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When your body is not your own
So I hung in for a long time not really feeling like my body was “taken over” which I think was just due to not getting that big with this pregnancy, I think i gained about 24 pounds since my fir...
ONE MORE WEEK!
Okay, I can’t even be excited though… haha. Have to get through birth first! I am scheduled for a medical induction for Friday, April 28th in the evening. Because of the gestational diabetes a...
It's getting real.
First nonstress test yesterday, baby did fine. I was so nervous my pulse was elevated, lol. I don’t always feel him so I was worried he’d fail because I didn’t feel when he moved! But i just c...
Latest ultrasound results and pic
Imgur is messing around again but I was able to get the latest ultrasound pic up: He is facing the camera and has spiky hair. lol my work service is terrible so probably my work is to blame. h...
Dog, almost baby, shower, etc
Well life has been pretty stressy, and I’m pretty tired again, so it’s been a while. I’m only about a month away from having a baby! That’s wild. After my baby shower on Sunday, I was like oka...
Scary baby
2 lb 11 oz today, 67 percentile. (was only 57 percentile last time, hope this doesn’t mean he’s going to get huge, my sugars have been controlled!) His cerebellum was 97 percentile. Future gym...
Merry Christmas
Lots of feelings this year, but overall, grateful me and little one just me Next year, we will retake with her and the baby.
Merry Christmas and a snotty new year
Anytime with worse than getting sick right before Xmas when you’ve been looking forward to it for months? Well, yes, last Christmas without being pregnant after my pregnancy loss. But still, pr...
Sweet baby
was so wild today! Everything looked good. Such long legs! Sucked his thumb a little. So cute. I was totally unemotional even though it was super neat to watch her measuring his bones and st...
Baby's first voiceover
Okay, it was my first voiceover really, haha. This is “our” youtube channel but really Chris’ but I help out with logistics of driving him to abandoned places and all that. Have gone in a few p...
Pregnant eating
Saw some post about “me gearing up for the holidays, and realizing i can eat whatever i want this year because i’m pregnant” and what a load of shit being a gestational diabetic from 15 weeks is…...
Something special about infertility
I’ve found that most people think they’ve walked the hard road. Before my own battle, I watched friends freak out after a few months of not getting pregnant. My bff got pregnant the first time ...
Lol
And now i have covid. Cant make this stuff up. When it rains, it sure fuckin pours. 😐
and now...
Ladder fell and broke a window at our house. I seriously cannot make this stuff up. And if i knew we had money coming in from the sale, I’d be fine right now but I just don’t know how we’re sup...
THEY WITHDREW
OMG i can’t even. Nothing ever goes right for me, I swear. Full price offer, likely to get approved by the park because they had the money to pay cash, and closing right before my first ivf egg...
Full price cash offer!
Just needs park approval- they review applicants before deciding but cash offer sounds like a person who’d get approved hopefully? Of course, another thing- someone looking at the house pulled o...
Could our second place be sold soon?
Chris moved out in September, and we finally put his manufactured home “on the market” Tuesday. His landlords are going to sell it for us, and they aren’t MLS, so I wasn’t sure if this would tak...
2021 survey
Dating I dated for a while, then got engaged, then got married, all this year! Current Status: married! Work I’ve been at my job for 9 years this month. Starting to hate the way students comp...
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I’M ENGAGED!
Trying
I’m in what I think is my 6th cycle since going off birth control and I’m not pregnant as of yet. This week, I feel like my heart is breaking. And look, it was Christmastime, Chris’ busy time at...
got the crud.
That season changing, sinus pain, throat drip, ick. Relatively normal for me actually, had it a few times in spring too. feels crappy and was hard to work my full day today. took a little rest...
Vacation withdrawal
All week I’ve been vacillating between intense lovey dovey feelings and sadness. I over compensated a little and would get a “miss you too” but not much love back. He can be a bit tight lipped wi...
Work from Home with Boo
Because I’m working from home right now, it gives me the chance to go to Chris’ every Wednesday and hang out with him before he goes to sleep after his night shift. I usually can steer my appoin...
Ghosties
I’m really enjoying the social aspect of writing more regularly. It’s kind of an extra layer to see my comments and talk on there, in addition to all the reading and commenting I normally do of ...
It's Never Enough
Never enough time, or hugs, or kisses. About 3 months in and still feel lonely when he’s not around. This weekend, I headed over pretty late to his house on Saturday night, because his son was ...
