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I am in love with Lou. I know I am. But I also know that I still love George. Whyyyyyyyyy? WTF is so great about him? I hate myself for loving him. I think I just keep diluting myself into ...


March 12, 2014

The End

I finally did it. After I let George in last weekend, I got into a heated fight with my sister because of it. It was a deal breaker in more ways than I could have imagined. She was on the verg...


February 26, 2014

Weird

I know that I don't write in here much anymore. I don't really need to write in here. My ocd thoughts of George have diminished so greatly. I still think about him a little bit throughout the ...


February 09, 2014

It hurts

I'm def not obsessing anymore. That is def a very good thing. I used to write (on OD) pretty much every day or every other day for months about him. I know I am over him. I think I am just in ...


I always seem to start off strong. Whenever I spend any time with George, I always walk away feeling strong about it having no effect on me. That wains so very quickly. I had no intention of c...


So I had my spell last week I think it was when I really started missing him. It was strange because I hadn't really missed him like that much in quite a while at that point. But I def was miss...


January 11, 2014

I wish I could stay strong

I was able to sleep really late today and it felt wonderful. Then I just had a very lazy day, didn't do much of anything until around 4 when I finally decided to brush my teeth and take a shower...


January 10, 2014

I wish this could be easy

After George called the other night, I was feeling strong again. It was such a good feeling. But then I came across something on fb and I texted him telling to accept my friend request again so...


January 08, 2014

He surprised me

I was very surprised yesterday that he called me. I was all set to just write off this friendship. I didn't think I would be hearing from him at least for another month or so. At some point du...


January 04, 2014

It is so weird

I never thought I would see the day that my ocd thoughts of George changed from longing for him to finally being over him. I just wish I could get rid of the ocd thoughts about him all together....


January 01, 2014

New Years Eve

I had emailed George like 3 times... he rarely checks his emails (at least the ones from me anyways) for some reason. Then I texted him late Monday pm... he never responded. So I texted him aga...


December 29, 2013

Shocking LOL

O.k., well maybe those ocd thoughts are not so far removed after all. It's def not as bad as it was before though. Today I had to go to the x's family Christmas party- Yeah me! NOT!!! It wasn...


K, so the title of this book is OCD George for very good reason. I have OCD (self diagnosed of course) and the main focus of my OCD for approximately the last year has been George. George was o...


December 26, 2013

I can't believe it!!!

I really just can't believe this! I actually created a book to dedicate exclusively to George and I actually think I'm probably finally over him! I have spent so much time between Thanksgiving a...


I just got an idea. In order to deal with the sadness I feel over George, I'm going to start posting something I am grateful for every day. Every time I start feeling sad about George, I'm goin...


Book Description

George has been been taking up so much of my thought process for me for so long now, it seems only appropriate I have a book dedicated to all of the ups and downs that are George lol.