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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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High Winds in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Windy Day Today My office is not hugely tall… not like a downtown Des Moines Office. Our office is the Old County Hospital that was re-purposed in the 1960’s. So I have a bit of a corner office...
Pop Culture Debates in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Partially as there isn’t much to say today… I wanted to look into some Pop Culture Discussion Topics and Debate Topics. That being said there may be spoilers herein for Television Shows, Movies...
Tue Two Too To sday in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Went to bed around 11:30. Woke up at 2:30 needing to pee. Dog woke up and got super excited that someone was awake. Would not settle down and go back to sleep until 4. I am super tired. Being...
On Castle and Debates in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I’ve seen this meme go around a few times: and I actually want to add and expand the original concept. As this can be used in the following: Why do guys not care if it is a fake orgasm? Why do ...
Mumunmununsdays in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Boy, I hate Mumunmununsdays. Wish I could just roll out of bed and grab some enchiladas. SO… after MBFITWW left last night the dog calmed down a bit. I think Wife’s absence plus the presence of...
Days in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
What a weekend :/ Friend came over. Took the dog a long time to get used to him. Wife and I took turns with the dog going out, for walks, and all that. Friend and I tried to talk… Wife was actua...
As The Fog Descends in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Today is a foggy foggy morning. I woke up, got dressed, Nala woke up. I took her to her bowls and gave her fresh water and some food. She was entirely disinterested. Took her outside. She ma...
I Have Mapped My April in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Obviously, those who read me can appreciate that I am a fan of schedules. Not like… tightly, insane, every minute of every day is planned and any deviation from that plan is fatal. THAT kind of...
Dog Question in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Okay, folks… I know there are people out there that would say “I don’t care if I go bankrupt, my dog is getting whatever he/she needs!!” I’m not that kind of guy. However, I am the kind of guy th...
Work, Life, Love in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Woke up this morning; Puppy is dead to the world asleep. I’m able to go to the bathroom, comb my hair, brush my teeth, take my pills and all of that before she even starts to get out of her bed....
Last Little Bit in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Saturday we went to counseling. Counselor said we’re doing well. Then we went to look at Puppies. We didn’t need to. We weren’t obligated to. It was something that Wife said she was ready to ...
April 1(ish)- Resolution Check in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I hope but cannot promise that at the beginning of each month, I will review my Yearly Resolutions and chart where I am. It is another way of keeping me honest, keeping me focused, and hopefully...
Erasing Positives in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
An assortment of hours, less than 36 hours. At Marriage Counsleing, our therapist said that we were doing really well. We decided to schedule our next appointment for four weeks away. We left t...
An interesting last many hours in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
BE FOREWARNED The following entry may contain “Too Much Information” and/or contain material of a graphic adult nature. While that means this could be entered into my more graphic book built for...
Weird Idea in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I just had a weird idea for a story: Normal person, normal life, 3rd Shift Convenience Store Clerk, nothing special. They use a site like Prosebox to journal and read other journals. One day, th...
How Appropriate in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
This is appropriate. I can’t spend a lot of time on this site, but I need it for my mental state of calm. Rather like when I was studying for the bar exam. So like when I was taking the bar ex...
Survey in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… a little outreach can be helpful. JUst doing a survey to fill some time while I wait for a phone call: How old will you be in five years? I will be 40 days away from my 40th birthday How tal...
Thanks and More in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Thank you to people who left comments on my last entry. It helps. As does spending the weekend with my parents. In their way. My father still supports Trump in ways that should otherwise make...
All in All in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
When things go according to expectations… and that isn’t great. Got home. Tired and exhausted. Went to the gym. Tired and exhausted and still the same weight. Came home… nothing much of anyt...
As It Goes in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Oh holy hell. Another day of go GO GO GO GO Got here at 8… first “breather” was at 11:06. And that breather was rather forced to happen by me because I’d been going nonstop. It is funny. I...
Self Sabatoge in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I want to start this off with a specific noise to express how I’m feeling right now but I can’t find the right letters on the keyboard to do so. Today. Has been. Busy. I got to work at a quart...
Don't Expect Much, Darlings in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Today is… an odd day. I woke up from a fascinating dream that I will share at the very end of this (as hearing people’s dreams can be a bit boring) and I noticed it was 4:50 a.m. And I was rathe...
Long Day Starting Rough in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… yesterday was St. Patrick’s Day. I had to start late on that… we worked out and I drank a bunch of water to try to counterbalance the sweat. So when I started drinking, I was drinking Double...
Ready Set Go in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Speed writing? Because this is going to be quick. This week promises to be busy, next week promises to be a fucking nightmare so we’ll see how much my writing and reading keep up or don’t. I am ...
30 Second Entry in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Just wanted to pop in today and say Halloooooo and everyone have safe St. Patrick’s Day festivities if you are in a location that celebrates this holiday with copious amounts of alcoholic beverag...
