Park Row Fallout ⋅ 34

Midwest Married Man; Attempting to find answers, traverse the waters of life, and figure things out.

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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This will be quick as I am trying to use most of my energy to stave off pain. I had a big weekend. Will write about it later today. Big weekend means using my body; my body was not pleased. IN ...


As expected, I got home and got busy doing other things. SO I did not write the sexy entry I wanted to. So.. uhm… imagine something awesomely sexy. Pretend I wrote it. Give me credit. lol. :...


Today I was thinking and considering my last several years. NOW… I’ve only been in this “new life” for a little over a month, so that is not at all sufficient time to get the proper most realisti...


Okay, Prosebox… I know there have been a large uptick in the number of complaints about bullying and trolls. I happen to know that those complaints are mostly valid as even I went mostly Friends...


“Define Irony: A bunch of idiots dancing on a plane to a song made famous by a band that died in a plane crash.” Con Air Those who know me on Prosebox for a while know that I don’t shy away from ...


Just wanted to throw two things up at the moment: (1) My heart is broken for Chicago this morning. I have a friend who was shot, she’s doing okay but.... Chiraq, indeed. What is most shocking a...


August 02, 2018

PSA in Working Through the Maze 2018

Public Service Announcement: There are many attractive female lawyers in this world. These are women who challenged a male dominated industry and have the personal discipline and determination t...


As of Tuesday’s rally in Florida… QAnon has gone mainstream. Signs at the rally touting QAnon were seen and photographed by many media outlets including international press. Why is this concerni...


I’m in one of those unfortunate moods where I can’t sleep because my mind has decided to say Hey buddy.... know what would be perfect? And then my mind goes off on a million and one things that ...


I’m wondering if I’m a dick. So… honestly, truthfully… my wife and I are separated and going to Marriage Counseling. This is known. Today, my Wife had an appointment to figure out if “ADHD” is al...


Since the very early 1990s, I have been enamored, infatuated, absolutely in love with Christina Ricci. Granted, she is married and far beyond my league due to her beauty, talent, and career. Bu...


There is a lot I want to put forth today before I throw myself into work (lots of work today!) but there is so much that it may come out as too much of a jumbled mess. That being the case, I wan...


So this was Aoife. One of the many ways people said she was weird. But that weirdness endeared me to her. I know, I know. I shouldn’t say things like that or think things like that. But… my ...


Saw this today: I’ve not been much of a success, then. I still had accidents and there is that AWFUL story of diarrhea in the pants I had a few friends but 12 was Middle School when I had almost...


I just saw a few videos. Mothers who feel tired and are hard on themselves because they don’t believe they’ve done enough to feel tired. Girls who beat themselves up because they were raised to b...


I have friends who are passionate conservatives. They believe in fiscal responsibility, are social conservatives, and believe guns should be more readily available than medicine. But they are s...


I have many friends that think I’ve gone totally bleeding heart atheist liberal due to my feelings on Trump. And yes, the sad fact is… I know many who believe one must be “Godless” to be liberal...


First the distracting things: This morning, I woke up. Turned off my alarms. Went into the living room, noticed it was 4 a.m. and decided to play some video games before getting into the shower...


One way you can tell this place is different from Tiny Town? 10 days here and I’ve already met someone from the District Criminal Investigation Team, two prosecutors with the Attorney General’s O...


Back in DM. My dreams were filled with Aoife last night. Sexy, beautiful, emotionally satisfying. That… uh… is somewhat concerning.


This may be my last Public Entry. Giving some things some consideration. A- Age: 34 B- Biggest Fear: Never living a meaningful life C- Current Time: 4:49 pm D- Drink you last had: Mtn Dew Kickst...


Here’s a Saturday! I told my wife today “You don’t care enough about me to hate me. Hate comes from caring about someone and those feeling turning. You don’t care enough about me to have feelin...


Last night I didn’t get to sleep until after 3 a.m. So obviously, I’m in some considerable pain this morning. Like… could feel the individual fibers of my shirt as I put it on nerve sensitivity...


The following was written in a format that did not include italics, bold, or underline. Should this cause confusion, please ask. :) Hope everyone had a good 4th of July! Mine was okay. On Tues...


Well, there’s more to be worried about. Of course there is. My ProLaw program? Not working right. My required Sign In for Legal Filing in Iowa? Not set up. The expectations? That I’ll be t...