Park Row Fallout ⋅ 35

Midwest Married Man; Attempting to find answers, traverse the waters of life, and figure things out.

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Sometimes, the hardest thing in the world is to accept that what you are going through is important. Maybe that’s just me? I read some truly terrible things in this job. A 7 year old child rou...


1 day ago

Trauma in Trying to Hold On

It is no surprise that once you’ve experienced something traumatic, it readjusts your expectations. If you experience the same trauma over a long enough period, that simply becomes your reality....


2 days ago

PS4 in Trying to Hold On

Friends: Back from conference. Will write more later. Looking forward to catching up, responding to notes, and getting work done. One thing I was excited about after the E3 presentations this yea...


(1) I am writing this from my phone and I bloody HATE typing on my phone! I mean, don’t get me wrong… I prefer receiving texts to phone calls… but typing? Whether autocorrect or my own fat thum...


5 days ago

Keanu in Trying to Hold On

Random thing I am sharing here because sharing it on Facebook would somehow make it “more of a controversy”. Element: Keanu Reeves recently has been on social media being applauded for photos whe...


Well… I was sick. Still am. Started this in the office on a Saturday trying to catch up with some work before heading to a work Conference on Sunday. See, the timing on it all sounds fishy but...


I did not go home this afternoon. I stayed at the office and did work. But I had my lights off and no tie on so… that’s kind of like going home, right? I am likely to pull out of here early. A...


Yesterday when I went home… I knew I was sick. It wasn’t just the heat. SO I stayed home and worked with the dog while Wife went to go workout. Some positives some negatives. Let me post the ...


After an incredibly busy day of work on Monday (seriously, I was in court from 8:30 a.m. to like 3:30 and then a full hour of paperwork!) I left work and went to Caseys. My car was THIRSTY! And...


It is a Monday, June 3rd… so this isn’t done on the 1st as I normally would prefer. Also, this is a Juvenile Court Monday and a Dog Training Monday… so I’m up to my eyeballs busy from about 8 a....


The human mind is a strange and dangerous thing. Yesterday morning, I had a dream where when I awoke? I felt better in general. As though my dream had given me an opportunity to repair somethi...


Alright y’all… between the Memorial Day Weekend and Work keeping me busy… this is kind of all being done at once. SO… I separated it out into various portions to hopefully make it easier to read...


Alright y’all… between the Memorial Day Weekend and Work keeping me busy… this is kind of all being done at once. SO… I separated it out into various portions to hopefully make it easier to read...


Alright y’all… between the Memorial Day Weekend and Work keeping me busy… this is kind of all being done at once. SO… I separated it out into various portions to hopefully make it easier to read...


Alright y’all… between the Memorial Day Weekend and Work keeping me busy… this is kind of all being done at once. SO… I separated it out into various portions to hopefully make it easier to read...


Alright y’all… between the Memorial Day Weekend and Work keeping me busy… this is kind of all being done at once. SO… I separated it out into various portions to hopefully make it easier to read...


Alright y’all… between the Memorial Day Weekend and Work keeping me busy… this is kind of all being done at once. SO… I separated it out into various portions to hopefully make it easier to read...


Alright y’all… between the Memorial Day Weekend and Work keeping me busy… this is kind of all being done at once. SO… I separated it out into various portions to hopefully make it easier to read...


May 25, 2019

15 Noir in Trying to Hold On

Officially Saturday. Friend arrives but we acquiesced to Wife’s desire to watch The Blacksmith and The Devil instead of just launching in to watching Anime. As I was getting ready for bed, I joke...


Warning: The following entry will contain spoilers for the manga Boku No Hero Academia; therefore may contain spoilers to the currently running anime My Hero Academia. If you wish to avoid these...


Honestly, pay no attention to the title. Just threw up words with silly spelling. It is rare for me to not have a title AND not have a reason for a title. My life is surrounded by constructio...


May 22, 2019

Ow in Trying to Hold On

Ow. After work blew up in my face last night; Wife and I went to the gym. Where I decided that… since I’ve hit my plateau weight and seem to simply be jumping around from 218 to 223… I should in...


Harvey Dent, Harvey Two Face, Harvey “Apollo” Dent, etc. was first introduced in Detective Comics #66 (August 1942) and was created, as most of the truly great Batman characters were, by Bob Kane...


It’s funny. It being a Monday, I assumed I’d be so swamped with Juvenile Court Issues that I wouldn’t be writing at all today! However, when I sat down… I reviewed my calendar and… Great Caesar...


So, this likely to be the deeply edited version of this shared with the Public Space because… that’s just something I’d do. Due to the sensitivities of my job, sometimes there are things I must ...