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December 13, 2017

Drunk night. *pics*

Went to the firemans xmas party on saturaday night. I got pretty drunk. I usually do though haha. Its the one time of year that I actually drink and its around people that I love and trust so I...


December 02, 2017

Sick

I’ve been so sick. Ugh. It started last Friday evening. I went to a staff dinner with my dad and I felt it come on. Chills, headache… I took some tylenol and it seemed to subside. Felt a lit...


Soooo Linkin Park is releasing their One More Light live album. Of course I pre-ordered it. And I got the first song which is a slow acoustic-ish version of Crawling. I listened, I cried. But...


For your kid… who got sent home with forms to be filled out for a learning disability test. Its not like I didn’t know this was coming. I’ve been waiting for it, almost looking forward to it. ...


Ugh I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned it here or not but my mother is fucking nuts. Shes not even if shes really to be considered a “mom”… Shes more just like a shitty friend. Today she messaged me...


I didn’t take any pics of the concert but i took lots of vid. Also took lots of pics while touring around LA :) Now… you guys will need to tell me if this works or not lol First time adding pi...


November 01, 2017

Linkin Park and Friends.

Was incredible. I’m so glad I went. <3 What an amazing thing to experience in a crowd of fellow linkin park lovers. I cried like at least 50% of the time. I hated that I was there with som...


October 23, 2017

OHAI there panic attack

Yep, that just happened. Its been a very long time since a full blown one. ugh Kristen <3


October 22, 2017

LA for LP

I really appreciate everyones comments and advice. I feel like everyone (Myself included) is on the same page. I’ve turned my love and passion/hobby, into a job. Its almost like I resent it n...


October 21, 2017

Real shit. What is my life?

I need it. To vent. To complain. To release. Nothing to vent on right now. Just some thoughts. I don’t know if I’ve said this hear yet or not, I figure I haven’t tho considering how I feel abou...


October 17, 2017

I know I know *IMPORTANT*

Why do I do this? I get so fucking overwhelemed that I don’t go on here because I don’t have time but then I always forget what I wanted to write because I don’t get on here to write right away. ...


June 23, 2017

Just a day

I got to briefly meet another ODer! That’s two I’ve met :) what a crazy small world this is that we’ve brought together to tell our stories. No one in my real life aside from my husband knows a...


June 19, 2017

#helpingheroes

Over the weekend my husband ran a 10k run, wearing full firefighter bunker gear. He did this for PTSD within first responders. I’m so proud of him lately! He even finished his high school. Not...


Need help here. This will be a long one about chris’ concussion. Not sure if I’ve forgotten anything or of it should be written differently so plz just tell me what you guys think :) About a y...


June 12, 2017

Not enough time in a day

The girls did excellent on their dance exams. They both got honours on their ballet and miley got highly commended in jazz. So proud of both of them!! I got home from the city late last night f...


Wow haven’t written since that accident entry. Long story short there we have all become friends even tho they live in BC. We are all in contact thru fb :) I feel such a strong connection to th...


April 27, 2017

Accident

Before I get into that, I just wanted to mention that I haven’t heard from the Dr yet about Evelyn’s surgery date. Also, I’m working for the township helping out with the evacuees. Decent money,...


April 21, 2017

A positive! Finally

So we went to Evelyn’s apt for her obstructive sleep apnea and they’re going to remove her tonsils and adenoids :) he didn’t even have to think about it. He just looked and made the decision. I’m...


April 19, 2017

The big update!

Ok. So I don’t know how much I’ve said on here if anything at all… I’ve tried to look back on my entries but it just looks like I come here, say everything sucks, and never elaborate. I know I i...


April 03, 2017

Oh my fucking god

It just keeps getting worse and worse. I don’t even have the fucking energy to type all the bullshit that has gone on in my life during the last few month. I’m so fucking done … Like I’m done. ...


March 29, 2017

Fuck

Long story short, Evelyn stops breathing when she sleeps, her tonsils need to come out, chris got a letter from work saying they aren’t giving him his job back after his leave… we don’t know what...


March 27, 2017

Yep

My life is falling apart


March 18, 2017

Ok I get it, I'm 30.

We have reached the end of the March Break. (Spring break whatever) And we have all survived. It was fun and relaxing to be honest. The kids were fairly good and got along for the most part an...


I know I just wrote an entry but I had a passing thought… Why is it that when you have NO money, you want to spend money?? lol And its not like I have no money, its just that the money we do hav...


I suppose Chris’ mood and stuff is changing… hes happier being off work… hes not in so much damn pain!! Its like I’m seeing the light… Then EI screws him over. Ugh. They aren’t paying him what ...


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