Cocky little pr*ck. in Other life events.

Right now i kind of can't stand to be around anyone, i went the gym last night and did some recent work on the car, but first i'm going to cover the things which suck. The things which currently suck are people.

Adam, an online friend is mad at me and i actually have no idea why, last night he stopped talking to me, and today i messaged him to simply get a reply of "nice apology". Now, i don't know if it would be more offensive to ask what i've done, since i don't remember doing anything in particular. I've decided to leave it anyway, i honestly have no idea what i have apparently done, but most people find a reason to be mad with me just for being me.

Today Sean was taking me home after we worked on the car but said he had to pick his girlfriend Ashley up, i've done everything i can to be nice to this girl for Sean's sake, because as we all know i hold Sean very dear to me, so if Sean cares about her i try my best to be good to her too. I even baked her a cake for her birthday. However no matter what i do this girl seems to always have a problem with me, Sean insists she doesn't but today within 35 seconds she told me to "shut the fuck up you cocky little prick" and then remained in silence for the rest of the car journey.

I didn't do anything again, so i have no idea. Sean claimed she must of had a bad day at work; he looked embarrassed to be perfectly honest. Still, i didn't deserve that i don't think.

Onto a more positive note, the cars underside is finally finished. All freshly painted welded and sealed, just started putting the freshly painted axle etc on today and the difference is quite nice anyway.

eitherway i can finally move onto the bodywork.

Life feels kind of lonely and at times around people, their presence can even feel oppressive and terrifying. I thought i was improving on my path to getting past this anxiety but people always seem to make it worse with their harsh words.