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September 09, 2020

got the crud. in 2019

That season changing, sinus pain, throat drip, ick. Relatively normal for me actually, had it a few times in spring too. feels crappy and was hard to work my full day today. took a little rest...


September 04, 2020

Vacation withdrawal in 2019

All week I’ve been vacillating between intense lovey dovey feelings and sadness. I over compensated a little and would get a “miss you too” but not much love back. He can be a bit tight lipped wi...


July 29, 2020

Work from Home with Boo in 2019

Because I’m working from home right now, it gives me the chance to go to Chris’ every Wednesday and hang out with him before he goes to sleep after his night shift. I usually can steer my appoin...


July 10, 2020

Ghosties in 2019

I’m really enjoying the social aspect of writing more regularly. It’s kind of an extra layer to see my comments and talk on there, in addition to all the reading and commenting I normally do of ...


June 16, 2020

It's Never Enough in 2019

Never enough time, or hugs, or kisses. About 3 months in and still feel lonely when he’s not around. This weekend, I headed over pretty late to his house on Saturday night, because his son was ...


May 12, 2020

Happy is as happy does in 2019

So, on friday, i get a text from boyfriend. “so i was thinking that i don’t want to be without you all weekend....” even though his original plan was not to introduce me to his littlest child un...


May 08, 2020

Weekend of Blah in 2019

So, I’ve been seeing a lot of Chris despite the situation, ever since I decided that I was fine with putting myself at risk since I’m not living with anyone else right now. Since I’m super happy...


May 04, 2020

Bonding in 2019

I went to Chris’ house again last night. I’ve gone there the last few times, and I’d really like him to spend time at my house and fall in love with the beach town I live in, but it ended up bei...


February 04, 2020

Weather in 2019

I don’t know what it is exactly but I just feel LIGHTER when it’s warmer out, like it’s easier to move my body and my head is clearer. Today, I have post allergy shots head where I’m a little di...


What did you do in 2019 that you’d never done before? As the title suggests, I played with a rhino at the local zoo for my birthday adventure. He likes to be pet and brushed and it was so neat t...


December 27, 2019

Happy and sad tears in 2019

Leading up to Christmas, I really tried to do fun christmasy things to get myself into the spirit, with mixed results. I live just 15 minutes away from Cape May, which is a historic town. The a...


December 10, 2019

Mele Kalikimaka in 2019

It’s December 10th. I woke up, tired as usual, in my bed at my house (down the shore), got my stuff together, walked outside and… what is this sorcery? It felt like 60 degrees! Yesterday was o...


November 26, 2019

Still alone over here... in 2019

Can’t believe it’s been two months since all that happened with that guy I liked. Haven’t met anyone new (still been trying). Had a guy freak out on me last week saying “Fuck you” because he go...


September 30, 2019

Anxiety in 2019

It’s been about a year and a half since I’ve really felt anything strong for anyone. At that time, my boyfriend who was ALL IN, we’re gonna get married, we’ll be engaged by summer, etc. basicall...


July 17, 2019

I guess I should write? in 2019

I spend a lot of time reading about everyone else’s lives (on digital expressions, and now here) but I share very little of myself. It’s not that I don’t WANT to share, it’s just that I always f...


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