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I am in love with Lou. I know I am. But I also know that I still love George. Whyyyyyyyyy? WTF is so great about him? I hate myself for loving him. I think I just keep diluting myself into ...

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I finally did it. After I let George in last weekend, I got into a heated fight with my sister because of it. It was a deal breaker in more ways than I could have imagined. She was on the verg...

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I know that I don't write in here much anymore. I don't really need to write in here. My ocd thoughts of George have diminished so greatly. I still think about him a little bit throughout the ...

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I'm def not obsessing anymore. That is def a very good thing. I used to write (on OD) pretty much every day or every other day for months about him. I know I am over him. I think I am just in ...

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I always seem to start off strong. Whenever I spend any time with George, I always walk away feeling strong about it having no effect on me. That wains so very quickly. I had no intention of c...

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So I had my spell last week I think it was when I really started missing him. It was strange because I hadn't really missed him like that much in quite a while at that point. But I def was miss...

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I was able to sleep really late today and it felt wonderful. Then I just had a very lazy day, didn't do much of anything until around 4 when I finally decided to brush my teeth and take a shower...

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After George called the other night, I was feeling strong again. It was such a good feeling. But then I came across something on fb and I texted him telling to accept my friend request again so...

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I was very surprised yesterday that he called me. I was all set to just write off this friendship. I didn't think I would be hearing from him at least for another month or so. At some point du...

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I never thought I would see the day that my ocd thoughts of George changed from longing for him to finally being over him. I just wish I could get rid of the ocd thoughts about him all together....

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I had emailed George like 3 times... he rarely checks his emails (at least the ones from me anyways) for some reason. Then I texted him late Monday pm... he never responded. So I texted him aga...

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O.k., well maybe those ocd thoughts are not so far removed after all. It's def not as bad as it was before though. Today I had to go to the x's family Christmas party- Yeah me! NOT!!! It wasn...

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K, so the title of this book is OCD George for very good reason. I have OCD (self diagnosed of course) and the main focus of my OCD for approximately the last year has been George. George was o...

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I really just can't believe this! I actually created a book to dedicate exclusively to George and I actually think I'm probably finally over him! I have spent so much time between Thanksgiving a...

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I just got an idea. In order to deal with the sadness I feel over George, I'm going to start posting something I am grateful for every day. Every time I start feeling sad about George, I'm goin...

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