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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.

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March 28, 2023

Thoughts in Journal

As a science-minded person, I am cautious of bias. Specifically my own bias. I experience bias on a personal level. As in, if I haven’t actively tried to disprove a concept that is primarily or s...


March 20, 2023

Aw, SH*T in Journal

Banks collapsed. USDC unpegged. BTC pumped. In other news, the electricity is slowly making it’s way through the house. Currently half the kitchen has new 3-wire proper grounded conduit wiring....


March 14, 2023

Adult Children of in Journal

Emotionally Immature Parents needs a re-read. I have drafted a few letters to FIL only to discard them all. None of them were good. Either I went on too long explaining my stuff while pointing ...


March 11, 2023

Our house in Journal

Is so jank. It’s humorous in a way, if it were not for some real health hazards. We had one problem (of many) wherein our electrical was grounded to the plumbing. This causes a myriad of issues,...


March 02, 2023

I would recommend in Journal

Every mother to do some kind of pelvic floor physical therapy or exercise. Honestly it should be standard of care. The nameless nagging “stuff” that bothered me is gone. Even my knees feel better...


March 01, 2023

Thoughts in Journal

The violence of today is a pernicious shadow of the past. PT therapist (T) told me about her family a bit. Her husband taking her kids out to see his sister and mom. And T didn’t mind not going b...


February 27, 2023

I was There in Journal

Lately at PT therapist has talked about her kids. I’m surprised at the number of regrets that pour out of her. Seemingly without notice, without awareness, and with a sort of air of “it’s like th...


February 26, 2023

When is it Appropriate in Journal

To consider ear piercing for your daughter? The question is intriguing to me because the fact of body autonomy and informed consent is forefront in my mind. And when does a child have the degree ...


February 25, 2023

It's always something in Journal

I’m feeling kind of annoyed. It is so difficult to find people/institutions/individuals genuinely interested in the well being of others. I’m annoyed because, after feeling tired, low energy, h...


February 18, 2023

Church!? in Journal

Scream the atheists and Christians alike, when they discover I’m an atheist going to service. It’s not that weird, though. I mean, it’s unusual. But, logical. I needed to take seriously the warni...


February 11, 2023

The Present in Journal

It’s a funny thing. This is probably the most insane time to be alive in the history of humanity. Idk it seems that way to most people. Most people, sadly, believe the insanity and are themselve...


February 10, 2023

My grandma died in Journal

And I’m not sure how I feel about it. Nope. I do. I just don’t like it. I wish my grandma was a different person… That grief is still there and that means that I’m denying reality. When I sear...


February 08, 2023

There's a lot in Journal

On my mind atm. Yesterday my cousin messaged me. I know that I should not be surprised. She’s always been the same, even since a child. Well, I mean she’s older than me but, just saying she’s alw...


February 06, 2023

Tired in Journal

Poor Lexi Bird was up half the night not feeling well. Fortunately it was just gas (I think) and has fallen back to her normal routine now. I engaged in a very interesting conversation today abo...


February 04, 2023

Mom's group in Journal

Was pretty cool. There were 10 or so of us all at a house- all having had the same home birth midwife. That was the common point among us, but we definitely found lots more in common. The things...


February 03, 2023

Luggage in Journal

I don’t think that womb rental is a violation of the NAP. So, it’s not evil. But it is a class of vague human rights violations. An analogy might be the discovery of a totally secluded island po...


February 02, 2023

Choice in Journal

Is forever the standard. That which increases choice is inherently more virtuous. That which decreases choice is inherently more evil. I’ve written about this before, but it comes to mind again a...


January 28, 2023

Spheres of in Journal

Influence and concern. These have recently come to my attention as things I should be actively monitoring. This is an example of a major life changing piece of wisdom that every parent should be...


January 25, 2023

It seems like in Journal

A lifetime since I last wrote. It’s a whole nother world, on the other side. I feel so much better. I’ve improved my behavior and relationship with my son so much it’s unrecognizable. To anyone i...


Steiner’s advocacy for the truth and value of empiricism is belied by the methods he employs in discovery of, and support of empiricism. Steiner fails to uphold his assertions that empiricism is ...


HEX jumped a full 70% so I took out my initial principle. I’m really happy I did… Even if it continues up, the peace of mind was worth it, and the rest is profit. I didn’t do that last year, and ...


January 12, 2023

Conversation in Journal

With aunt B went pretty well yesterday. I had a few revolutionary ideas to drop on her.. lol. I have the feeling that she will be mind-blown until about 2 hours after she left. People have a way ...


January 10, 2023

Mental Illness in Journal

Recently I watched someone describe what acting out borderline personality disorder was like. I call it acting out… Because like most of these psychological disorders, it always seems to never h...


January 09, 2023

Y'all my babies in Journal

Are the cutest! They also have big heads. This bean had a 15” head at birth. I still have diastasis recti, which is separation of the abdominal muscles, and (tmi!) trouble holding in elimination...


January 07, 2023

2022 in Journal

Was the first year that I have made no contact with my parents. I find myself imagining conversations with people who might ask about it. No one ever does. The last request I made to my parents ...


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