Entries 376
Page 5 of 16
Ups Downs Strange
Writing more because I can. Sorry to bombard the space so much. Just had depositions on Domestic Abuse. Big massive brute of a guy and this would be his third conviction for it if there is a co...
More Personal Entry
Well, shit. My pain levels are pretty bad today. And my voice is going. But considering what’s going on in the office for the next two weeks… can’t be sick, can’t get sick. So we’ll just push ...
SERIOUSLY!
Okay, folks, he said it in public and on the record. For any of you that believe Donald Trump isn’t racist, your arguments will now be deleted and mocked. Because we already had all the proof t...
16 Second Entry
This is something that most won’t truly understand. Even, I dare say, my most trusted readers. But that is the way when coded expressions rely on older references. You see, when I was consideri...
Grump
If I’d known then what I know now, lol. In this case meaning? I should have selected TODAY to be the work from home day, not last Friday. Last Friday? Nothing happened. Which sounds like a go...
Parental
So, here’s something.... Yesterday, Nala was desperate for a walk. All of my “walk buddies” (read parents with children) couldn’t come to give Nala the added stimulation she needs. So I decided...
Religious Entry
A spiritual statement on this Sunday… even as far back as pre-teen, I never had a problem with faith. Faith being a knowledge, a sense of certainty, in the Divine. I know that there is somethin...
HST
Here’s something tragic..... but also Here’s Something Timely..... so, in 2019 I believe there was an entry about a man in his mid to late 20s having sex with a girl in her early to mid teens. A...
Reflection
So, it’s kind of… really weird. I can say with all sincerity and authenticity: I do not want Nancy back. I am better off without constant arguments, being insulted repeatedly, and being disrespe...
:(
I am not doing okay today. I massively hurt my foot (giant tear through multiple epidermal layers) I am filled with a severe apathy in connection with my job I feel incredibly isolated and dista...
Pasts and Psych Ups
Victoria came over last night and… man, those evenings really are just the best. Not just “yay a sexual activity” because while that kind of thing is awesome and… fuck even without an orgasm for...
Then Now Until
Last night, when I got home.... scratch that. Starting over from earlier. When I left for work on Tuesday, Nala was dead asleep on the couch. Didn’t move or wake up as I went about my morning s...
Tuesday, September 15
I’m still struggling. That’s just… honesty. My body is in pain. My work schedule is a mess. My marriage is over. And I’m struggling with my own self-worth. This is actually a regular part o...
Memes and Pics and Stuff I Suppose
Either I’m prepared to cover my boss tomorrow; or the world explodes and I have to put together a jury trial with Duct Tape and Sweat. SO.. here… have some of these Even though mine is an ...
Bloody Hell
My body hurts so much that putting my shirt on irritated my skin. But this is Jury Trial Week and we need all hands on deck. Frankly, if Nancy were around to crack my back- that would be a small,...
Huh
I had something I wanted to write here but then… it vanished. I suppose… I’ll just use this space to say, then, that… if we ever get on the other side of this COVID thing? And this “race to Apo...
Thank You To All
BEFORE I GET INTO THE SUBSTANCE OF THIS ENTRY; I WISH TO STATE THAT THIS IS THE ONLY TYPE OF “SOCIAL MEDIA” I WILL BE POSTING ON TODAY. I AM NOT always GREAT ABOUT THIS BUT SINCE THE 15 YEAR ANN...
"So in case I don't see you..."
Today I am staying busy with work and trying to get things accomplished that I did not or could not accomplish last Friday, Monday, or Tuesday. So that should keep me busy. However, things that...
HA!
So I had read bookmarks. Skipped existing on-line for pretty much Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday. Now there are 97 new Bookmark Entries to read! So… that’ll be a slog. As stated two entries ...
Bit of a Backslide?
So… wanting to take control and live my bloody life… while still being a good and decent fellow… I asked Nancy what she had planned for Monday, the Bank Holiday. Of course… she responded quickly...
Therapy
Therapy was good today. I was not. Last night, my pain was bothering me. I took a late soak. Fell asleep in the bathtub. It drained. I became cold. I sleepily walked to bed and curled up in ...
Wow
I was surprised as hell last night when Victoria came over. It was zero percent sexual. In fact, she helped me walk the dog, helped me clean the kitchen, helped me cook, and watched TV with me....
Color Me Foolish
SO… blah. And bloody hell. And hamfisted twat waffle. If there is one thing I do not like is not knowing what to expect for an extended period of time. Clearly, this year for many has been an ...
Cards on the Table
Cards on the table? I told work to sod off yesterday. Barometric pressure was significantly fucking with my body. So I just crawled back in bed, closed my eyes, and slept through almost the ent...
Grumph
I’m lying. I am going to claim that the gloomy rain is the reason I’m in a depressive mood. I’m going to claim that the weather is why a depressing song popped into my head this morning. And w...
Book Description
I was 20 when I first started taking pills that let me see the world with a little less pain. A few months after that, I met a woman that I thought was beautiful and interesting. When I was 26, I proposed. We married when I was 27 and moved to Omaha. That is where our marriage ABSOLUTELY fell apart. That was 2011. For the last many years; I had been trying to salvage the marriage. At the end of 2019, I told my wife that we needed to separate. This year we file, she moves out, and I try to figure out how to get my shit sorted.
