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a nervous breakdown waiting to happen and also happening. med student floating in imagination land

Your white coat does not hide your sins.

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October 28, 2020

why in Procrastination Journal

So my least favorite thing is when you refer someone somewhere because they specifically ask for a referral and they no show to the appointment that was created with them, with their schedule in ...


April 24, 2018

i guess in Procrastination Journal

fuckin I guess there will be midterm elections, because we’re trying to act like democracy is real in the USA. HAHAHA. anyway. In Ohio there’s a bunch of people running for congress and their p...


January 02, 2018

lol in Procrastination Journal

Food Survey 1. How do you feel about golden oreos? - i don’t really like those. I’ve never tried them of course, but still. What is your favorite dessert topping? - sprinkles? NO NO TH...


All the cavs have to do is lose one more game then everyone can stop talking about “the game” For maybe a few days I guess Last fall Northeast Ohio was still riding on the high of the championsh...


so this saturday right I went to starbucks to complete the star dash. The kind of goals I can actually accomplish. But focus. When we went back to the car I saw this random card in the empty sp...


My dad is stressed because he’s been sexually harassing his exgirlfriend at work and she told on him And I called him today to ask him to check my passport and then I asked about Coco, and he goe...


Here I am, minding my own business Doing my rank list Becoming less and less aware of your existence and more and more into fake boys (kpop boy bands with boys that are too young I mean early twe...


one of the residents had bad BO. Like, okay, I haven’t smelled BO in a while. But why is it so distinctive? They have a really nice simulation center (like Star Trek) And, at my school there was...


Went to an interview today, and on the tour we ran into some woman. Idk. A bunch of millennials, dressed in suits, walking around a children’s hospital. Obviously we’re on our interview day. T...


getting real sick of my aunt let’s just vent here gossiping three instances of her getting mad at me about her changing her mind let’s see now a. Once we were up in Westerville, and we had gone...


I have to finish this personal statement And I have to finish it so I can send out my letter requests but fuck I am dying It’s torture to look at, and I can’t make it good at all. I think all o...


when my mom passed i was taking quite a bit of benadryl every night to get to sleep I noticed that if i took a little too much it would wake me up and I’d have heart pounding, breathing heavy, bo...


What does your online diary name mean, and why did you pick it? Arsenic sauce is a line from the song “You’re a Mean One, Mr. Grinch” and I don’t have any particular attachment to the song or the...


So, a bit ago I wrote about a scholarship I had applied for and it turns out I got that scholarship!! So the way it goes is, you have to promise to do residency in one of their approved programs ...


May 17, 2016

Walp in Procrastination Journal

Okay Test prep apparently means hey, why not let your anxiety and depression go into turbo mode? Well, turbo for anxiety maybe, depression just kinda sits there, doesn’t it? Whatever. I feel ...


Yesterday, I asked my dad if we could go to Cracker Barrel because I had a hankerin for some Cracker Barrel but didn’t want to pay for it/go by myself. My aunt’s friend has a retirement job there...


I had a test today and my computer wasn’t working so I had to use a school computer. I didn’t know where to put it. I went up to the front table where the proctors sit, to turn in my scrap paper...


yo it’s exam week whatever OSCE, practical, whatever, people whatever idgaf did that today Diverticulitis? in a 45 year old with no constitutional symptoms? i guess. I bought some practice exam...


I got an Ancestry dna test and it said 56% african which is duh. Nigerian and Ghana & Ivory Coast mostly. which makes sense because it’s West Africa 40% European (girl… okay) but what reall...


“Are you a trump supporter?/do you like trump?” -what? Oh no, I’m… -A woman -black/Latin@/Asian/native american -a Christian -a college grad -a high school grad -a middle school grad -I know Spa...


I am working on evening things up Like, Black lady One time I read a book where the mom corrected her so not to say black lady but to say black woman. I don’t remember the book. Was it The Co...


Okay so. I looked up the report of my fluoroscopy a few days ago on my own chart. Then frantically tried to find the email saying this was okay just to remind myself that it is in fact okay. Th...


Dear senior and attending, You could make your OWN SEPARATE fucking note instead of just addending my shitty med student one with outdated labs and virtually no plan. Just a suggestion. Love, y...


Even if you have a mobile app for tracking periods, You should also use your internal app for predicting periods. “Those can’t be menstrual cramps, my phone says I still have 7 days! No way, ca...


Thursday I went to the doctor to get prescribed omeprazole No that’s not right I went to get evaluated for reflux. I’ve had some of it since I was a kid. Like, I remember being in the Stoneridge ...


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