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So the last you heard from me, I was in excruciating pain from yet another UTI… I went to the doctor and Peed on the stick and it lit up like a fucking Christmas tree. They gave me something diff...

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Back at it again with yet another UTI. Great. My husband went away hunting for a week, prior to that he was at a course in Toronto… So I’ve been fine. He comes home, we start getting out again, b...

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Man,the grief comes over me at the strangest times now. And I suppose that’s what I get for not dealing with it for the last four months. I don’t know why I feel this uncontrollable need to be s...

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Feeling super sad in the last two days… missing my gramma… A LOT. I put out some wintery/christmas decor to try and lift my mood. She always loved xmas. It seems to have done the opposite, tho...

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So, I got my period this morning. Not pregnant, but we knew that because I took a pregnancy test on October 26, and then again on October 31. Both were negative. And I’ve been taking ovulation te...

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So aside from having a pretty severe UTI, becoming my town newest undertaker, the possibility of being pregnant, there really hasn’t been much going on. I should probably take a test today, but I...

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OK guys, I got the funeral home job!!! Well, it’s not like I was up against anybody, she was specifically seeking me Out, so it’s actually kind of a given that I got the job. Either way, kind of ...

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Been having a lot of sex lately on account of me FINALLY having energy. But… uhm… I haven’t been urinating after sex… so now I have a UTI. So thats fun. Kristen <3

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It’ll be a blessing when I don’t have to go to the hospital or see a doctor for one solid week. I feel like I basically live there at this point, with all the blood work, ultrasounds, doctors ap...

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In the last entry that I also just finished writing five minutes ago, I forgot to mention that we are having a little bit of trouble with Evelyn now. We’ve struggled with Miley’s reading and writ...

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Well, yet another entry voice to text so I apologize for any errors because as usual I will likely not proofread. So I’ve got my diagnosis. With all of the heart trouble and bullshit like that go...

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Over the weekend (last weekend, I forgot I started this entry) we went to a wedding in the city. It was fun I guess, seeing all of my family… I wish I could’ve gotten more drunk though. However d...

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I took my final road test today. I’m finally fully licensed. Thank fucking God. I should’ve done this when I was a teenager, but I left home very young and didn’t really have the money to spend o...

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Sometimes I wonder if everything is all related , Like am I tired and overwhelmed because of my heart thing? Or is it because of my anxiety? Or is it something more?? I sometimes I wonder if I ha...

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So this is going to be quick because Kris just left to bring Evelyn for a birthday party, so he’ll be back soon… We got into a big fight last night and it’s kind of dragging on today as well. I ...

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I’m doing another talk to text entry, I hope it doesn’t screw up… Because I really don’t proofread before I save and upload Ha ha ha… So last weekend my family and I went out of town, it seem to ...

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I think this one’s going to be totally about my anxiety and how it controls my fucking life. As I said in the last entry sometimes it’s all I can do to get out of bed in the morning and get the k...

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Well crap I just spoke a whole entry into text and then asked Denteley deleted the entire thing by clicking the select all thing and I guess heading back space on my phone. Fuck sake’s. Let’s try...

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I’m going to try the speak to text thing On this website to see if it works because if it does I’m going to use it more often, I find it easier to speak out loud rather than sit down and take a m...

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I’m so tired of not being allowed to feel. I’m tired of not having time to take care of myself. My heart is sick, I’ve got so many issues and I’ve been told to eliminate stress… how? How do you...

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So we went on our little family holiday thing :) Kids loved going to Ripley’s Aquarium, and the CN tower. Then we donned our costumes and headed out to Taylor Swift! It was a blast. We even g...

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Help. So my mother was basically the sole caregiver to my gramma for the last 6 years. It’s been way more than that but I guess what I’m saying is she’s been much more ill in the last few years...

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So the funeral was exactly that. Which made me very happy. The priest knew her well so he was able to speak about her personally which was awesome. My aunt wrote a eulogy and got a lot of input...

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Well, the first one. Wake was last night. She looked beautiful. And so rested. I haven’t seen that in years. I cried when I saw her. But it was a mix of happy tears too. Today is the funer...

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So my cousin and I have basically been at her house now since she passed. Her fave season was winter and fave time of year was Xmas so we put her tree up and brought out a few Xmas things. We’v...

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