LachrymoseBeauty ⋅
My journals sort through some things, my feelings and my faith mostly. I'm dealing with some major psychological problems but writing it out helps alot. All of these journals are intended to remain anonymous. If you somehow discover my identity please be respectful and keep this space and my thoughts private.
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Crazy Stalker in My Fucking Feelings
This crush is riddiculous. Try to remember the sort of man you’ve fallen for! I remember hiding from you in the ladies room between classes so you couldn’t follow me. I’d wait there until I was ...
Bad Day in My Fucking Feelings
It was a bad day today. Woke up angry and discouraged. My writing career isn’t going well and I can’t get motivated to get anything done. Forgot my rosary today. A good friend who is like a broth...
Chaos in Maniacs, Prophecy, and Old Friends
My thoughts keep circling around. (How crazy am I?) It makes me dizzy. (Want me to hold your books?) The same thoughts everyday. (He really cares about you.) At the center-you. (How was your summ...
Sad in My Fucking Feelings
Went to my besties baby shower today. I was sad and jealous almost the entire time, but hopefully I managed to be personable. I didn’t cry anyway. Suddenly I came to the realization that I’m not ...
The Day the Devil Won in Maniacs, Prophecy, and Old Friends
Do you know what the devil sounds like? His voice sounds like your own, or mine. But the things he says are things you never would have thought. I heard him once. Tell me what venture would be wo...
Missing You in My Fucking Feelings
I’m feeling really disconnected right now. I’m not sure why. I’m going to a show at the Black Sheep tonight, but it isn’t your show. I know I will find myself looking around for you anyway. I hop...
Hugs and Cuddles in My Fucking Feelings
I want hugs! All the hugs! Not only am I gonna hug you but also your girlfriend and your girlfriend’s girlfriend and also maybe your dog. Why? Because I require oxytocin. Also I love hugs. And if...
Demons in Maniacs, Prophecy, and Old Friends
Bought a book on demon hunting. They’ve hunted me long enough. I decided maybe I should hunt them for a change. It’s a bit scary. I will only run into two types of possesed people. Those who are ...
Lonely in My Fucking Feelings
Feeling very sad and lonely lately… Again. It’s like there’s a feeling of being disconnected from the world. Even while I’m surrounded by friends I feel alone. I feel different. I feel like there...
The Bible and New Prophets in Maniacs, Prophecy, and Old Friends
I finished reading the book of Mark today. Although I was intrigued by the differences in narrative between the two gospels I’ve (re)read so far, I’m excited to be done with them so that I can ju...
The Behaviors of Ghosts in Maniacs, Prophecy, and Old Friends
Well, the last diary site I used was deleting parts of entries and allowed very little customization so I’ve downloaded what I could save and I’m starting fresh here. It’s important to me to keep...
