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Well in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
Christmas was wonderful this year. I think it really opened my eyes to how truly blessed I am. Everything has changed so drastically over the last few years, and made things so much better, now I...
Change in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
Things are changing, or rather I am changing. Definitely for the better but I must say it did take me by surprise, it’s almost like one day I just woke up and decided to be me again. To be confid...
Back Again in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
I think I might make writing in here a regular thing. I always need a place to gather my thoughts and maybe this is it. You see all my life I have done things and said I am a certain way because...
My Journey COntinues in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
Hello… It’s rather odd isn’t it, that even when we talk to a diary, we address it as a whole separate person when really our diary is a continues extension of our own thoughts and feelings and e...
Update - 28 - 01 - 22 in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
Hello, I guess I just wanted to update you. Well I finally took the plunge and started my research and practice into witchcraft. It’s going wonderfully, I’m learning so much about myself and I’...
19/08/21 in My Dream Journal
Someone had put an evil eye necklace around their child’s neck. I remember seeing it from a distance and pointing it out to whoever I was with. (I think this was Sim or my mother but I can’t be s...
24 - 07 - 19 in My Dream Journal
It started with a bunch of us staying in this huge house. I met this guy there who told me he used to be in a band, he looked like H from Steps except he had dark hair and his name was Oskar. A...
06/09/21 in My Dream Journal
I was in the house with Sim at first before she headed out to pick up some form of drugs. It just so happened she was picking it up from Destiny, Kyle’s ex, but it didn’t quite look like her. Thi...
What am I proud of? in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
How far I have come in the last year. I am in a much better place mentally, I’m learning more about myself in order to make necessary changes and I’m starting my spiritual journey too. I’ve reali...
Duskwood in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
Alan - the chief of police in Duskwood called me wanting to ask questions about Hannah and Amy Louise Bell. Jake terminated this call. I suspect the chief is involved in Hannah’s disappearance....
25 - 08 - 21 in My Dream Journal
I was being chased in what seemed like an endless maze of white corridors with wooden doors. Every time I reached a door I would open it to escape and there would be another person standing there...
27 - 08 - 21 in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
My favourite animal, besides my two beautiful cats, are Whale Sharks. I want to start a career in fashion however I am looking forward to learning a lot in this work placement about social media...
26 - 08 - 21 in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
I want something that captures the genuine love for each other whilst capturing how much we want each other. How happy we were then and how happy we still are now. How much we wanted each other ...
21 - 08 - 21 in My Dream Journal
Me, Sim and Sharon Smit from Primary school decided to sneak into a prison. It was a fairly easy thing for us to do in this universe. Prisons were shockingly unsecure. We were literally just walk...
19 - 08 - 21 in My Dream Journal
Someone had put an evil eye necklace round their child’s neck. This confused me. I turned to the person standing next to me (I feel as if it was Sim or my mother) and I said “that’s the evil eye’...
9 - 08 - 21 in My Dream Journal
Sim kept disappearing and I kept finding her with this girl - I never saw them physically touch but due to Sim never mentioning the girl before ever in her life I obviously assumed the worst. Sh...
30 - 07 - 21 in My Dream Journal
It was just the same thing over and over again. I kept thinking I was waking up even though I actually wasn’t and every time I would lose Sim somehow. Shen would leave me or it would be her face ...
30 - 07 - 21 in My Dream Journal
It was just the same thing over and over. I kept thinking I was waking up even though I wasn’t and every time I would lose Sim somehow. She would leave me or it would be her face and body but not...
Sea Witchcraft in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
Sea witches are very in tune with the magic of the moon. Meditate on the water, “spend time in silence and listening to your chosen body of water for as long as possible. Understand the weather...
A Sea Witches Prayer in My Dream Journal
Like Aphrodite of the waters I was born of the sea foam. Part human, part siren and part creature of the deep. Stretching my webbed and bony fingers across the clapping waves. Salt stuck to my ...
17 - 07 - 21 in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
Something is changing. Something is already different. I have a much deeper connection with the water of the Ocean and with the moon now. I can feel it. Could it be after all this time I real...
17 - 08 - 17 in My Dream Journal
I was at college in class and Stu was my lecturer that day. I had to go onto the computers to complete a task and I came to find that a girl had forgotten to log out of her FB. Something in my he...
17 - 07 - 17 in My Dream Journal
I was in college and Evie (from primary) was in my class and she kept staring at me. I was feeling super bad anxiety that day and it got to the point I decided I couldn’t hack it anymore and I ha...
12 - 07 - 21 in My Dream Journal
I was in my flat, in my bedroom with Sim. Kyle had some of our belongings at his house and we had some of his. I’m not sure why though. I remember texting him about the situation to arrange pick ...
21 - 06 - 21 in Diary of a Useless Lesbian
I’m just so happy right now. AJ is wonderful as always but definitely getting a little sassy now too. I adore him though <3 Sim - I really do think I made her in a computer! She loves me so m...
