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3 days ago

Dear John

Why do you keep coming back into my life? We met so many years ago online. I definitely wasn’t expecting to meet you. Your profile said you were separated and normally I never would have even ...


March 23, 2019

So sad

I posted an ad on cl looking for another woman who lives near where I work so we could go walking on my morning break. I didn’t get a single response from any women but in typical fashion, the r...


August 10, 2018

A Letter to Dear John

Dear John, I don’t know why you popped into my mind tonight while I could’t sleep. It has been a while. It’s so weird how extremely connected I felt to you when we first met. I was always very...


July 27, 2018

Back and Forth

Most of the time I really am fine. I have convinced myself that I am over him. I think I realized how not over him I really am when I went on vacation with Matt and the kids. Here I am with th...


October 29, 2017

#metoo

I don’t actually know if this would count as sexual assault or not to be honest. I actually blame myself for a million reasons for ending up in this situation. With the #metoo movement that is ...


January 19, 2015

Caught in a lie

Last year at this time, I knew Lou was lying to me when he was saying that he wasn’t watching the Superbowl. He said he would probably fall asleep by the halftime show. He said that took his ki...


November 09, 2014

Too Afraid

To let love grow. In front of me I have this beautiful wonderful man. We just spent an absolutely beautiful day together. It was darn near perfect. Last pm before he went to work he stopped by...


November 05, 2014

What to do, What to do

I am so confused. I just don’t know what to do about Lou. I feel like I should break up with him for still not telling anyone about me. But there is a part of me that feels like he shows his l...


I have grown to love Lou more than any other man to date. He has only been in my life for a year. In that time he has shown me love like none other. He is tender and smart and funny and the sw...


September 01, 2014

Wrong Once Again

It looks like I was wrong after all to think that the end was near. After Lou told me Friday pm that he wasn’t coming, he came anyways. It was late but it was something. He just didn’t think h...


August 29, 2014

Another One Bites the Dust

As the song goes. I have been sensing for a while now that things are off with Lou. I love him and he has shown me love way more than anyone else ever has before. He is a good man. That is wh...


August 16, 2014

Warm and Fuzzy

I just love him so much! He is so good to me and so kind. Nobody has ever loved me like this before. Whenever I am with him I feel all warm and fuzzy. Even when I think about him I start feel...


I have been feeling so warm and fuzzy lately. I honestly don't think I have ever felt this loved before. Lou is such a good man. I love him so much and I am so very lucky to have him. I still...


July 13, 2014

Not sure

I'm starting to obsess on Lou a little. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing. I do know that it is completely ridiculous though. He was just here this am. He is a good man. I ...


May 19, 2014

Further Proof

I just can't believe how blessed I truly am. I got kind of mad at Lou last pm for something stupid... I was just being stupid sensitive. It wasn't even a big deal but when I went to bed I had a...


May 18, 2014

Lou in love

We did it. We finally admitted our feelings for each other last week. Friday 5/9/14 to be exact. He had been telling me in the funniest of ways for a while first. In fact, I knew the exact da...


So things have been going really well with Lou. I am so happy I met him. I am so happy I decided to give him another chance. Now that I have, I can see that he really is true. All the stuff I...


March 30, 2014

When two become one

Lou. Smiles. Hugs. Caressing. Longing. Touching. Longing. At long last. Two bodies merge into one. Five beautiful months. One beautiful night. He rented a room for us last pm. We went ...


March 26, 2014

Short and sweet

I would love to write more in depth but it's late and I'm tired. I just wanted to talk a little more about this latest kiss with Lou. It's the strangest thing really. I don't really feel anythin...


March 20, 2014

First Kiss

Today was the day. I sent Lou a pic a few days ago of a man and a woman kissing and told him that's what I want. I am not in the practice of announcing that shit. But the tension has been buil...


March 16, 2014

Fantastic Lou

What an intense week I have had. Starting on Friday of last week, I was having a panic attack when I took that Chemistry test. It lasted for hours. When I got home, I told him about it and he ...


So that tiff I had with my sister yesterday may actually pay off for me. It fueled my fire once again to find a place of my own. I have done this before but I always backed down because I just ...


March 01, 2014

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!

I just barely have been able to change my thinking where George is concerned. I have spent a few weeks (maybe even a few months) now being hurt and mad at him for not contacting me anymore. The...


February 27, 2014

I am so blessed!

After the episode with George yesterday am, I was kind of messed up for a little while. That bothers me. But then last pm, I was chatting with Lou online. We were doing the usual music sharing...


February 15, 2014

What a good time!

I took my first chemistry test today. I was so excited in anticipation, I could hardly wait to see how I did. I still didn't get the results but I don't think I did too bad. I don't think I di...


Book Description

I am very much a heart/head kind of person. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I tend to over think things. This is the place I shall dedicate to the majority of my relationships in my life.