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Unreliable. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve learned a lot in parenting the past few years and one of the main things I’ve learned is that not only are people going to break promises but to never expect much and not tell my kid people ...
Boredom in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter is starting to really get tired of being at home and being around me. I wish there was more people to hang out with and more to do because she’s definitely getting cabin fever. I wish...
Irate! in Since OD is shutting down....
OKay so my daughter and I went to the store and then decided to stop by my brother’s house because we were bored. He tells me that the sperm donor messaged him to say he’s working under the table...
More lies. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just....oh my. Okay so I happened to see a few posts on a Facebook page we have here where people post asking for stuff they need for free and there was several from kid’s sperm donor. First, h...
Yoooooo in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter goes back to school tomorrow after being out for 10 days. She will go until Friday and then have another week off. It’s just so hard trying to keep my kid on any kind of routine becau...
Advice is welcome. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve done a lot of thinking over the weekend and plan to call the women’s shelter here in my town and seek advice. I need to find a place to take my car in and check for a tracker and find out wh...
Safety concerns. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter and I go over to my brother’s house yesterday and we weren’t there 20 minutes when the nut job messaged him. I find this creepy as shit but don’t have a chance to really think about i...
Attitude. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have developed a different and much more positive attitude since my brother said some stuff on my birthday and I do believe that it was stuff that I needed to hear. I definitely understand how ...
Another day. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter and i have been home since yesterday afternoon. We are both starting to get a little stir crazy. My Mom came for a minute earlier and brought us some stuff from the store but couldn’t...
Job and childcare concerns. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have gotten an email for a job and they want me to reach out and schedule an interview. It’s at a place with benefits and a hefty sign-on bonus. I don’t know if this is just for full time or no...
New thoughts on stuff. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve been doing some serious thinking on and off the past couple of years about my kid’s Dad and realize that I would like to talk to a lawyer and see what my options are as far as terminating...
Anxiety, problems. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am one of those people who truly worries about everything, in depth to the point of making myself physically ill. I don’t know why I do this but I always have and most of the time, things work ...
Bullshit, all the way. in Since OD is shutting down....
So since my brother isn’t calling me back soon enough, I need to rant about a couple of things. First off, my Mom works now even though she was retired and hadn’t worked in 2 years. I am annoyed ...
Control and choices. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have never considered myself a control freak or thought that I may have control issues whatsoever but now that I’m a parent, I realize that I need to have some control over things to be okay. ...
Contradictory statements. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my brother....he has been told at least a hundred times to stop talking to my child’s sperm donor and to block him. Well, my brother does but then unblocks him and then sperm donor messages hi...
Brainwashing. in Since OD is shutting down....
My brother and I had a conversation on my birthday about my parents. We still believe that my Mom is being brainwashed. She hasn’t babysat in about 3 months now and I’m sure all hell would break ...
Alrighty. in Since OD is shutting down....
So we took the kids to the event we had here in town. It wasn’t too bad but a lot of waiting in lines and my back was absolutely killing me towards the end. I’m just glad the kids had fun because...
Job interview. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been doing a lot of thinking about my job interview tomorrow and I’m already feeling there’s a huge red flag that I just can’t ignore. I had asked about working at the location that’s clos...
My thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
My birthday was yesterday and it was a pretty good day. My daughter and I went to Starbies to get my free birthday drink and I got her a cake pop. Burger King for breakfast and then my Mom came f...
My thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have spent a lot of time thinking about the future and what I really want. I know that I want to move and start fresh in a new place but I also worry about my problems being way more stressful ...
Boundaries. in Since OD is shutting down....
I want to talk a little bit about boundaries and how impossible it’s been to have them dealing with toxic, narc people. So my Dad sexually abused me as a child and has always been really weird. E...
No one. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been thinking about some stuff. So I got a protection order against my kid’s Dad when I was about 6 months pregnant because he threatened to kill me. He still kept contacting my friend and...
Counseling part 2. in Since OD is shutting down....
I woke up this morning and decided I was going to drop my kid off with the babysitter and go to my appointment. I didn’t think I would because gas prices are absolutely insane and I didn’t want t...
Moving thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve heard back and I’m thinking I need more time to decide what I really want. I know that I don’t want to stay here but I also worry that moving several hours away could end up in complete disa...
Physically tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I feel very accomplished today. I got my daughter on the bus and then had my shower and ate breakfast. I picked up my medications and then dived right into cleaning up my daughter’s room. I haule...
