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I’ve spent a lot of time in the past few days realizing why I’m the way I am. I’ve been single most of my adult life and by myself. I’ve never had a normal relationship with a man so when one com...
Wednesday. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been another rainy, cold, gloomy day. I’ve been talking to the new guy for a couple of days now. I hesitate saying too much because it probably won’t work out. None of them do. I’ve been ab...
Whirlwind. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so Sunday was just a rough day all the way around. Work was awful. It just wasn’t staying busy and I wasn’t making what I needed for the week. I finished the week short $70 which I’m still u...
Grandma's Funeral, work. in Since OD is shutting down....
So it’s early Saturday morning. Thursday morning we laid my Grandma to rest. The funeral was absolutely beautiful. She was very loved. We went out with my aunts and uncles for dinner at Pizza Ran...
You guys are awesome! in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been reading my comments from my last entry and I’m sitting here crying like no other. Y’all have been so supportive! I get more support online from people I don’t know than here in what sho...
I'm fucking heartbroken. in Since OD is shutting down....
All I can say is I will never try to find a man after this. I am going to make 1 entry about this person and I won’t speak of it again. I just don’t understand why I’m always berated for my likes...
Things are okay. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter went with her Dad on Saturday afternoon. She stayed with them and then they took her to school this morning. He messaged saying she was crying when it was time to say goodbye. I told ...
Tuesday. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my daughter went with them for the weekend and even stayed last night with them. They had gotten a room here in town and then took her to school. I’ve hung out with a new guy a couple of times...
It's Friday. in Since OD is shutting down....
I was working yesterday and thinking about what I’m going to do about my Mom eating our food. Even though I’ve explained that we don’t get much help with groceries anymore because I’ve had income...
Thursday. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a pretty good day. My daughter and I got breakfast and then some stuff at the store. She’s leaving on Saturday morning to spend the holiday with her Dad. I had originally tried to invit...
Wednesday. in Since OD is shutting down....
So since I worked yesterday morning and last night, I decided to take today off. My daughter and I ran to Target. I wanted to get a gift card for her big sister and a few other things. I’m now in...
Tuesday. in Since OD is shutting down....
I showered this morning before we went and had breakfast. My daughter came with and I made a little bit of money. I was busy last night when that boy messaged me over Facebook saying he needed $8...
That boy. in Since OD is shutting down....
Yeah so he left Saturday night due to his knee hurting. He said he needed to get home and take muscle relaxers because the pain was so bad. I guess he tried to work some Saturday but then fell on...
Monday. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s another snowy/crappy day. We’re staying home because the roads are covered with ice and snow. There’s no travel advised all over the state and it’s just another day to stay in. I’m still rea...
It's Sunday. in Since OD is shutting down....
So it’s been a whirlwind of activity the past few days. My Mom did come and babysit yesterday and on Friday. I haven’t heard from her today because it has snowed so that’s her out. I’m still tryi...
Yeah. in Since OD is shutting down....
So last night we went out to eat and then my friend came over. We watched a movie and just hung out. He spent the night and left this morning. I was a bit irritated because he didn’t want to make...
Here we are. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m really worried about this weekend. It’s supposed to snow but it won’t be super cold so hopefully it either won’t snow much or it won’t stick. I worry that with the bad weather, my Mom will ha...
I can't sleep. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I went to bed super early again and now I’m up and I just want to sleep. I’m struggling with everything right now. I have been talking to a couple of different people on Facebook about watchin...
You guys!! in Since OD is shutting down....
I appreciate the comments! This guy is pretty much a joke. He’s the same one I wrote about a few months ago. The one that said out of nowhere that he was worried I was going to use him but he’s b...
Monday, oh boy. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I slept pretty good last night. I was absolutely exhausted. Yesterday we had breakfast after getting busted. I knew I wasn’t to bring my daughter with me while I worked and it was discovered. ...
Car bill, doing alright. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s now Sunday morning. I got the car fixed, I guess. It was a couple of thousand dollars and it still makes the same noises as before. I’m hoping it’s nothing serious or expensive at this point...
Another day. in Since OD is shutting down....
Last night was a rough night for sleeping. I’m not as tired as I should be, but hoping tonight is going to go better. My daughter just struggled to go to sleep. I don’t know if she’s worried abou...
They don't care, keep going! in Since OD is shutting down....
I am definitely getting tired. I’ve been up since 3am, I didn’t sleep well at all worrying about my car and what it’s going to cost me to fix it. I dropped daughter off at school, got my coffee a...
Car troubles. in Since OD is shutting down....
I truly appreciate the comments. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. I don’t have any support here in my life so getting it online is nothing short of amazing. Even if my own family doesn’t c...
I wish I ever had support. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a decent morning. I got my daughter to school, had breakfast and then a shower. I drove some today and I have a weird clunking noise by the front tire when I go in reverse or hit certai...
