Park Row Fallout ⋅ 33

Midwest Married Man; Attempting to find answers, traverse the waters of life, and figure things out.

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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1 day ago

Vids in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Would rather post vids from the wedding or something sexy but Youtube Recommended a video series to me Oh, hell…why not add Humor and HOttnes.... from the Chive: “Life is like soccer becau...


............... Last night, there was a Rehearsal and a Rehearsal Dinner for my wedding. Wife got absolutely shit faced because (according to her) she loves my family so much. SO… since she is n...


3 days ago

Brief in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

I am currently in San Francisco. Yesterday was a flight day of 9 hours. I have been on “Vacation” for almost 2 days… and yet have done 2.4 hours of billable work. Which, on Vacation, means I’v...


Just so it is written down somewhere… I don’t know why I’m still having recurring dreams about Aoife. She’s always sexy… different versions of it, just as she was when we knew each other. Last ...


Just when you think it is safe to get back in the water.... After a fair amount of time… I had another dream about Aoife last night. A large group of people (several hundred) had been called in t...


2nd Jury Trial as defense. Same defendant and same county as first one. This time, like next time, his actions could have gotten him SHOT but for the fact that these officers don’t immediately fi...


Title has no deeper or significant meaning other than to discuss the humor of words and language. Wife was trying to spell something yesterday and was having a “that can’t be right” moment. We ...


September 15, 2017

So I'm the bad guy in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

More tales of drama and amazement from the Domestic Life of a Suburban Nightmare. Came home from a long day of work. It was fun, though, because in the middle of the day I got to have lunch with...


September 14, 2017

Solution in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Well… I rebuilt as much as I could. The To-Do List was fairly easy. The hours? PAIN FULL. Full of pain. But… I sat down and I used my e-mail cache, my filing history and my cell phone histor...


September 14, 2017

Terror and Rage in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

It is kind of hard not to have a persecution complex when the world fucks you rriiiiiight in the asshole. Monday, I received my marching orders and wrote my weekly to-do list to make sure I would...


September 13, 2017

Waterworks in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

I just went through all of my missed e-mail. It wasn’t even that bad but one e-mail was (again, another) E-Mail about typos in my work. I put a client’s birthday as 7/27/17 instead of 7/27/67. ...


September 13, 2017

60 Second Confession in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

I am kind of dreading today. I called in sick to work yesterday and they sent a bunch of e-mails and texts and stuff. I was sleeping and did not respond. They will not be happy. Plus, I have ...


September 12, 2017

Respite in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

I haven’t been sleeping well. I haven’t exactly been in a healthy place. And all of that on top of 10 to 15 hour days at work. So I called in sick today. Said I had a low-grade fever and woul...


September 11, 2017

How It Feels in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

So, I looking through BBC News stuff because… oddly I’d rather stay at work than go home… and I see “Survivors of Harvey” and “Destruction of Irma” and “Raging Fires of Montana”.... and then I se...


September 11, 2017

Inverse Reality in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

The world has… turned upside down? I feel bad about my argument with Wife last night. Even worse about how to deal with things now. Because one of two things will happen. (1) She’ll pretend ...


September 10, 2017

Better Left Unsaid in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Sometimes… I think I should just.... fucking quit. At life. So… I woke up this morning at 6 am because Wife worked at 7 and I wanted to be awake to help with serving Breakfast and making sure sh...


I need to get laid. Or force alone time into my schedule in order to “take care” of the problem on my own. I get that people deal with depression and stress in their own way but… yeah. A great...


September 08, 2017

Sex and Violence in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Television and Conversations before bed certainly affect dreams. And I know.... I know… to paraphrase one of my favorite Christmas movies: “Nobody cares about your fucking dreams.” But… it is m...


September 07, 2017

Interesting Day in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Got into work… body is in pain. Nobody has gotten back to me from yesterday. Seriously… I spent most of my yesterday contacting people (attorneys and clients) saying “We need X, Y, or Z by tomor...


September 07, 2017

:( in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

The definition of unhappiness: Wife has been upset that she has had to work so many 1 to 10 shifts. She, accurately, states that working 1 to 10 means that she doesn’t have any time with her hus...


September 06, 2017

Trying in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

I’m trying to have a better mood around work. Just… generally… grab things that come and see how far I can go with it. It helps; but it still makes days like today… difficult. I had a great star...


My last entry was the most noted entry I’ve had in a while. And that helps in ways that writing just can’t. Because… even though I’ve probably said it… even if I speak the words a thousand time...


September 04, 2017

Not Bloody Sorry in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

My wife decided today to deride my personal career woes. Considering she is a woman who is near suicidal about a career she has had for fifteen fucking years; I think it a bit inappropriate for ...


This could/should be in my book of more Adult Topics; but as I shan’t be going into details nor describing a story; I’ll simply post a short blerb herein. I am entirely possessed of the desire t...


September 01, 2017

1997 in Ichi-no-Tani 2017

Another stupid as hell day. Got to Ames Office at 8:30. 9:00 meeting? Uninterested in securing our services. So I work and do my thing. Then I have a long meeting with 4 potential clients and ...


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