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The picture in my head in A new start
Before I get to what I want to write about there is something that sort of bugs me. I had a friend I was talking to for a little while. We got along well. Both of us would admit that. I was told ...
What sings to me right now in A new start
Ok, I thought this was going to be easy, but NOPE! The first who knows how mand songs are Saving Abel Those Who Wait When the sun goes down and the lights all fade There’s no one else around to t...
because I can in A new start
a survey stollen from .eve. because I can and because I don’t want to write about the past again right now. But I will have another entry somewhat soon, a real one and a memory one. Was your last...
The past it haunts in Stories of the past
I was talking to someone and decided maybe I should write about some of my past experiences. Be aware a lot of them are sexual. Such is my life. I have many stories regarding where I worked for 1...
Just when you need it in A new start
Every now and then you meet someone just when you need it. They do something for you. Not even in a sexual way. They make you laugh. They make you smile. Ok, it would have been fabulous to meet 6...
a survey, and maybe a little more in A new start
What does your online diary name mean, and why did you pick it? it was a reversal of an email address I had, instead of angel I was antiangel When did you first get an online diary? started with ...
that anxiety thing in A new start
We all have anxiety of some sort. Even if it is very minimal. Most the time mine is good. Last week it hit hard. It hit in a bad way. I just wanted to run away and hide. I sit there going throug...
Another survey in A new start
provided by Josh Are you a cat person or a dog person? cat, but I have more dogs right now How many pets do you have? What are their names? 5 dogs; Sophia, Buster, Bastian, Mochi, and Pipsqueak, ...
I'm a cat person in A new start
No, no you aren’t. Especially if you don’t realize that a traumatized cat is going to hade for a good week. She is a pretty tame cat but even at home where she is comfortable she resides under th...
missing you, missing me in A new start
Today I think I feel a bit lonely. I’m missing friends that are gone, I guess long gone. I had to go into my husband’s work today to do a blood draw. I used to work there. I saw a couple familiar...
Maybe I took too long in A new start
After a week and a half or two weeks of going back and forth about the Albany job I finally responded. I figured out a way in my head to be able to handle it. I would have more time with my kids ...
Some decisions are hard to make in A new start
I have a job offer but it’s a 45 minute drive each way and they are 12 he shifts. I dunno if I want to do it. Am I just being a sissy about it? I’m not necessarily the best driver in weather.
Mother nature said wait... watch this in A new start
I live in Oregon. As many of you know, or maybe not, that we currently are burning. No we aren’t the only ones. If course not. The whole west coast is burning. I don’t know within how many miles ...
random words running through my head in A new start
I started working on Saturdays and Sundays. I work in a blueberry processing plant. It’s a decent job so far. I stand there and pick through berries to find good ones upon bad ones. You know nice...
I'm just curious in A new start
My mom asked me a question the other day and I’m just curious what other parents have decided. She asked me if my oldest has been vaccinated against HPV. She hasn’t yet. My mom and sister both ha...
Down it goes in A new start
After a lot of thought and back and fourth I have officially signed the document to take my house off the market. Of course the day my realtor responded to my text (a day after I sent it) he also...
I want to write... in A new start
…And there is so much to say but then again nothing to say all at once. I think I lat wrote after my dog passed away. They found nothing on the necropsy. No big surprise. I got her ashes back qu...
ugh... in A new start
I don’t really know why I am writing this, maybe for future records. So if something like this happens again I will know what to do. I am writing about this past week, though it may be difficult...
I try... in A new start
This week has been bad. Like really bad. Sunday I didn’t want to go to help my friend. Or I did but I didn’t want to drive. Too bad I had to drive. The husband brought home the truck I wasn’t rea...
quiet contemplation in A new start
I don’t feel as though I truly stress about money, we are doing ok this year. I mean I’m getting child support consistently from both fathers. However he isn’t working as much as he was last year...
suggestions, advice, whatever in A new start
The sale of our house fell through because it needed work. Quite a bit, I guess. I’ve come to the conclusion I have 3 options. option 1: take it off the market temporarily to redo the roof and fi...
One week post offer... in A new start
After a little back and fourth we had accepted and offer. Not as high as I wanted but it was something. Then came the park approval. After much back and forth with the managers that came. I was e...
Well... maybe... in A new start
We had two showings last week. The first one totally ghosted my realtor after. Oh well no big loss. The second one was Friday. They wanted a 7 pm showing, it was already 5:30. So I said sure and ...
well... in A new start
Nothing much has changed here. But then again why would it? Same routine every day. Some days we throw in a breakdown of sorts. Either mine or a child. The oldest is not enjoying distance learnin...
back to normal... kinda in A new start
My husband is a third shift worker normally but with this stuff going on he has changed shifts. He went from starting at 9 to starting at 4 so from grave to swing. Then a week later he was on day...
