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I just received M's letter and payslips for his job. This satisfies the income requirements for my visa, which was the last thing we were waiting for. I have sent it off to the consulate and am...

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I pinched this from one of my bookmarks - I can't remember the last time I did one of these. Where were you born? Coffs Harbour, NSW Australia Do you still live there? No way. In fact, I have ...

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I sold my car today. Sort of. They're coming back tomorrow to pay a deposit, and I will get the rest on Tuesday or Wednesday of next week when I hand over the car. They were just waiting on so...

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I have fallen in a heap today. Quite suddenly, actually. I have been coasting along on a level of mild depression, but today it is all crashing down. I am so angry with M and the fact that I s...

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Mostly because I've lost track of the days. Oh, how I loathe myself. Today was a bust. I stayed up to 1am this morning reading, then was rudely awoken by my noisy niece and nephew before 7am. ...

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I went out for dinner with friends last night and got drunk. It was great. We had a delicious meal at a Vietnamese restaurant, where I drank a bottle of champagne to myself. Then we wandered o...

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Another day in paradise. My brother is a dickhead and any sympathy I had for him due to his recent surgery has evaporated. If he is able to drive (with one arm in a sling) to go and pick up dru...

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Moral guidance required. Had a phone call from my father today. We just chatted generally and he commented that he hadn't been able to get in contact with my eldest brother. I confirmed that ...

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I'm sitting in my cave right now, which is my bedroom, with a dim lamp in one corner. It's very windy today and despite the sun, it's a bit chilly. I have my heater on low and I am running back...

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So I went to Nan's house for dinner. It was surprisingly good. She was in high spirits, two of my uncles were there, and we ate take away Chinese. I stayed for three hours and had a nice time....

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Yesterday, my siblings and I had to go for a shitty photo shoot. It was the worst thing, because my mother has to force this shit on us, guilt and manipulate us until we give in, the whole thing...

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Gosh, what a day. Well, it wasn't THAT bad, but it feels like it. This morning I woke to the joyous news that not only was my brother home (still), but mother had decided to take the day off to...

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Got a letter today from one of those search companies that tell you about some unclaimed money in your name (in my case $216.57) and offering to retrieve it on your behalf for a nominal fee ($75)...

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Things have become dull. The excitement of being able to stay home instead of working has worn off and I have become lazy. I was awake most of the night fighting off the urge to vomit. I hav...

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I had a nice hot bath today and shaved my terribly hairy legs and armpits. While I was at it, I decided to shave my lady parts, which I have just been keeping trimmed (waxing has been out of my ...

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This morning I decided to change the furniture around in my bedroom. I am constantly trying to figure out the best way to arrange it so that I can fit all my crap in here. It never quite works,...

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Drove home from Dubbo this morning. I had sort of planned to stay Sunday night as well and drive home on the Monday morning, but I had the uncomfortable feeling that Heslop's crush on me has ret...

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I drove over to Dubbo yesterday to visit my Heslop. It took about 4.5 hours, and was a fine drive until the rain started to bucket down outside of Dunedoo. Luckily, I didn't have that far to dr...

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I am starting to lose track of the days and dates - something I always found incredibly frustrating in other people. I could never understand how someone would need to ask what date it was, or w...

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My second day of unemployment was a bit dull. Woke up around 7:30am, my brother asked to borrow my phone so he could call in sick to work. Rewind: My brother has been off work for three weeks...

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Well, my first official day of unemployment was today, as yesterday was a public holiday. I'd say it was a success. I woke up at 8am, had some peanut butter on toast while I chopped vegetable...

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I didn't realise at first, but I had my usual Sunday night depression last night. I had been attributing the slump to the thought of a week of work ahead of me, but perhaps that wasn't right. ...

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As I continue to wait for M to get back to me about my departure date, I can't help but feel stupid, yet again. I've just received a wonderful farewell from my work colleagues, who have (nearly...

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My first day of unemployment has been successful so far. I woke up around 7am, had a slice of leftover cake for breakfast, and headed to the shops. That took me about 40 minutes, and I am now b...

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More to come later. I am super-duper tired and just need to CHILL right now.

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