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BD is useless. in Since OD is shutting down....
You guys. I applaud every woman in the world that deals with the bullshit I do. I seriously don’t know how to navigate co-parenting with a fucking idiot. Okay so yesterday he wanted her but arou...
Ya'll keep me going. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am overwhelmed by all the love I have received writing about my life. I appreciate every single one of you and I feel very humbled that so many people see me as strength. I definitely do what ...
I'm leaving. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so the weekend went awry. Saturday he was an asshole all day long. Sunday rolls around and he’s still being an asshole. I think his daughter set it off by saying she’d been replaced. He sha...
Yep. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I just saved the latest entry. I didn’t finish it but I have new things to talk about. I worked 12 hours yesterday and made a decent amount of money. I still have some but it’s going to bills...
Yep. in Since OD is shutting down....
So it’s been a crazy few days. Yesterday my daughter and boyfriend went to a movie and I worked about 5 hours and made over $100. It’s for my car note. I didn’t work at all today because I was j...
A friend died, custody, stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
I made pretty good money yesterday and I have made nothing today. I don’t even have money to buy dinner and will probably have to use my credit card. I am going further in debt all the time beca...
Burnt out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m taking the day off. The last couple of days have been absolutely horrible and I need a day. I have been applying to numerous jobs online and I have even thought about becoming a pharmacy tec...
Life's expensive. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been an alright week. I made the most money today and I’m wanting to work some on Sunday. The boyfriend got the child from school and then we went and got nachos. He went out for a little b...
Money, court, stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so a lot has happened since I’ve wrote last. I made decent money last week and over the weekend. Today however I made hardly anything and I’m still short on my car note. I did the refer ...
Blessing in disguise. in Since OD is shutting down....
So last night, he called saying that he was out of gas and was going to sleep by the side of the road. I ask him if he needs me to bring gas. It was very cold/rainy last night. He declines. He t...
God help me. in Since OD is shutting down....
Court this morning went fine. The whole thing was dismissed. Mainly because my little brother lives with my Dad now and in order for the judge to grant the order, my boyfriend would have ended u...
Court today. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve woken up with one helluva stomach ache. I don’t know if it’s because I ate junk before bed or my nerves are fucking shot. We have both court dates today and I honestly can’t wait to get ...
The Monday that really sucked. in Since OD is shutting down....
Like OMG! Everyone I dealt with today has just been awful. I could not wait to be done with work. I did make my car note though. I’m planning to work from 6am-9am tomorrow morning because then I...
I just want to be single. in Since OD is shutting down....
Everything is a fucking issue and I’m tired of it. Last night, I was informed that he will be doing whatever he wants from now on and not feel guilty about it. Uh okay. I tell him to go damn nea...
Parenting app. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ya’ll!!! So BD text me saying he’s got some bad news about his living situation. I sent the invite on the app again and we’ve been talking on there. Okay so I want to preface this by saying he’s...
Rollercoaster. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am seriously so fucking tired. Financially, mentally, and emotionally. So yesterday, BD started his shit again so I let him know we are to communicate through a parenting app and I sent him th...
Mother's Day. in Since OD is shutting down....
It was a beautiful day. My boyfriend even made us funnel cakes and they were amazing. I know, not diet food but I couldn’t help but splurge. The AC wasn’t completely cutting it yesterday so we...
The weekend. in Since OD is shutting down....
So he had her for a few hours on Thursday night. I was annoyed because I was to meet them at the gas station by my house and they took quite a while when it was already getting late and he just ...
Update! in Since OD is shutting down....
So I was alone last night while my boyfriend was sleeping and my daughter was outside with her friends and started looking on Google about custody/visitation and parental alienation. I am very c...
I hate everybody. in Since OD is shutting down....
My friend had got my Mom and I talking again. Well, texting. She’s the same person she always has been where she doesn’t like hearing the truth and only wants a relationship with me if it means ...
Different but the same. in Since OD is shutting down....
I look at old entries and it’s amazing to me how much has changed but how much has remained the same. I can’t believe all the time and energy I spent being upset over things that I can’t control...
Today was better. in Since OD is shutting down....
I worked for awhile this morning while boyfriend and daughter hung out and he was able to get some stuff done. We’re getting a long better and will be renewing the lease. He realizes that he goe...
Unresolved. in Since OD is shutting down....
He called me a little bit ago and asked me to come to where he was. He said that I don’t want to be around him and I feel he doesn’t want to be around me. He asked what my plans are and I said I...
Terrible. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I didn’t get to work much today and I was pretty sure my daughter had her after school program today so I pick her up from school and we drive over there just for me to have some kid tell me ...
Another day. in Since OD is shutting down....
Things are just whatever at this point. Since my boyfriend lost his phone in a river downtown, I ended up spending $500 to get him into another one. I never really did get a thank you. I was jus...
