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So my cousin and I have basically been at her house now since she passed. Her fave season was winter and fave time of year was Xmas so we put her tree up and brought out a few Xmas things. We’v...

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Wednesday evening. Not from the fall or head trauma. But now we know why she fell. Her heart rate kept randomly dipping really low. But every time we brought her to the hospital her heart rate ...

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So of course with her head being split open, she lost a LOT of blood. She became anemic and obviously she has a concussion. Now I know all about those from Chris, but he’s young. They’re flyi...

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So all of April and May I haven’t written lol I miss this place. I’ll be back on more now tho that I’ll be at my laptop more often. Back at the photography thing. Kids last day of school today...

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Yeah, its back. I don’t know how to feel. Hmm. I barely write here as it is and that drives me nuts. I’m barely on my laptop! And I’d much prefer to write from here. I might be getting bac...

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So all has been alright around here, except because of Chris changing jobs our benefits are different now and he really needs to get back to the chiropractor… his full body pain is back in full f...

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Going to be pretty raw right now: Feeling totally and completely defeated. Yesterday I had a shit day at work. I was already wallowing In self pity because I fucking get seasonal depression any...

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Finally over all of our sicknesses I think. Hope I didn’t just jinx us. Chris is away at school for the week. Hes about 10-12 hours away in Mississauga, Ontario. For a small town boy, that w...

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I have been so FUCKING sick I can’t even believe it. I caught my first cold on November 24th. This cold legit lasted until December 23rd. That was the only day I felt “okay” and then BOOM Decem...

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Went to the firemans xmas party on saturaday night. I got pretty drunk. I usually do though haha. Its the one time of year that I actually drink and its around people that I love and trust so I...

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I’ve been so sick. Ugh. It started last Friday evening. I went to a staff dinner with my dad and I felt it come on. Chills, headache… I took some tylenol and it seemed to subside. Felt a lit...

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Soooo Linkin Park is releasing their One More Light live album. Of course I pre-ordered it. And I got the first song which is a slow acoustic-ish version of Crawling. I listened, I cried. But...

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For your kid… who got sent home with forms to be filled out for a learning disability test. Its not like I didn’t know this was coming. I’ve been waiting for it, almost looking forward to it. ...

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Ugh I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned it here or not but my mother is fucking nuts. Shes not even if shes really to be considered a “mom”… Shes more just like a shitty friend. Today she messaged me...

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I didn’t take any pics of the concert but i took lots of vid. Also took lots of pics while touring around LA :) Now… you guys will need to tell me if this works or not lol First time adding pi...

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Was incredible. I’m so glad I went. <3 What an amazing thing to experience in a crowd of fellow linkin park lovers. I cried like at least 50% of the time. I hated that I was there with som...

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Yep, that just happened. Its been a very long time since a full blown one. ugh Kristen <3

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I really appreciate everyones comments and advice. I feel like everyone (Myself included) is on the same page. I’ve turned my love and passion/hobby, into a job. Its almost like I resent it n...

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I need it. To vent. To complain. To release. Nothing to vent on right now. Just some thoughts. I don’t know if I’ve said this hear yet or not, I figure I haven’t tho considering how I feel abou...

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Why do I do this? I get so fucking overwhelemed that I don’t go on here because I don’t have time but then I always forget what I wanted to write because I don’t get on here to write right away. ...

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I got to briefly meet another ODer! That’s two I’ve met :) what a crazy small world this is that we’ve brought together to tell our stories. No one in my real life aside from my husband knows a...

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Over the weekend my husband ran a 10k run, wearing full firefighter bunker gear. He did this for PTSD within first responders. I’m so proud of him lately! He even finished his high school. Not...

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Need help here. This will be a long one about chris’ concussion. Not sure if I’ve forgotten anything or of it should be written differently so plz just tell me what you guys think :) About a y...

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The girls did excellent on their dance exams. They both got honours on their ballet and miley got highly commended in jazz. So proud of both of them!! I got home from the city late last night f...

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Wow haven’t written since that accident entry. Long story short there we have all become friends even tho they live in BC. We are all in contact thru fb :) I feel such a strong connection to th...

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