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First day was fine. The students were polite. Those who knew me before I began teaching weren’t awkward seeing me AT ALL. Weird. I really hope I don’t disappoint. I know it doesn’t count much for...


-Get up early, exercise, shower. Tomorrow morning I will come early to the library: -Print out my class list. -Check to see if my classroom is open. -Remember to bring a water bottle into the cla...


I feel like I’m having an anxiety attack. I’m just so, so nervous. Two more days. What if things don’t go well? What if I’m late and technology breaks down and I don’t know what to do? What if I ...


How will I even know that I will like law better? Oh my life, oh dear me. 1:31 am and I can’t sleep without writing this down first. I think the point of Gorgias is for Socrates to point out ho...


August 14, 2019

August 14, 2019 in Productivity Diary

Okay, I’m going to finish a translation project this morning. No other option. 8:32 am start 9:52 am finished. Well this is pretty anti-climax. I have FOOD, yet am too lazy to EAT it. Can’t under...


August 13, 2019

August 13, 2019 in Productivity Diary

I think Operation Bed by 10 has worked! I’ve been up for more than an hour though… Geez. OK, 6:16 am wash face and then change to work out clothes. 6:28 am I’m staggering. 1 French lesson. 7:1...


August 12, 2019

August 12, 2019 in Productivity Diary

6:43 pm Pomodoro and cooking! Let’s do this! It was okay. Cooking and cleaning wasn’t at all bad, but I was watching too much YouTube. I need to resist this. Operation Bed by 10 needs to be launc...


August 11, 2019

August 11, 2019 in Productivity Diary

I was out for 7 hours with some girls yesterday. I’m not really sure which crowd I click with, really. 9:35 am have breakfast. Here’s the pomodoro plan: -25 minutes preparing lectures day by day....


August 09, 2019

August 9, 2019 in Productivity Diary

The day is counting and the clock is ticking. The inevitable is going to come. But I should remember what a nervous wreck I was when I started working in the Admission Office at my college, and I...


August 08, 2019

August 7, 2019 in Productivity Diary

If I want it, I should go ahead and work for it. I’m talking about law school application. That gate is too loud and the ceiling too thin and the AC makes a ton of noise. Think I’ll bring this u...


August 08, 2019

August 8, 2019 in Productivity Diary

Going to bed at 2:30 am might not be the greatest life decision. It’s 10:22 am now! I need to change. Where is my operation Bed by Ten? I think it’s unrealistic anyway because my roommate will be...


August 06, 2019

August 6, 2019 in Productivity Diary

Cannot fall asleep for some reason. I searched my memories but no I didn’t drink any coffee or tea today. Last two times I did and I couldn’t sleep at night were both with Emma. Funny. I need to ...


August 06, 2019

August 5, 2019 in Productivity Diary

I did have more than 8 hours of sleep. Hence, no reason to not be productive. I definitely need to wake up at 6am in order to have time to exercise. No doubt about that. During the school year, ...


August 04, 2019

August 4, 2019 in Productivity Diary

Look at how much time flies! It’s August already. Soon I’ll start my first day of teaching and I’m so so so so not ready. I’m just not good at public speaking. My conference went as expected. Wh...


Time is just not on my side… Well, that isn’t a very nice thing to say. I just don’t count for the times when time IS on my side. Like when I ran into someone in the gym whom I’d rather not see, ...


I need to stop submitting abstracts for papers that I haven’t written. If it’s a good conference, it’s a sure rejection for me (at this point in my career). If it’s not a good conference, … well ...


Good old Prosebox. Here we go again. Another day. Let me give up any attachment to results and just do things. I have to finish this paper but I just cannot do this. How do I know, since I absolu...


I just don’t know how to be nice to myself or something. What is there to be nice about? Maybe I’m only exhausted because I’m not working hard enough? I feel like detest the driver who hit me and...


Dear Prosebox, I’m so tired and stressed today. So tired and stressed. I don’t know. I don’t know if there is any magic to get out of this tiredness. Or I’ll just have to push through a little at...


Hey there Prosebox! I’m so tired of having so much to do and then not doing anything because I constantly feel guilty about not doing the things I’m not doing while doing the things I’m doing. Ha...


Some privacy! Yay! I really question how I will ever get into a relationship. I just love my alone and private time too much. Don’t get me wrong, I love SOCIALIZING (it drains me yet I love it) ...


I’m so tired of not having enough time in the morning. I’m so tired of being half asleep past 12 every night. It is better if I work really hard in the evening and get to bed by 10, I think. Alr...


I haven’t written this kind of entry in a while. This wouldn’t make much sense to any reader. This is just for me. Whenever I’m trying to be productive, I write down orders to myself. That’s one ...


Dear Friend, I wonder if I’m back to being bitter. I’ll try to not be. My experience in the past has been that once I get to a good state, I might dwindle back and forth but if I has got to a goo...


Dear Friend, Hey you, I still miss you. But I kind of feel bad for not writing anything down. Btw, don’t make this recipe! I know it sounds so delicious, but it turned out yucky for me. I even tr...


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