What am I even going on about anyway? None of it seems important at a...
in and out in 2017
Aug 14, 2017 5:11pm I’m sitting in a hotel room in the middle of the mountains and I know I won’t be posting this tonight but why not get some words out? I pretty much go through every day with a...
what shall come? in 2017
8:33pm Well, it’s Friday night. Almost the middle of August! The days are going by way faster than usual, or so it seems. I don’t like that. Does anyone? There’s just so much left to do. I think ...
just say something in 2017
10:19pm I want to type tonight, but I’m not sure I’m in the best headspace right now. Not sure why. I mean, I’m kinda sure why and it’s just a part of life. I don’t want to get into any of it rig...
little life hope in 2017
8:44pm I don’t know why August always seems to sneak up on me. Out of nowhere it suddenly appears and reminds me that the year is almost over. August always feels like the turning point. The mont...
it all takes me back in 2017
5:19pm Lots of thoughts. Having a hard time focusing enough to sit down and type. Too many shiny things, I guess. Actually, I’m not sure why I’m so hesitant on typing things out these days. No ma...
say you're alive in 2017
4:19pm Is it bad that I just watched this huge daddy longleg crawl down the sign next to me and I made zero moves to try to kill it? Oh shoot, there it goes climbing back up. I think it’s tauntin...
checking in on you in 2017
6:18pm Apparently I’m on a writing kick? Maybe. I don’t know. Stuff’s happening and then stuff’s not really happening so whatever. I’m noticing that there are actually a bunch of stories I forgot...
be the turtle in 2017
7:29pm Well, I am currently in the middle of trying to fight off another cold. What’s this, like the third one of the year? What the heck happened to the amazing immune system I had?! Even when I...
let doors close in 2017
10:43pm So of course the world likes to mess with me. Has there ever been any doubt in that? I was just scrolling through fb, as per usual, and I see that JR liked a picture of some clients of ou...
Lucky Links in 2017
July 20, 2017, 9:55 p.m. So I have this little drafts entry and I’ve been writing thoughts and what not in there since late last year. Stuff I’ve wanted to say but can’t. Kinda like the draft ema...
