We ain't got time to go see doctors (I'm a bad patient part2 in Procrastination Journal

Okay so.

I looked up the report of my fluoroscopy a few days ago on my own chart.

Then frantically tried to find the email saying this was okay just to remind myself that it is in fact okay.

Then yesterday (just saw it today) the doctor from student health sent me a message on their patient portal telling me about it (I have sliding hiatal hernia and some esophageal dysmotility to solid… But no reflux shown!). and says “I am referring you to GI for EGD”

Okay, for what.

Like. I know why I have this: because I am fat and I eat like a trash can.

I don’t know when she thinks I’m going to do this? On a lunch break? Between surgeries? On my post-call day?

And then what? I’m not getting surgery so it’s not like an EGD will change management. Does she think they’ll find a mass or something? Good, I hope it’s malignant, I should’ve died like 3 years ago.

I’ll just sit up when I eat and wait until I have better health insurance to deal with this.