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Sick on my stomach
I feel physically ill, I think I am in the acceptance stage even tho it is only two weeks, I know it is over. So much happened the last year and a half, it was all a waste. Things started turni...
Two weeks
Tomorrow it will be two weeks since he left. I am still reeling from it. I want to thank you all for your encouragement and kindness. It means a lot. I keep trying to make sense of it and I j...
Servived the first two nights
Spent Friday night at my sister’s house as well as Saturday. Tonight I will be at my daughter’s. It is hard being at the house and nights are no better. I need to be around people. I only hav...
An update, finally! and it is not good
Have been meaning to update for awhile just couldn’t seem to do it and the s**t hit the fan last night so guess I needed to talk it out. First tho, had my other knee replaced in November and all ...
Relaxing Saturday morning
Looks to be a nice day, sunny ut not too hot. Right now just relaxing in the sun room drinking coffee and reading. I did get the stitches out a couple of weeks ago, but I still was told not to g...
It's been awhile....
So many times I have thought of writing an entry but just never do. I am way behind on reading my favs, nothing really seems to interest me. Things are going better with Jeff. At our last the...
It's been awhile....
So many times I have thought of writing an entry but just never do. I am way behind on reading my favs, nothing really seems to interest me. Things are going better with Jeff. At our last the...
It's been awhile....
So many times I have thought of writing an entry but just never do. I am way behind on reading my favs, nothing really seems to interest me. Things are going better with Jeff. At our last the...
Post surgery one month
It has been a month since I had surgery and everything is going well. The doctor and therapists are very pleased with my progress. I am down to going to therapy twice a week and then do them at...
It has been a while.
Haven’t written or even read/replied much because things are just so-so but decided to try writing again today. Had my right knee replaced today and so far, so good. It amazes me that I can put ...
Nothing new
Things are still the same here. Haven’t updated cuz PB was down for those couple of days and then..... She didn’t come to the gig altho she was thinking about it but Jeff told her it wouldn’t be...
Still here
Still plugging away. We had one counseling session and then each an individual one. Jeff misunderstood the guy that we would both come back and was under the impressive he alone was going this ...
Counseling
We had our first counseling session today. Ironically, it was the same counselor I had seen when my first husband left. He recognized me but said he didn’t remember all the details because, in ...
Highs and lows
I have to expect that there are going to be highs and lows, possibly within the same hour and no matter what course this takes, it is going to be hard. I envision myself being in a jumbly state ...
Not promising to be a good day
today isn’t looking to be a very good day. He told me that he is really struggling with just giving up and going to her because he misses her but he still,wants to see a counselor ifit can help ...
Unsure
So, here is the story. He is willing to go to counseling to see if he can get his head on straight but he cannot guarantee anything to me. He still has strong feelings for her and they aren’t g...
Update
He deleted her this a.m. Yesterday, he said that he hadn’t communicated with her, what she had put on his wall about forgiving he took it off. As for what she had put on just regular feed and he...
Quick entry
I am ok, it is going to be hard.
Trying to stay calm
Ok, I just went on his FB page, no message from her but she wrote on his wall that she forgives him and there is a big blue heart with smaller red hearts around it. I can’t go back on it yet be...
Scared
I have been awake since probablt midnight. Jeff gets up around 4 and is non-communicative n the a.m. I asked f he slept, he said fair, then I asked if he was ok and he said he was sad. That sc...
Where we are
We are going to try and work things out. He thinks that we can. We both had horrible nights. I had told him to leave and he went to a hotel. Once he left, inreally broke down. Everything th...
He wants to work things out
Will enlighten later.
Thank you
For all your kind notes and support. Unfortunately this is almost a deja vu of when my first husband left. The only difference is that I had to struggle to remember the good times with him, wit...
My life just crashed
Just found out that Jeff has been cheating on me with someone I know and he doesn’t want to stay in our marriage. For a few months things have been just not right with Jeff. I tried talking with...
Another work week finished
I only have about 22 more months to go–😆😆. Not sure if I mentioned in my last entry that Jeff is retiring April 11. He needed to give his work 90 days notice but for some reason took his time i...
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