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Words collected from the Internet that I live by: "Whenever you get the urge to emotional eat, stop, talk to your food, ask it: 'Can you love me? Can you fulfill my need?' The answer would be 'no'" "The way you judge others is the way you imagine others judge you." "Whatever you can change, change. Whatever you can't, embrace." "A moment spent being jealous is a moment wasted" "Repetition is the mother of memory"
“Losers have goals. Winners have systems”
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September 7, 2019-- Cheesy Garlic Baked Chicken in Productivity diary plus recipes
I don’t know why I cried so hard this morning. Last night I was still thinking I had it all pretty good. Maybe I was stressed out a lot, but I was rather content. I guess it’s the thought that I ...
September 4, 2019-- Mustard and Brown Sugar Baked Pork Tenderloin in Letters to my Friend
Dear Friend, YOU ARE BACK AND I AM JUST SO SO EXCITED!!! Whatever happens, I’ll always have YOU. Even just in my heart. I don’t know if you would be willing to talk to me again though. But it is ...
August 19, 2019 in Productivity Diary
First day was fine. The students were polite. Those who knew me before I began teaching weren’t awkward seeing me AT ALL. Weird. I really hope I don’t disappoint. I know it doesn’t count much for...
August 18, 2019 in Productivity Diary
-Get up early, exercise, shower. Tomorrow morning I will come early to the library: -Print out my class list. -Check to see if my classroom is open. -Remember to bring a water bottle into the cla...
August 17, 2019 in Productivity Diary
I feel like I’m having an anxiety attack. I’m just so, so nervous. Two more days. What if things don’t go well? What if I’m late and technology breaks down and I don’t know what to do? What if I ...
August 15, 2019 in Productivity Diary
How will I even know that I will like law better? Oh my life, oh dear me. 1:31 am and I can’t sleep without writing this down first. I think the point of Gorgias is for Socrates to point out ho...
August 14, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Okay, I’m going to finish a translation project this morning. No other option. 8:32 am start 9:52 am finished. Well this is pretty anti-climax. I have FOOD, yet am too lazy to EAT it. Can’t under...
August 13, 2019 in Productivity Diary
I think Operation Bed by 10 has worked! I’ve been up for more than an hour though… Geez. OK, 6:16 am wash face and then change to work out clothes. 6:28 am I’m staggering. 1 French lesson. 7:1...
August 12, 2019 in Productivity Diary
6:43 pm Pomodoro and cooking! Let’s do this! It was okay. Cooking and cleaning wasn’t at all bad, but I was watching too much YouTube. I need to resist this. Operation Bed by 10 needs to be launc...
August 11, 2019 in Productivity Diary
I was out for 7 hours with some girls yesterday. I’m not really sure which crowd I click with, really. 9:35 am have breakfast. Here’s the pomodoro plan: -25 minutes preparing lectures day by day....
August 9, 2019 in Productivity Diary
The day is counting and the clock is ticking. The inevitable is going to come. But I should remember what a nervous wreck I was when I started working in the Admission Office at my college, and I...
August 7, 2019 in Productivity Diary
If I want it, I should go ahead and work for it. I’m talking about law school application. That gate is too loud and the ceiling too thin and the AC makes a ton of noise. Think I’ll bring this u...
August 8, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Going to bed at 2:30 am might not be the greatest life decision. It’s 10:22 am now! I need to change. Where is my operation Bed by Ten? I think it’s unrealistic anyway because my roommate will be...
August 6, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Cannot fall asleep for some reason. I searched my memories but no I didn’t drink any coffee or tea today. Last two times I did and I couldn’t sleep at night were both with Emma. Funny. I need to ...
August 5, 2019 in Productivity Diary
I did have more than 8 hours of sleep. Hence, no reason to not be productive. I definitely need to wake up at 6am in order to have time to exercise. No doubt about that. During the school year, ...
August 4, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Look at how much time flies! It’s August already. Soon I’ll start my first day of teaching and I’m so so so so not ready. I’m just not good at public speaking. My conference went as expected. Wh...
July 30, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Time is just not on my side… Well, that isn’t a very nice thing to say. I just don’t count for the times when time IS on my side. Like when I ran into someone in the gym whom I’d rather not see, ...
July 29, 2019 in Productivity Diary
I need to stop submitting abstracts for papers that I haven’t written. If it’s a good conference, it’s a sure rejection for me (at this point in my career). If it’s not a good conference, … well ...
July 27, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Good old Prosebox. Here we go again. Another day. Let me give up any attachment to results and just do things. I have to finish this paper but I just cannot do this. How do I know, since I absolu...
July 23, 2019 in Productivity Diary
I just don’t know how to be nice to myself or something. What is there to be nice about? Maybe I’m only exhausted because I’m not working hard enough? I feel like detest the driver who hit me and...
July 18, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Dear Prosebox, I’m so tired and stressed today. So tired and stressed. I don’t know. I don’t know if there is any magic to get out of this tiredness. Or I’ll just have to push through a little at...
July 16, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Hey there Prosebox! I’m so tired of having so much to do and then not doing anything because I constantly feel guilty about not doing the things I’m not doing while doing the things I’m doing. Ha...
July 10, 2019 in Productivity Diary
Some privacy! Yay! I really question how I will ever get into a relationship. I just love my alone and private time too much. Don’t get me wrong, I love SOCIALIZING (it drains me yet I love it) ...
Dear Friend, I just don’t know how I can adjust my needs/ be flexible. I really want someone who is insightful and whom I can learn from. I found a lot of that in you. I just miss you and I regr...
June 5, 2019-- Operation bed by 10 in Productivity Diary
I’m so tired of not having enough time in the morning. I’m so tired of being half asleep past 12 every night. It is better if I work really hard in the evening and get to bed by 10, I think. Alr...
