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Happy is as happy does
So, on friday, i get a text from boyfriend. “so i was thinking that i don’t want to be without you all weekend....” even though his original plan was not to introduce me to his littlest child un...
Weekend of Blah
So, I’ve been seeing a lot of Chris despite the situation, ever since I decided that I was fine with putting myself at risk since I’m not living with anyone else right now. Since I’m super happy...
Bonding
I went to Chris’ house again last night. I’ve gone there the last few times, and I’d really like him to spend time at my house and fall in love with the beach town I live in, but it ended up bei...
Weather
I don’t know what it is exactly but I just feel LIGHTER when it’s warmer out, like it’s easier to move my body and my head is clearer. Today, I have post allergy shots head where I’m a little di...
2019- the year I played with a rhino!
What did you do in 2019 that you’d never done before? As the title suggests, I played with a rhino at the local zoo for my birthday adventure. He likes to be pet and brushed and it was so neat t...
Happy and sad tears
Leading up to Christmas, I really tried to do fun christmasy things to get myself into the spirit, with mixed results. I live just 15 minutes away from Cape May, which is a historic town. The a...
Mele Kalikimaka
It’s December 10th. I woke up, tired as usual, in my bed at my house (down the shore), got my stuff together, walked outside and… what is this sorcery? It felt like 60 degrees! Yesterday was o...
Still alone over here...
Can’t believe it’s been two months since all that happened with that guy I liked. Haven’t met anyone new (still been trying). Had a guy freak out on me last week saying “Fuck you” because he go...
Anxiety
It’s been about a year and a half since I’ve really felt anything strong for anyone. At that time, my boyfriend who was ALL IN, we’re gonna get married, we’ll be engaged by summer, etc. basicall...
I guess I should write?
I spend a lot of time reading about everyone else’s lives (on digital expressions, and now here) but I share very little of myself. It’s not that I don’t WANT to share, it’s just that I always f...
