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How do you deal with family? I know everyone has some family issues on some level but at times mine seem so great that I am not sure what to do. At times I want to walk away and not look back. ...

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I would love to wake up in the morning with someone standing over me beating me on the head with a stick, that way I would at least know where the pain is coming from. I am so tired of people as...

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I know it is early but I have had a fairly positive day today. I’ve accomplished a lot of tasks at work and it feels like I’ve put some things behind me today. It did not start out the best wit...

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Trying to find mental health support is like pulling teeth. I have put in calls to local in-network providers and not a single one of them has called me back. I have reached out to my insurance...

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How the hell do you make it through life if you can’t talk about your problems without getting Baker Acted? They want you to talk about your feelings and what is going on and then they jump the ...

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Which direction do I take? That is a heavy question that I never seem to know the answer to. I know that I am headed down a path of self-destruction but I can’t seem to change course. I can se...

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The events of the last week has been a bit of a wake-up call for me. Am I living my life the way I should be or is it all a cover to hide behind? I realize that many aspects of it are a cover a...

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Good morning all, It’s the start of a new day, a new week, and a new month what more could one ask for when starting the work week? Hopefully, all will turn out positive. I started this morning ...

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It’s been a rough week this week; I went from being surrounded by people all week long to being by myself in the office in that is always tough. I miss being around people being alone in the off...

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A friend called me today for a suggestion about what to do with this student who is a repeat offender. This is where the problem comes in; I don’t know. What exactly is the right punishment for ...

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E is driving me crazy, I don’t know what to do about her, and each day she seems to push the envelope a little more. This morning was no exception, on a day that should have been about her grand...

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I’m at my first convention, and the team member who is in charge of it told me that I could be down at 6:45. She did not come down to the registration area until eight. In that time, to entertain...

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You finally taste success and then they pull the rug right out from under your feet. This is the problem with working in multiple locations and trying to finish a project that impacts different ...

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I have lost faith. Time to start looking for a new web developer I think. I have been talking to this man about having the site done before the meeting and I just hung with him. He told me he ...

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UGH, I don’t like disappointing and that is what I feel is going on at the moment. With the conference only days away nothing on my end is finished. I can’t make it go faster, and I feel like i...

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I am sitting thinking of my childhood and all of the different things that made me who I am today. It is very difficult to pinpoint a changing point in most peoples lives but I can pick mine out...

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I often wonder when I write if it helps me to understand and talk about what is happing with real people. Yesterday I made the discovery that it does. I sat with my best friend and then my wife...

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I awoke around 2:30 this morning and that was it for sleep. I started to think about the over bearing debt that I have accumulated and the realization that there was literally no way out of the ...

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I’m kind of feeling lost today. I am very positive towards work this morning but just can’t get my head around what to do next. I have accomplished so much in the last couple of days that now I...

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I had a very helpful talk with my friend yesterday. It did not clear up any of my problems but it did help me to put it into perspective and realize that I am not the only one out there with the...

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I don’t think I have ever felt the level of hopelessness that I did last night and still do into today. I feel like I want to throw it all in and just go away. Leave everything I know behind an...

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What a weekend it was, it did not go anything like I thought it would. There was little rest and relaxation involved. Instead, stress and worry filled my mind. Bean had gotten sick and my wif...

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I woke up to the most messed up dream ever today. Had me breathing hard and trying to get my bearings. I don’t normally share dreams but I want to get this one out of my thoughts and I am think...

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Keeping up with my resolution to write more… Work is really speeding up with our annual meeting only 2 weeks away. It seems like this App and all that goes along with it is going to come down r...

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I am making a resolution to write about my life, feelings and thoughts. I hope that I am more successful than I have been in previous attmepts to write on a regular basis. The year is off to a...

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