Park Row Fallout ⋅ 35
Midwest Married Man; Attempting to find answers, traverse the waters of life, and figure things out.
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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You Can't Push It Under Ground in Trying to Hold On
Time is running out. After a hell of a week last week and a hell of a week in front of me, on Friday morning I woke up and decided “Nope.” Not going to be “awake.” So I slept through most of Fr...
Bad Timing in Trying to Hold On
Here’s something. So as you know I’ve been spending a lot of time neck-deep in the kind of truly awful shit that can destroy people. I am of course talking about Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Chil...
A Personal Issue in Trying to Hold On
Well, sometimes things can go from Zero to One Hundred. My day got super busy. Phone calls, investigations, plea deals, trial dates, filing charges… very busy. And so there were some things I n...
Twelve Second Entry in Trying to Hold On
I just read, don’t ask why, the BBC coverage of the Minnesota Trump Rally. The pressing question the BBC was investigating is how do Trump supporters feel about the impeachment issue? In a move...
Story Bah in Trying to Hold On
Bah. I can’t promise anything because whenever I have a genuine intent to express myself creatively, something happens and I’m prohibited from the very expression I was attempting. That being sa...
A Kettle of Fish in Trying to Hold On
Here’s a kettle of fish: Today is a rare, strange, and bizarre Monday for work. Typically, I would have Juvenile Court as last week there was no Juvenile Court and going more than two weeks betw...
Meme-splosion in Trying to Hold On
Because of how my day is right now… with positives but negatives; with good news to celebrate but the rapidly freezing weather causing my body pain… I figure it is time for a meme-splosion. Obvs...
Nice, Not, News in Trying to Hold On
SO: Some nice things? EDITED AT NOON Extra good thing? Wife just got back her first Chemistry test. Chemistry being the class she often spends hours and hours and hours and hours and hours and ...
Feeling Odd in Trying to Hold On
I feel odd. In need of connection, but not wanting to work toward it. For example, there are now weeks of unread bookmarks I have here in Prosebox and yet… I can’t concentrate to read any. I h...
Long Series of Involved Dreams in Trying to Hold On
This morning/last night… I had many dreams, all of which stayed with me, all of which were very vivid. Allow me to attempt to describe them: The dream started as one of my recurring dreams often...
Meme: When You're Both in Trying to Hold On
When you’re both of these people
Canines and Supreme Courts in Trying to Hold On
Nala Last Night: So it must be said that with my current schedule, it has been incredibly difficult to give Nala a walk. I leave the house at 7:30 and arrive home between 5 and 6. Play practice...
Political Meme in Trying to Hold On
So… Trump has just screamed (YET AGAIN) that he is too invested in his own businesses to care about America. Trump Tower Istanbul is more important than supporting the Kurds who have been instru...
In Brief in Trying to Hold On
Can’t go over everything that’s been going on; but I’ve been super busy. October is a big Jury Trial Month for me. I also have Couple’s Counseling monthly and Individual Therapy weekly. I have pl...
Just bitching in Trying to Hold On
Ugh. I have two days off from play practice every week. Friday and Saturday. I have two days off from work every week. Saturday and Sunday. But I have couple’s counseling tomorrow. And home-ca...
Two More Memes... for the lolz in Trying to Hold On
A Meme in Trying to Hold On
Yes, I’ve had this conversation. Multiple times. Honestly. I still don’t understand why a woman shorter than I would go to such great lengths to explain why she would “never date a man shorter...
Three Things Right Away in Trying to Hold On
Item One: I am a little worried that my boss and I are currently facing our first considerable approach differences. I know it won’t explode into a big argument but I do worry that it may cause ...
Painful Eye Roll in Trying to Hold On
New Iowa Law Issue: Apparently, the courts have now ruled Disorderly Conduct to be unconstitutional. Seriously. The court said “creating a distressing nuisance or annoyance is far too focused o...
Two Things in Trying to Hold On
There are really only two things that matter today. One of them won’t be part of my story until after the lunch hour. FIRST THING: I did get the part in the play that I expected to. The star ro...
Things in Trying to Hold On
(1) Life isn’t awesome. (2) This weekend’s professional communications make my week murky at best (3) The world is… messed up. (4) But I’m excited to meet the cast of the play tonight and see whi...
9/30/2019 in Trying to Hold On
I know I’m an adult now with adult responsibilities and adult concerns… but I miss the days when everyone would have their AIM or MSN Messenger open. I miss talking with people. I especially m...
Hypocrisy but Open in Trying to Hold On
Now, I’ll admit… I view pornography. If I did not… I think I would be a much different person. I can’t say exactly what kind of person. I might still be with my wife but be angrier, meaner, mo...
Winds Through Corn Rows in Trying to Hold On
I was really depressed on Monday. I was really depressed on Wednesday. I wasn’t as depressed on Tuesday because I didn’t have TIME to be depressed as I had 8 hearings. But last night, I went to i...
My Dream Last Night in Trying to Hold On
No idea what this means but… I was sitting at a desk in a Des Moines Office Building. I was wearing a blue blanket over my business suit absolutely fucked up with the flu. I was shivering, fre...
