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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Part One of Vacation Posting. Haven’t had time to keep up with reading as I had wanted. WILL catch up sometime! Monday, Day 1 Woke up at 6 am..... then went back to sleep a few hours later, lol....


Still on vacation; but just got a job interview lined up. It would be as an Assistant County Attorney The pay would be in the 50k arena It would be in Dallas County… 30 min from my parents, 1 hou...



NOT that it is in any way a surprise but… I need a full time job, lol. Apparently, I was so excited to actually have work today… I wrote down my shifts wrong. I work (Interviews -> Court ->...


So, I used to watch Scrubs all the time. But I never saw Season 8 or 9. Watching Season 8 on Netflix right now. If any of you are familiar with Season 8… John Dorian (JD) played by Zach Braff…...


No word from Louisa County today and as this was their deadline for final offers; I guess that means I don’t have to worry about making that decision. Good. Really. It would have been a very d...


Originally, I thought about doing this in Intellectual Controversies… but decided what I really wanted to do was go deeply personal. Deep dive some of my personal history and emotions. So.... e...


Alternate Title: a true entry Last night, as I knew that I needed to work early today, I decided to do what I could to sleep. I took a sleeping pill and drank two strong whiskey drinks. I fell ...


My oh my, this is a crazy busy day. Except not really. Because this is my Irish Twin cousin (yes, I know that’s weird) first wedding anniversary, it is also Father’s Day. It is also, if I’m no...


This absolutely zero sleep thing better stop pretty GD quick. I mean… I know I could take sleeping pills or something but… that doesn’t exactly SOLVE the problem. It just means I’ll have to dea...


I do like European Fashions better than American. I would like to have a more Japanese/Chinese frame than my American frame. I adore the Japanese interviewees. And… the Norwegian comments hit h...


You readers are awesome. Seriously, you are amazing people and I am so thankful and happy for your notes! Good insights, excellent questions, and wonderful advice. I do appreciate it… even whe...


10:40 pm and I am back in my apartment in Omaha. Since yesterday, I racked up a full 600 miles (or about 965 km) and got exactly 3 hours of sleep. According to England’s WIKIPEDIA Geography… 60...


Being at my parents house riles me up. This time… about the world. I get that everyone has their own theory about how the world should work and what should be prioritized but… darnit, I’m pisse...


Worst thing about taking sleeping pills in order to get to sleep at night is that when I wake up, I never wake up. I’m tired and sluggish and groggy for the next five hours. Considering I have ...


Originally, I wrote this up for my Emotional book under the title “The Things We See.” But I figured it would belong well here. Another night of no sleep. I considered taking a sleeping pill a...


This will be quick and teeny tiny. I was just talking to my parents and checked on the status of some job stuff. Looked closer and this interview I have on Monday is for a Part Time Job. That o...


Haven’t written in this book for almost a week. My own semi-depressive state has really been taking its toll on me… and with Wife in her own near-constant depressive state; it has fallen to me t...


RReluctantly trying to do this on my phone so appologies for typos or repeated letters due to the keyboard. Just wanted tp post this: On Monday, I sent out all those applications, right? Well… ...


Such a strange and interesting day. Last night after the super weird with Wife, we went to bed.... or I went to bed. Wife was lazily half-doing things around the house until about 3:30 am. BUT…...


All caught up with ProseBox, hooray. Already got contacted from one of my applications that they will likely want to interview me. Problem is… it would be Charles City which is two hours away f...


I awoke today from another employment-based nightmare. This one involved my own history and some tripyness. Things to note: (1) I once worked for Kum & Go, a chain of convenience stores; (2...


I have officially become nocturnal. I’ve decided not to post an entry until I’ve become all caught up. So… since I’m not sleeping at night, that is what I’ve been doing. Playing catch up. N...


Soy Desalentado So I may be a bit melodramatic… I come by it honestly. Not only are there no further interviews (as previously lamented) there are no further job openings… I’ve been watching int...


About last night… Wife had the day off yesterday and I worked most of the day. We ended the day fine (I thought) but as we got in bed; she started crying. The thought of returning to work the ...