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September 15, 2020

Dear John in All other relationships

Why do you keep coming back into my life? We met so many years ago online. I definitely wasn’t expecting to meet you. Your profile said you were separated and normally I never would have even ...


March 24, 2019

So sad in All other relationships

I posted an ad on cl looking for another woman who lives near where I work so we could go walking on my morning break. I didn’t get a single response from any women but in typical fashion, the r...


Dear John, I don’t know why you popped into my mind tonight while I could’t sleep. It has been a while. It’s so weird how extremely connected I felt to you when we first met. I was always very...


Most of the time I really am fine. I have convinced myself that I am over him. I think I realized how not over him I really am when I went on vacation with Matt and the kids. Here I am with th...


November 25, 2017

OMFG in General Nonsense

I just found out why pharmaceutical companies are so profitable. I think I’m going to need something for anxiety and ulcers asap. I just took my teen daughter out for her very first driving les...


October 29, 2017

#metoo in All other relationships

I don’t actually know if this would count as sexual assault or not to be honest. I actually blame myself for a million reasons for ending up in this situation. With the #metoo movement that is ...


So… I have officially started my own business. I don’t have a single customer yet lol. That’s ok… I’m patient. I am seriously running out of money and I am scared. I am nervous and excited at...


So much has happened since I last logged on here. Half the time I can’t even remember the name of this website lol. I can’t believe how many changes I have gone through and how much I have grow...


Last year at this time, I knew Lou was lying to me when he was saying that he wasn’t watching the Superbowl. He said he would probably fall asleep by the halftime show. He said that took his ki...


January 06, 2015

Insomnia sucks in General Nonsense

I can’t believe that after my first day back to work after having 12 days off, I can’t fall asleep. I was up at 5 am this am and I have been tired all day, just dreaming about being able to go t...


November 10, 2014

Too Afraid in All other relationships

To let love grow. In front of me I have this beautiful wonderful man. We just spent an absolutely beautiful day together. It was darn near perfect. Last pm before he went to work he stopped by...


I am so confused. I just don’t know what to do about Lou. I feel like I should break up with him for still not telling anyone about me. But there is a part of me that feels like he shows his l...


I have grown to love Lou more than any other man to date. He has only been in my life for a year. In that time he has shown me love like none other. He is tender and smart and funny and the sw...


It looks like I was wrong after all to think that the end was near. After Lou told me Friday pm that he wasn’t coming, he came anyways. It was late but it was something. He just didn’t think h...


As the song goes. I have been sensing for a while now that things are off with Lou. I love him and he has shown me love way more than anyone else ever has before. He is a good man. That is wh...


I just love him so much! He is so good to me and so kind. Nobody has ever loved me like this before. Whenever I am with him I feel all warm and fuzzy. Even when I think about him I start feel...


I have been feeling so warm and fuzzy lately. I honestly don't think I have ever felt this loved before. Lou is such a good man. I love him so much and I am so very lucky to have him. I still...


Shironda the dispatcher from the EH yard sent me a friend request on fb yesterday. I thought that was weird in and of itself. We weren't exactly friends, dare I say I didn't even like her. But...


I am in love with Lou. I know I am. But I also know that I still love George. Whyyyyyyyyy? WTF is so great about him? I hate myself for loving him. I think I just keep diluting myself into ...


I'm starting to obsess on Lou a little. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing. I do know that it is completely ridiculous though. He was just here this am. He is a good man. I ...


Yaaaaayyyy Me!!! I finally got my own place. I can't even believe it. I am still at my sisters right now to finish out the school year but I have my own apartment. I moved all my furniture in...


June 02, 2014

Yeah Me!!! in General Nonsense

I went and got the keys to my new place on Saturday pm. I took Emily with me so she could see the new place. I had 2 of my sisters meet me over there later. They really liked it. I know they ...


It is the end of the school year. I am feeling it once again. The exhaustion has set in majorly. Getting up at 4 am everyday takes its toll by the end of the year. I am giving way to morning ...


I just can't believe how blessed I truly am. I got kind of mad at Lou last pm for something stupid... I was just being stupid sensitive. It wasn't even a big deal but when I went to bed I had a...


We did it. We finally admitted our feelings for each other last week. Friday 5/9/14 to be exact. He had been telling me in the funniest of ways for a while first. In fact, I knew the exact da...


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