2023 the year I recover

by Antiangel

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November 20, 2023


While on my walk today I was thinking about some memories. Not very many. Some may be a little tmi, so be aware. A few months ago when I was deep within the thralls of the ex boyfriend we were ou...

October 20, 2023

Closing that door

I wasn’t going to do it. I wanted to stay friends but I can’t. Not anymore. I decided to be nice and call him back on Saturday. He never answered. I told him I will not be contacting him again un...

October 14, 2023


Anxiety is a bitch. My anxiety is high right now. I just want to cry. I’m going to see one of my best friends and their family. She just had a baby Tuesday. This will be a 6.5 hour drive at the ...

October 08, 2023

Things I tell myself

I have stuff I want to say. I do not know exactly how to say it, or what exactly it is I want to say. I think I am ready to be back to work already. Sometimes weekends are a little too long.

October 07, 2023


As I think about this I realize a project I started the other night that I need to finish. Progress though. I have been deleting my pictures of the ex, or more like moving them to my computer so ...

September 23, 2023

Took it a little far

So the other day I was upset with the kids for not helping to clean the house. Okay, I was mad and yelling. My oldest (she’s 15) pops off with I don’t do anything to keep the house clean. That ma...

September 16, 2023

It is what I need

But is it what I really want? I think things with that guy are over now. Which isn’t a bad thing. Actually, it’s a great thing. But I still feel sad it didn’t work. I still love him. Oh I love hi...

September 10, 2023

Hope for change

As this year has gone I talk about doing things for a little bit and then act. I did it with school. I think I talked, quietly, about it for a month. Took the step to look into it and answered th...

I was doing so well at recovering from the year and some odd months with him. We would talk once in a while. We would spend time together too. Then we got back together. But it wasn’t the right t...

May 29, 2023

In the feels

The last couple days I’ve been in a mood. Maybe it’s the time of year. I’ve never really thought this month was a hard month for me, but maybe it is. There is only one negative thing I can for su...

March 05, 2023

Fun times fun times

Last night was the first concert of at least 5 for the year. My oldest and I went to Rockzilla. We both enjoyed it. My brother and his wife were there also but not seated next to us. We found eac...

Book Description

Just about what I have going on this year.