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dreaming of the bottom
This is not an action movie as the only gun is metaphorical and held to my head. The bad man isn't a terrorist just a differing point of view. There is no obligatory woman to justify these action...
someone has to make the tough choices
I remember feeling you breathing. I couldn't sleep my heart was racing. I didn't know what I even was going to do with you. I swear I thought you'd hear it or feel it. I wanted to take a chance, ...
trapped at a gas station at 2am
the surreal nature of this get together to celebrate the life of a good person, just like the last one, is like a bizarre dream. seeing people who used to be important center pieces in each other...
a little more loss
so one of the nicest guys i've ever met died yesterday. apparently it doesn't pay to be a nice guy in this world. i've watched as the nicest people i know die off. this guy was pretty much nice t...
it wasn't terrible tea
i should be sleeping. i shouldn’t be awake. but my mind is racing, my body doesn’t know its done. i went and saw a friend at her new job today, its an ok place but it doesn’t look like its done y...
the idea is better than the person ever could be
i saw a pic of a girl who was very close to me a long time ago. i remember thinking about how she wanted desperately to have me move it to the romantic realm. i never even considered her an optio...
i get bored
i was having a beer at the bar i frequent and it occurred to me that i was bored out of my mind. maybe the last few years have spoiled me. i'm used to having women dote upon me while i am at this...
sometimes the parallels, parallel
another night of random inspiration. my muse has been working overtime this past week or so. i've been putting a shape to a couple of projects that didn't exist before this week. i want to blame ...
naughty things to do with ear holes.
I talked to the girl that left the country. We talked over Skype for hours. It's funny to see her insecurities still prevalent. It's funny to realize how hung up on me she was/is and how it can n...
said goodbye to my od account
so i moved over from od to here. i just found out they are shutting down. its weird. i forgot i had like 10 years of my life on there. so i downloaded my stuff and put up a goodbye note. lets see...
Yeah I'm fired up
I can really hate myself. It's impressive how little I think of myself. I just want someone to realize that. The ego stroke is great, the appearance of having it all together is not entirely supe...
a new challenge
my winter jacket doesn't fit right. i put on a little weight recently. it doesn't help that right before the holidays i pinched a nerve in my shoulder. which put me out of commission for a bit lo...
your loss
you picked a poor time to decide to get crazy on me. i was going through some tough stuff. which you knew about mostly some of it i didn't even know about until months later. you say how rough...
lemon lime gatorade and iceland
no matter how often i travel i am always incredibly reflective when i do. sure it could be due to my lack of sleep or even the half asleep state i often travel in. i get to look at my life as a g...
ok maybe i'll explain this
i had an account on another blogging site and its pretty much died. i needed somewhere else to go. so here i am. i'm still getting used to the way this thing works. so i am posting my back log of...
Fever dreams of pirates and racists
I've had flu like symptoms all weekend. Randomly sleeping and waking to confusion. I couldn't remember what day it was or what had actually happened. But there were a lot of messed up dreams. I c...
Travel nostalgia
It's early in the morning. The light peaking out, painting the whole world in a different shade than it is at any other time of day. It's about the time I'd be walking home after saying goodnight...
Book Description
Its hard to be with the living when you feel like the dead.
